posted October 13, 2015 12:40 AM            

That life stopped for me around the second half of 2015, when I finally decided to walk away from that relationship, when I finally decided to not associate myself with crazy/dramatic people & stopped experimenting with drugs....I'm in university now, concentrating on my studies and going to work everyday....I rarely go out nowadays & I cut alot of the wild and fun people out of my life. It's a good change but god damn being a good girl is sometimes boring...I know I can't go back to what I used to be...but sometimes I reminisce. I was VERY happy back then...nowadays it's responsibilities...

I try to accept my new reality but it's hard sometimes. I'm mostly ok with where I am today, but sometimes I dream about the people I walked away from & it gets to me...It seems so real & then I start remembering all the great feelings I used to have.

Keep your head up...it's gonna be ok.

posted October 17, 2015 03:18 PM            

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Originally posted by StubbornVirgo:
I'm tired of being sick. I've had a nasty cold for over a week now.

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posted October 17, 2015 04:46 PM            

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Originally posted by StubbornVirgo:
I'm tired of being sick. I've had a nasty cold for over a week now.

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posted October 19, 2015 10:39 PM            

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posted October 19, 2015 11:41 PM            

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Originally posted by DopGang:
Maybe time for a short (couple weeks) break.

The energy on LL as a whole is getting bad. Something in the atmosphere.

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I've just responded to you in that thread. I've been feeling like pulling back, and not just here.

posted October 21, 2015 08:00 AM            

Wheat grass is the most potent healer out there, I think. Growing your own is the best and with how good you are at natural things, you would be a natural growing it!

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posted October 21, 2015 02:43 PM            

My little Yorkie had blood in her urine.

I made a vet appointment for a few days out and then I blasted her with wheatgrass.

In a few days, she had beautiful clear urine. I was so happy to see that. I jumped for joy

Every day, I mix a wheat grass in her food.

Her coat is so soft and she has great energy!

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posted October 21, 2015 06:29 PM              

That also goes for anyone else here who thinks that they can read a couple of my posts and think they know me or are entitled to dismiss and condescend me. Especially if they haven't even bothered to interact with me in any real way (which is everyone here--terribly welcoming bunch you "knowflakes" are, BTW).

I will unapologetically be an ***hole to anyone who thinks they can condescend me, especially about what I know is correct, truthful, honest or factual. Want to **** off a Gemini and make her your enemy forever? Yeah, go and insult her intelligence like that. I DO NOT appreciate my honesty and openness about my own vulnerabilities here being interpreted by anyone as license to speak to me like I'm a stupid child.

posted October 22, 2015 04:17 PM            

But it sucks because I want to eat
And I'm bored

posted October 22, 2015 04:19 PM            

And I'm wasting data this entire time I'm posting. all because my parents don't want to spend an extra $100 or however much it is for the month
Sigh

posted October 23, 2015 01:01 AM            

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Originally posted by DopGang:
Teasel

I wonder if some of this bad energy is related to transit moon just passing transit Pluto. Well, square Uranus.
Ha!
I'll never quit looking for astrological explanations. (For fun)

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I missed this yesterday.

I think Pluto has been squaring mum's Moon/Jupiter/Neptune/Chiron in Libra, probably for the past few years.

posted October 23, 2015 02:28 AM            

I get home and mom is in the BEST MOOD EVER! Trying to strike up goofy conversations with me. Good for her, but not good for me, when I just want to shut down and be left alone. Like God...FML...

I had the day off work today. So I did get some overdue alone time.
But later that night WAS AWFUL.

I couldn't even lay on the couch today after catching up on chores. The only place I can be alone is my room. I hate when I have to leave to get a drink of water or something.

My douchebag uncle is over too, and wont leave.

Even when I am in my room on the phone, mom eaves drops on my conversation.

I can't even go down stairs at 2 am to get water, with someone acknowledging me.

When I get in these moods...It just feels like my life is not getting better. Moments like these make me feel worse, and that my life really sucks.

Today I felt like I am never getting out of here, and that it's hopeless.