posted November 16, 2014 06:45 PM              

Rant concluded.

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posted November 16, 2014 07:13 PM              

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Originally posted by BellaFenice:
Again, if have a problem with something I said, please bring it up directly with me. I did not say anything harmful in that thread, but rather have brought up a point that Ami has been very callous and harsh at times on women when gender topics arise. I was in no light making fun of her situation, but rather pointing out that her situation often skews her viewpoints on women's issues. This has happened in all of the gender threads, as some of the comments have been questionable and I'm definitely not the only one who has felt his way. What is malicious about pointing out a bias?

I didn't think it was a malicious comment, but if Ami has a problem with what I said then she can discuss it with me. If she is actually upset about it, then I have no problem apologizing, because I can see how it may not have been worded the best. I really don't have any issues with Ami other than I don't feel she is objective in gender threads, and the accusation against PisceanDream is an example.

I would greatly appreciate it that you stop passive-aggressively leaving me comments, as I do have a right to an opinion. If you do not like something I say, request an email response or leave an H&H thread so that we can talk about it constructively. What do you gain by posting this here in such a hostile manner?

I don't really understand why you feel the need to be gunning for me. You do not know me or anything about my life, so l would appreciate it if you didn't use name calling either. Again, I am always open for discussion as long as it is diplomatic and constructive. I haven't even been posting much in here, I've been in Personal Readings.

I really think you need to air out your concerns with me as soon as possible because it is only going to get worse if you let it fester. Otherwise, what will happen is that we will be in the same heated thread and it will end up being explosive, which never solves things. Notice how despite the things you have said about me, I haven't done the same to you?

I've intentionally spent a lot time away from this particular forum and only responded today because women's issues are something I am very passionate about. Otherwise, based on my energy level I would continue to not really post here. I know people who have been raped, so it really upsets me when I see victim blaming in any shape or form.

I've thought about killing myself so I hope you are happy with the name calling for no reason. I have nothing to live for anymore, but standing up for people like PisceanDream and women in general is something that keeps me going. Same things with personal readings, if I can help or stand up for someone then it gives me hope in the world. That is why I responded the way I did, when you are at the end up the rope you need something to keep you from you losing your grip.

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Oh Bella please calm the drama. If my post offended you or caused you to get that offensive then that's on you. I didn't name any names for a reason. There's a certain way to get your point across and you went above and beyond that. You were extremely nasty(you even admitted to being nasty) and it ****** me off so instead of naming names, to avoid drama, I said what I said. But clearly this is what you want, more drama.

There have been several times now where you've stooped down to the bottom of the barrel and thrown things(private things shared here by members) in people's faces when upset. You can't seem to grasp the concept that there are MANY people out there in the world who have different views, opinions, beliefs, etc as you. So what do you do Bella? You mock such views, opinions, beliefs and etc and it really upsets me. I don't think you realize just how mean you get. You say one thing and do the complete opposite of what you say. You continued petty, insignificant drama and now look.

The whole Karka thing is a joke, right? Why would I be upset with you because you "took her side." Since when do we, adults, take sides here? No, what upset me is that each and every time that she's instigated and trolled you continued and aided in it with her. When is it ever okay to mock a person's existence, their logic, call them a cancer to the forum? That's okay, that's the behavior of a mature person? I don't think so, that's behavior of an insecure child and instead of addressing it here it's swept under the rug as if it doesn't matter. What if Mia had took her own life because of the way she was treated here? Would that have been okay?

I've never once claimed to be perfect with the perfect life, perfect husband, perfect house or car. I've gotten into many disagreements with people here, everyone knows this, but have never once gotten nasty or stooped that low unless treated that way first. Sh*t on me better believe you'll get the same. I respect people that are different from myself, what I don't and will NOT ever respect is when such people treat me like sh*t, mock my logic all because they don't agree with me. Why even waste the time and effort? I'm not budging. That's the issue here with many members, they can't accept different views or opinions and its ruining this whole experience for me. Why can't we just respect each other and not pick each other apart?

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posted November 17, 2014 11:30 AM            

I'm freaking out about Bella today but hope you understand that I'm looking beyond the argument that you two have had. From the beginning I have considered it none of my business. Hope you are well.

Bella

posted November 27, 2014 01:44 PM            

On a related note, it sucks to see someone who doesn't want to be happy and isn't content with their life or trying to make it better. But it's their life :/ Not always easy.

And it makes me sad to see so much self-hatred.
In shows in ways that aren't always obvious, but really apparent.

posted December 01, 2014 10:46 PM            

**** that.

People, PLEASE post a warning before I waste time on some stupid quiz, both on its length and unethical requirements added onto the end like that. Just because you're okay with that doesn't mean everyone else is.

posted December 14, 2014 07:54 PM              

How do I get rid of this disgusting lack of concern for things that are more important? I NEED TO DO MY DAMN PAPER. I WANNA START JETSKIING AND SLEEPING IN PEACE ALREADY. Ugh, I'M NOT IN THE MOOOOD.

Also, what's up with me not f*cking sleeping? I just arrived last night from an 18 hour flight and I haven't slept well at all. When will I GIVE UP AND DO SOMETHING@!?!??@!<$!?#KRFPOWRJG'PRGJPEIRJG
PWEJGWRJG

posted December 16, 2014 07:47 AM            

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Originally posted by PisceanDream:
Sorry to hear that, Teasel

May she rest in peace...

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Thank you.

posted December 16, 2014 12:37 PM              

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Originally posted by teasel:

Thank you.

I went to bed several hours ago, thinking that I would sleep well, because I was just wiped out. What happened instead? I laid there for three hours, unable to sleep a wink. I'm so tired.

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I hope you're getting some rest now. You need it. I know very well those sleepless nights, when you have too much weight on your mind and heart. Hopefully it'll all pass... I'm really happy about Cutie though

Sorry for the late response, that thread ended sucking all my attention and energy.

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posted December 16, 2014 03:56 PM            

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My Aunt died today. 81 years old - dad's eldest sister. He's lost two siblings this year.

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I am so, so sorry Teasel. I hope you are doing okay. Christmas time is always hard because of the loss of my grandmother, and you are definitely in my thoughts. Just try and take care of yourself, and take it day by day

posted December 17, 2014 05:42 PM            

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posted December 17, 2014 05:54 PM            

My soulmate moving halfway across the world is a blessing in disguise. Of course, I sensed it weeks ago that your time in Europe was only temporary this time around.

I knew you were going to move back to where you're from on Christmas. I was right.

posted December 17, 2014 09:17 PM              

Anger
Depression
Apathy mixed in there in places
Anxiety (not really an emotion is it?)

Part of me just wants to destroy. I want to flip out and be wreckless. Like **** consequences.

Part of me (strongest feeling) wants to disappear. Cabin in the woods stuff with just some basic crap. Some tools to build stuff. Solitary.

Apathy... Idk. Kind of goes with the screw consequences thing or just really not caring enough who thinks what of me. I'm feeling extra cold lately. Like, it's unhealthy.

Anxiety. Because I feel no outlet. All this crap just sits in there. No real way to come out. Maybe part of the reason for wanting to be alone. If this stuff comes out at once.... It won't be pretty. Nobody wants that.

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