posted March 10, 2020 04:29 PM            

My Sister just came to visit. Mom is coming later in the week. So the house will be full.

It seems fitting then that trans Mars is currently conj natal Mercury(3rd house ruler)

It is also inching closer to oppose natal Moon(ruler of the Ic).

Mercury-Moon are in opposition natally. The ruler of the Ic(Moon) is in the 3rd. The ruler of the 3rd is Merc.

Both square Mars natally.And Mars trans is squaring natal Mars too.

I just hope all of us meeting on one place isn't too stressful for me.

posted March 10, 2020 04:36 PM            

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Originally posted by Aries23Degrees:

I dislike crowded places that surface stress.And that includes home-an environment that is supposed to be peaceful for me. God help me😕

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Hugs. May this re-union be good for all of you and provide needed nourishment for each of your souls.

I know family reunions can be stressful and my last re-union did come with drama but it was also so nice to see them all and it was good for me in the end as love prevails over anger and I did feel loved. Ahh miss them. I know what you mean though but I hope for the most part you enjoy it.

I don't like crowded places either! or feeling crowded, hate it but is temporary and it will be nice to see your family

posted March 10, 2020 10:28 PM            

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Hi Hypatia,

I understand about both the astrology aspect/level and the personal. I can be a little over preachy at times. 99% of the times, I mean well/my intentions are positive though.

I don't doubt some of it related to that triggering you talked about, but I also feel that some is related to unconscious, other life influences. You and I have a fairly strong synastric chart comparison, and there is a lot of "past" oriented connection in relation to romance and deeper sexuality. Like for example, your South Node is in my 5th and closely conjunct my Neptune, ruler of my 8th. Your ruler of the 8th, the Moon, is in my 8th and opposed both my Mars (and thus by proxy my Mars Jupiter conjunction in general, and Jupiter rules my 5th and co rules 8th), and Saturn ruler of my Sun and Mercury and co-ruler of my Venus and Desc, and in turn my Saturn is closely conjunct your Sun.

Then for the more obvious, and less past oriented stuff: Your close Leo Venus Mars conjunction is closely opposed my Aqua Venus, and in my 1st House.

The name I intuitively picked up in relation to you, well it just so happened that if that is correct, several of our Spirit's other Soul selves had close relations of the above type, both in a very passionate AND very stormy sense.

In particular, my other self, John, really hurt Mae. I think Mae loved John, but John was a grade a. arsehole if there ever was one, and he apparently left scars because E.C.'s guidance said that Mae became very bitter and angry towards him. Now, I had a very intense dream about being in the "Akashic Library" and was shown that John and I are part of the same Spirit self, and I got to experience part of John's life, including getting mauled by a bear and slowly dying in the woods until a half Native American, half white woman, who was the healer of her tribe found John.

This dream, 10 years later, got confirmed with a very, very intense and way beyond chance synchronicity with a friend whose husband died out of the blue a few months or so into our friendship. Turns out, she was connected to the half Native American, half white healer woman.

Anyways, we may have a "complicated" and complex past, and if that is so, then it's natural that extremes would come up between us, both positive/feel good and difficult/challenging/tension. The past influences us far, far more than we tend to realize, and especially so when we remain unconscious to it.

Re: Twin Souls--actually, I mostly agree with you on that. Back when I joined here in September, I wrote some longer pieces on Twin Souls, and I often added the caveat that ultimately, we are One with the Whole, and that is more important than specific connections to specific Souls.

But while that is true, until we actually become fully conscious of our Oneness with the Whole--we interact with certain, specific individuals for different reasons. Sometimes karmic, sometimes we just have such a strong love bond with them from the past, etc, etc.

It's just that Twin Soul connections are particularly intense and strong in a lot of ways. However, they are not more important than our interconnection with the all. To me, that is, and always has been most important.

You currently have Jupiter in your 1st House. Jupiter is that of the Universal Consciousness. Jupiter is either my strongest or 2nd strongest Planet. I've LIVED and BREATHED that my whole life, from the dr. everywhere phase when I was little, to devoting self to spiritual attunement as a young teen because I care so much about that Oneness and want to facilitate it as much as humanly possible.

So yes, we actually seem to agree more than disagree on that.

With H. and I, the thing is, I WANTED to forget her, tried to forget her and detach. Normally, I'm quite good at detaching from others or situations. Aqua Venus and all.

But, it was like guidance/my Expanded self wouldn't let me. Every time I made a sincere attempt to do so, I would experience crazy, way beyond chance multiple synchroncities. Then I started to have increasing dreams about her. I don't normally dream about the same person that much.

And wouldn't you know, but after 7 months of zero communication, she writes me.

There is far more than just personality stuff and attachment going on here. Guidance wouldn't have been so involved. The way guidance operates is, it only shows a person what is helpful for them/their path. It does not foster limiting attachments or the like. It is positive and growth oriented. It wants what is best for us spiritually.

The thing is, reality is not black and white and aboslute. There are many differing truths to differing degrees that exist simultaneously. It is too pat to say things like, "twin Souls don't matter at all because we're all One". Yes, it's true that we're all One, but that doesn't invalidate super intense, all Center/level connections like that.

These are well, as long as we don't become over attached to one person at the detriment of growing spiritually and trying to become loving in a more universal and unconditional way. Basically, as to the latter, I've devoted my whole life and most of my energies to that. It is my top priory, and always will be.
But just because we're devoted to Love and to the Oneness of the Whole, doesn't mean that we necessarily need to become celibate monks and live a life detached from personal connections or the like.

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Hi Galactic,

I think you are right we definitely have some past life stuff and this supermoon that just passed activated my intercepted mercury rx in virgo opposite moon skipped step and my nodes. I feel this was about healing and transmuting any karmic traces that were left in me. I feel like it cleared a lot and now I feel very at peace.

I agree with the whole post and the spirit of what you are saying is in-line with how I feel. I don't think we are supposed be monks to be fair either.

Part of why I am here is to neutralize pisces/12h/neptune stuff and integrate/hone my mercury in virgo in the 9H but in the end is about neutralizing the neptune/pisces stuff but also integrating it with virgo.

Whatever karma needed to be transmuted took over in our interactions this past month I have to admit but it needed to happen bc it needed to be healed and cleared.

Maybe you did hurt me or like you said John part of your spirit self hurt me and whatever we had it was intense I agree. I can feel the traces of the resentment and anger, its so odd but this supermoon helped clear that at least to some extent. I don't like feeling that anger/resentment, is really not my style so is odd to feel this, maybe what I am feeling is coming from someone who is part of my spirit self too bc it doesnt feel like me yet I can feel it so clearly.

May these two souls part of our spirit self forgive each other bc is not worth holding on to anger like that, is like I am tapping into an imprint.

You know I have a client I started seeing this year whose middle name is Mae, she needs a lot of help and has a lot of anger and fear she needs help transmuting. I like her, we actually have a good connection and she feels very comfortable with me, in our most recent session she started to transmute and heal some of that anger, she was able to connect with the anger and let herself cry and feel the sadness behind the anger that she has been feeling since her dad passed away when she was 5, it was a powerful moment, I could tell healing was happening.

posted March 10, 2020 10:48 PM            

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Originally posted by GalacticCoreExplosion:
Belief has little or nothing to do with reality.

There are plenty of people that don't believe in Source, and yet the Source exists. There are people that don't believe in Love, or only believe it's a chemical reaction to facilitate procreation. And yet, it exists independently as a living Consciousness that is far more real than anything physical ever was or will be. Ask pretty much any person who has ever had an NDE.

Once in a great while, Cayce's guidance made a psychic gaffe--got something a bit off. However, these were "one offers", meaning they were independent, isolated pieces of information and not something repeating.

When Cayce's guidance repeatedly said something, well to use the old saying, "you can safely bring that to the bank". His guidance repeatedly, over years, made references to Twin Souls and the reality of same.

Cayce's work is not a "religion" for me or in general. Religion requires a person to have "faith". Religions provide no proofs or evidence. [The exception being Christianity and the Shroud of Turin which is a fascinating scientific debate, and it's NOW clear that the carbon dating was done on a newer, repaired part of the Shroud due to it's damage during a Medieval fire. There are cotton threads interwoven into the original flax linen fibers. In any case, there are a number of VERY perplexing questions about the Shroud and it's deeper nature. Such as, why is it the only 2D image in existence than when run through the V-8 image analyzer, it has 3D imaging properties? How was the image formed to begin with? If it's a forgery, or some kind of artistic thing, how did the artist discolor the linen fibers individually to a depth of less than 1/1000 of an inch? Fascinating topic, but I digress.]

Anyways, the unique and unusual thing about Cayce is that he constantly provided verification of things that his conscious mind didn't and couldn't know. One can experience a little taste of this with their local Madame Cleo or what not, often with plenty of distortion mixed in with the hits, but imagine doing this almost every day, at least twice a day, for some 40 years. Imagine these individual readings filling up a book that would be some 50, 000 pages long, and about almost ever subject and topic conceivable?

In other words, when there is proof, evidence, and verification, a source becomes more of a "science" than a religion.

Sure, you have the prerogative to believe or not believe this or that concept, but until you can explain well, how and why such a consistently accurate psychic source would confirm such a thing if it it had no deeper truth or merit, then all you are really left with is "belief" and not "knowing", which are very different things.

Perhaps you have a need to disbelieve it, because your connection with Ray has been so painful in some ways, especially in separation? Maybe you have a need to see him as meaning less to you and your Spirit than he does?

Because, if the Twin Soul concept is true, and if Ray is your Twin Soul, then there is indeed a deeper, Spirit connection between you that is indeed, somewhat unusual and special in nature.

Course, going by my own experience, your other half of Spirit (i.e. his half of Spirit), could very well have other Soul selves going on in this cycle, which means potentially you can meet or have met other Twin Souls.

Jesus, I've met 3 of them. and according to my spouse's dreams, her half of Spirit has two more other Soul selves going on in this time/space cycle, which I could theoretically meet (I really HOPE NOT though. It's been complicated enough as it it's already been).

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Based on last post I just responded to I feel you get were I come from about the soulmate stuff and yes we agree more than disagree!

If twin flames exist then yes Ray is my Twin flame. No matter what I seem to love him and the connection is forever there but something has shifted in me, I feel free and whole and don't need him, I don't feel we NEED to meet again. I read somewhere last night that all Twin Flames are karmic bc if not they would not be together on this earth period and that resonated.

Something has changed, I don't feel attached/tied to him, I feel free of him. The connection will continue to still be there but I am free. IDK how to explain it, is hard to explain but something has changed, something important. We are connected but without feeling attached or tied to each other, we are free.

On 2/20/2020 Tr Jupiter conjuncted exact our composite Southnode and we also have Saturn in libra squaring our nodes tightely so Tr Jupiter I feel released our skipped step and freed us or least freed me. I don't feel a pull to re-connect or reunite with him anymore.

This same thing is happening in the composite with my husband though but with him the exact conjunction from Tr Jupiter to our Southnode happened 2/29/2020 (leap year).

posted March 10, 2020 11:38 PM            

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Am glad you enjoy it Teasel. It's an odd combo of sweet, poppy, slightly sarcastic, and kind of sad/painful or perhaps more so bittersweet.

P.S., I hope you feel fully better soon.

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Thank you. I think I needed both good sleep, and a break from the news, facebook, etc. People in general. I felt better today, and this evening, I watched a light movie, and then went back to watching Gilmore Girls. It's one of my "cozy" shows.

posted March 10, 2020 11:42 PM            

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Originally posted by Aries23Degrees:

I dislike crowded places that surface stress.And that includes home-an environment that is supposed to be peaceful for me. God help me😕

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So do I. I have trouble with other people being here now, although if they don't just barge in, and demand that I be okay with it, I'll adjust and then feel sad when they leave.

posted March 11, 2020 02:47 AM            

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Originally posted by teasel:
So do I. I have trouble with other people being here now, although if they don't just barge in, and demand that I be okay with it, I'll adjust and then feel sad when they leave.

I've showed dad some houses in the past, that I thought would have been nice to live in. They were usually the type with a kitchen on more than one level of the house, almost like a separate apartment on each floor. Dad said, "We don't need all that space." I reminded him that this family probably would have been a lot better off, if we'd had that much space.

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Space is ALL important. Emotional space, personal space and even geographic space. It gives perspective.

Being all up in ones own feelings with family makes squabbles inevitable. And with my family,emotions tend to run deep and high(Ic in Cancer).

It can be comforting to be the one who goes to visit. This is better because one can "leave" when things get too hectic.

But when it is you who is being "visited", it can be horrible. You don't have as much control. It's like sitting in chair in a lone room and working quietly.

posted March 11, 2020 02:50 AM            

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
Hugs. May this re-union be good for all of you and provide needed nourishment for each of your souls.

I know family reunions can be stressful and my last re-union did come with drama but it was also so nice to see them all and it was good for me in the end as love prevails over anger and I did feel loved. Ahh miss them. I know what you mean though but I hope for the most part you enjoy it.

I don't like crowded places either! or feeling crowded, hate it but is temporary and it will be nice to see your family

"Gold help me" That made me laugh

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posted March 11, 2020 03:27 AM            

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
I wonder if you have an intercepted sign in your 7H.

Also saturn square moon I feel can make it challenging to connect emotionally at deeper level with others.

Feel free to start a new thread and Title it "hard time connecting with others" or whatever you prefer. Post your chart using astro.com, go to Free Horoscopes, then go to extended charts, keep the chart drawing style at default.

ADDED:

Actually just read in another thread you have cancer rising with Saturn ruling your DC, that would actually explain this. You and another person in this forum and my brother all have Saturn ruling the DC and struggle a bit socially. That is tough.

I think for my brother is extra hard bc Saturn falls on his 12H to top it off so is almost like he is invisible socially, easy for him to disappear into the background. However once you start talking to him he does fine and can carry a conversation just fine and knows a lot more than you would ever imagine bc he is so shy/reserved. He disappears into the background even though he is SUPER tall too but he just projects that or doesn't project bc saturn falls in his 12H.

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Sounds like your brother has it rough socially, esp, if extraversion is in favor.

posted March 11, 2020 03:31 AM            

There is some truth to your words. It feels more confusing/lonely/disconnected around people than alone.

posted March 11, 2020 04:00 AM              

Thank you for the thorough responses. I'm glad to hear that you are feeling more clear and peaceful of late.

Also glad to hear that the neediness/over attachment to Ray is gone. I agree, that's a good thing. Strong attachment is not the same thing as love, though many people seem to confuse the two.

Yes, if there is a karmic connection there, I hope our Spirit's other Soul selves can forgive each other. I'm sure they probably already have, as they are in the nonphysical now. It's just that sometimes the physically incarnate parts of our Spirit (i.e. us) tend to have to deal with these kinds of redressing and healings.

The good news, is that if there is that specific connection, then we have also had other selves that had a much more positive and love based connection--like Lucius and Vesta. They deeply loved each other, and had at least one child together. There was a little drama there, but mostly from others, and less so between each other.

So, it's not all sour lemons.

posted March 11, 2020 12:56 PM            

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Originally posted by GalacticCoreExplosion:
Hi Hypatia,

Thank you for the thorough responses. I'm glad to hear that you are feeling more clear and peaceful of late.

Also glad to hear that the neediness/over attachment to Ray is gone. I agree, that's a good thing. Strong attachment is not the same thing as love, though many people seem to confuse the two.

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posted March 11, 2020 04:14 PM            

Vincent Van Gogh:

" If one wants to be active, one mustn’t be afraid to do something wrong sometimes, not afraid to lapse into some mistakes. To be good — many people think that they’ll achieve it by doing no harm — and that’s a lie… That leads to stagnation, to mediocrity. Just slap something on it when you see a blank canvas staring at you with a sort of imbecility.

You don’t know how paralyzing it is, that stare from a blank canvas that says to the painter you can’t do anything. The canvas has an idiotic stare, and mesmerizes some painters so that they turn into idiots themselves.

Many painters are afraid of the blank canvas, but the blank canvas IS AFRAID of the truly passionate painter who dares — and who has once broken the spell of “you can’t.”"

posted March 11, 2020 05:07 PM              

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
God bless Aries and their courage to make mistakes....

Vincent Van Gogh:

" If one wants to be active, one mustn’t be afraid to do something wrong sometimes, not afraid to lapse into some mistakes. To be good — many people think that they’ll achieve it by doing no harm — and that’s a lie… That leads to stagnation, to mediocrity. Just slap something on it when you see a blank canvas staring at you with a sort of imbecility.

You don’t know how paralyzing it is, that stare from a blank canvas that says to the painter you can’t do anything. The canvas has an idiotic stare, and mesmerizes some painters so that they turn into idiots themselves.

Many painters are afraid of the blank canvas, but the blank canvas IS AFRAID of the truly passionate painter who dares — and who has once broken the spell of “you can’t.”"

How F*cking inspiring! Go Van Gogh!
http://getpocket.com/explore /item/vincent-van-gogh-on-fear-taking-risks-and-how-making-inspired-mistakes-moves-us-forward?utm_source=pocket-newtab

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posted March 11, 2020 05:20 PM            

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
God bless Aries and their courage to make mistakes....

Vincent Van Gogh:

" If one wants to be active, one mustn’t be afraid to do something wrong sometimes, not afraid to lapse into some mistakes. To be good — many people think that they’ll achieve it by doing no harm — and that’s a lie… That leads to stagnation, to mediocrity. Just slap something on it when you see a blank canvas staring at you with a sort of imbecility.

You don’t know how paralyzing it is, that stare from a blank canvas that says to the painter you can’t do anything. The canvas has an idiotic stare, and mesmerizes some painters so that they turn into idiots themselves.

Many painters are afraid of the blank canvas, but the blank canvas IS AFRAID of the truly passionate painter who dares — and who has once broken the spell of “you can’t.”"

How F*cking inspiring! Go Van Gogh!
http://getpocket.com/explore /item/vincent-van-gogh-on-fear-taking-risks-and-how-making-inspired-mistakes-moves-us-forward?utm_source=pocket-newtab

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posted March 12, 2020 09:39 PM            

http://rubyslipper.ca/ruby-slipper-astrology/2020/3/march-13th-2020-share-the-dark-stu ff

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Waning Trine between the Scorpio Moon and Pisces Sun (23 deg)

Mars in Capricorn square Juno Rx in Libra (18 deg)

Chiron in Aries square the Capricorn South Node/Cancer North Node (4 deg)

The Waning Trine enables easy connections with others on an emotional level. Intense subjects are smoothly disseminated through compassion and total acceptance - no judgments here. Excellent if you want to share something that you think might be “too much”.

Against the above backdrop, we have a couple of difficult aspects. Mars/Juno suggests restrained relationship battles as authoritative or controlling actions trigger an imbalance. There can be disagreements over who calls the shots or one partner’s insistence on pursuing their ambitions. The partnership will be rocky until this issue is sorted.

Chiron square the Nodes puts a painful issue in the spotlight. You may be stepping out into new territory or fighting a new battle, and you’re feeling exposed or weak. The Nodal square gives you choice - stick to the old rules/traditions (South Node) or break with tradition and move towards a place that honours what you need (North Node) rather than what you must obey.

Tap into the energy of the Waning Trine to help you deal with these challenges. Feel that emotional current - it’s ok to share the intense stuff because you have an audience that’s ready to absorb and understand.

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I have been feeling this way. If I disappear, it's probably because of that. I almost shut down all of my social media, over the weekend, because my anxiety was up, and there were a couple of miscommunications/misunderstandings, and it pumped up my anxiety even more.

posted March 13, 2020 01:49 PM            

I guess is how our souls keep in touch since we live in different states and don't see each other anymore.

We have:

Selene Vigintile Endymion
Selene bi-novile Endymion

In composite:

Endymion-Psyche-Selene tight stellium

Tr Selene conjuncted my AMOR and trined my Endymion and opposed our composite Endymion-Psyche-Selene today.

Tr Endymion was squaring my Endymion while transit Selene was trine my Endymion which binoviles his Selene. His Selene conjuncts his MC, his Psyche, his antivertex and my northnode.

Tr Neptune was conjunct exact our composite MOON in pisces and tri-vigintile Pluto (53.21).

It felt more light and casual our encounter in the dream world this time but after I woke up I could still feel myself in the dream to some extent with him and my heart responded to it, beating faster and I started to smile, I mean is always nice to see him.

Transit Northnode was also activating my Isis Septile Osiris by conjuncting my Isis exact which sextiles his Osiris.
The night I met him tr Northnode was conjuncting my Isis exact!

posted March 13, 2020 03:39 PM            

The night I met him tr Northnode was conjuncting my Isis exact!

posted March 15, 2020 06:49 AM            

It still aspects the former two but separating and it's interesting though that with Mars transiting my 9th,there would be so much traffic in the home. I thought a great deal about this since its yet to enter my 10th.

*There were guys who came for my Wi-Fi router connection on Tuesday. One of them broke the ceiling. I was livid!

Trans Virg Moon square natal Sun Sag
Trans Mars conj Merc in Cap in 9th/opp Moon in 3rd

I think Moon/Mars is also a territorial aspect. It is protective (Mars) of its own private space and home(Moon). I was quick to call their boss to resolve the roof's subsequent restoration.

*Mom arrived after Sis(Tues) on Thursday and this was also after the repairs to the roof were done.Trans Merc was still opp Moon and conj Merc.

We all had a chat about my sister,myself, her and other things that were pressing. It was a time for emotional (Moon) honesty (Mars).No drama luckily.

I still feel discomfort with having my sister here. I am so used to living alone and now with this cohabitation, I feel that I am slightly ill at ease.

Mars is separating from Moon and on nMars now. Still no pent up anger.nMars is in the 6th house of daily habits. So perhaps something irritating may occur while running an errand? Will keep watch.

posted March 15, 2020 06:49 AM            

It still aspects the former two but separating and it's interesting though that with Mars transiting my 9th,there would be so much traffic in the home. I thought a great deal about this since its yet to enter my 10th.

*There were guys who came for my Wi-Fi router connection on Tuesday. One of them broke the ceiling. I was livid!

Trans Virg Moon square natal Sun Sag
Trans Mars conj Merc in Cap in 9th/opp Moon in 3rd

I think Moon/Mars is also a territorial aspect. It is protective (Mars) of its own private space and home(Moon). I was quick to call their boss to resolve the roof's subsequent restoration.

*Mom arrived after Sis(Tues) on Thursday and this was also after the repairs to the roof were done.Trans Merc was still opp Moon and conj Merc.

We all had a chat about my sister,myself, her and other things that were pressing. It was a time for emotional (Moon) honesty (Mars).No drama luckily.

I still feel discomfort with having my sister here. I am so used to living alone and now with this cohabitation, I feel that I am slightly ill at ease.

Mars is separating from Moon and on nMars now. Still no pent up anger.nMars is in the 6th house of daily habits. So perhaps something irritating may occur while running an errand? Will keep watch.

posted March 15, 2020 02:01 PM            

"There were guys who came for my Wi-Fi router connection on Tuesday."

Well mars opposing your 3H would fit you getting wifi installed in your house

You broke it down better "Trans Mars conj Merc in Cap in 9th/opp Moon in 3rd?"

"I think Moon/Mars is also a territorial aspect. It is protective (Mars) of its own private space and home(Moon). I was quick to call their boss to resolve the roof's subsequent restoration."

Makes sense and "Hell yeah!" glad you called.

"We all had a chat about my sister,myself, her and other things that were pressing. It was a time for emotional (Moon) honesty (Mars).No drama luckily."

Yay drama free family time! High Five!

"I still feel discomfort with having my sister here. I am so used to living alone and now with this cohabitation, I feel that I am slightly ill at ease."

posted March 15, 2020 06:49 PM            

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Thanks hypatia123. 😊 Have been out of action lately.

I am living in a country that is under panic mode now what with this Corona virus. The Sat-ur square transit is very interesting. Can u say "shifting"(Uranus) ground(Saturn)?🧐

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OMG yes good catch and point.

Tr Saturn is in Capricorn officially at critical degree 29 squaring Uranus approaching.

29 is a degree of crisis or endings and even death and it will enter aquarius soon while it squares uranus so double the uranus dosage of disruption.