posted August 01, 2015 05:45 PM              

I guess it's because without the act of that person, I feel like I wouldn't be where I am today. Calmer and at peace with myself and other situations.

Sweetheart, you took time to listen and you took time to care. You took time to stand up and you took time to dig deeper. Everything about you was charming... Your skin, your teeth, your laugh, your voice and even your walk.

You helped to give me some of the best years and when I was scared, you held my hand. Saying 'don't worry, you look sexy' or 'aww J, don't cry'

I'll always love you for that - always.

posted August 01, 2015 07:29 PM              

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Originally posted by DopGang:
ikja
What is your moon if you don't mind me asking?
Only curious.

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posted August 02, 2015 11:55 AM            

LOL
No.
All moons are great for their own reasons and I like most Aries moons.

posted August 02, 2015 10:16 PM            

My self esteem and confidence have been on a roller coaster this entire year!

13 college credits, plus unpaid internship. At the moment. I started smoking black and milds. It helps me not feel any emotions. I don't have time to have emotions in this cruel world. Like I kind of do just want to cry today. But lack of privacy, and I even tried to cry today and I can't. Even though I really feel like it would be good. Like I reset button my emotional state in a way.

Being 25 with no income at the moment.

The past few years I have been more motivated than ever to move out of my parents. Living here really gets to me sometimes.

Just not getting that privacy I need. I feel bad when I tell them or behave in a manner that says "leave me alone" but most people my age aren't around their parents this much. I push through school and internship, and have a social and love life. So when I get home Sunday lately...I just get so overwhelmed by everything I have to do during to week, while wanting to decompress and sort out my emotions from the past week.
It's like I can barely get a half hour to be all alone today. Sometimes I just have those days where I want no one to look at me or talk to me...this is why I am in this vicious cycle to to finish school as early as I can, sacrificing having an income until the end of August. Having nowhere to be alone today is REALLY starting to drive me crazy. I can't get what I emotionally need.

I know this shall pass...but ohhhhmygod. I really can't push myself today. I just need to sulk and vent. My emotions feel heavy today. Just get it out of my system, before I push through the pain like I've been doing this entire year.

posted August 04, 2015 04:00 AM            

I greatly enjoy astrology, but every time I look at my chart I feel like it lacks something. So far I'm not sure what it lacks. All I know is that every time I stare at it, I get confused and then frustrated since I feel like my chart is an alien language. It may as well be. I can tell what the placements are, but I can't interpret them together.

posted August 04, 2015 06:34 AM            

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Originally posted by Stawr:
I want to escape my life. I have so much to do this week.

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posted August 04, 2015 07:20 AM            

You can post your chart if you want. There are many very talented people here.

Here on this thread.
Personal readings.
Or here: http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum24/HTML/232250.html

posted August 06, 2015 07:53 AM              

'It may be time to do a little mending of some fences, Gemini. If you have been thinking about a certain person or situation and wondering if there is any hope: there actually is. Take your time today and think about the ways that there could be compromise and how you can rework the situation so that everyone benefits. You can make a lot of progress by allowing yourself to step back, think, and then tackle the concerns.'

posted August 08, 2015 03:50 AM            

You said you would never be upset with me if I left because I have to look after myself. When I finally did have the strength to walk away, all you did was hate me, pretend I was dead.

posted August 12, 2015 11:14 PM            

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Originally posted by DopGang:
I truly feel you. Though I'm not in that situation I can relate to what you're feeling.
I know it's a vent thread, not advice thread, but I do have advice.
Looking ahead, even if it's a month away and you KNOW that you'll have free time, plan ahead to spend time for yourself. Sleep in, then maybe take a walk somewhere peaceful. Sit at a water's edge and feel the breeze. Whatever you like. Leave your phone or just turn it on silent so you're not disturbed but have it for emergency.
You get the idea.
When you know that you'll have time, plan a break away from people and technology. Even for a few hours.

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Thanks! Things are getting a little bit better for me.
My financial aid got appealed, and I had a job interview today.

I feel so mentally done today. Mondays to Thursdays are just push push push for me, with school. And with job interview...I am just so done, my nerves are done! But I don't trust myself to save all my hw for the morning. Once more day to push through!
I really should at least get half of it done.

Job interview, internship, class, more stuff to sort out with school. Makes me feel like I have a rail shoved up my arse.

I look forward to finally being able to relax. I look forward to getting heavily intoxicated over the weekend, and letting loose with friends and boyfriend.

I can't wait to know where I stand with my hours at work, so I can finally smoke a joint! (IT'S BEEN MONTHS!)

posted August 18, 2015 12:20 AM            

I know banning all porn would do more harm than good (and fail) but right now I'm feeling spiteful enough that I don't care, I want it all banned, at least from the internet. (Don't worry, I'll get over it.)

posted August 19, 2015 02:17 PM            

I thought he was going to stop hanging with people who use him. I thought he said he was going to clean up and stop partying and doing hard drugs all the time.
And trying to make me jealous? Please.

On another note, I thought he said he'd always be there for me. He's the one who said we were 'platonic,' so why is he treating me like he's putting me on a back burner? Nope.

To both of you: Your words mean nothing. I'm done and gone!!

No more toxic people please..

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Sag out

posted September 02, 2015 11:02 AM            

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Originally posted by DopGang:
I've been getting some kind of bad energy from LL lately.

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You can contact a Mod, if you need someone to talk to about it, Dop. I have been here for 7 years and I needed help at many junctures!

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