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Topic: Venting Thread
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StubbornVirgo
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From: Welcome to Mercury
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posted March 09, 2016 04:32 PM
  
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Elysia
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posted March 10, 2016 11:54 AM
@Dop: (Or whatever I am to call you  )
Good for you, man..! I'm not like this in all situations either. But in some cases, it's really... *_*@StubbornV:  !!! You Virgos. ^_^ IP: Logged |
teasel
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posted March 10, 2016 10:21 PM
Posted my vent in a thread about bullying, and another one here, I guess, earlier. IP: Logged |
Selenite
Knowflake Posts: 1352
From: Lyra
Registered: Aug 2013
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posted March 13, 2016 05:22 PM
My job keeps skimping out on paying me and I've basically been living off peanut butter.. I miss vegetables T.TIP: Logged |
MillyX
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From: canada
Registered: Feb 2012
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posted March 14, 2016 09:55 PM
The truth is, I am scared of change. I am afraid of the unknown. I am afraid of what lies ahead. I am afraid of leaving my comfort zone, even if my comfort zone is no longer satisfying me. I can no longer live the life I currently live, I HAVE to make a change but it's my fear holding me back from the opportunities that are in front of me. But the only thing that has been constant throughout my life is change. IP: Logged |
teasel
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posted March 15, 2016 08:00 PM
DO IT REAL - By Jeff Foster
Today.
Lose a few friends.
Offend a few people.
Say no if you mean no.
Say yes if you mean yes.Nice little boys and girls
never win mommy's love anyway.
They only become beggars. Stop trying to do it right.
Do it real instead.
You don't have to win love.
Only live it. Weep. Wail. Laugh like you did when you were young and didn't care what people thought about you.
Speak your truth without apology.
Let your heart break.
Let your certainties crumble.
Be a blubbering mess on the ground of love. Life is too short to hold it all together.
You have longed to fall apart.
You will lose 'safety'
but you will feel
so alive. - Jeff Foster Just saw this on facebook. IP: Logged |
Elysia
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posted March 16, 2016 12:56 PM
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Selenite
Knowflake Posts: 1352
From: Lyra
Registered: Aug 2013
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posted March 16, 2016 03:45 PM
quote:
Originally posted by Elysia:
Rage, rage, boiling rage.
With a heap of guilt on the side.
And paralysing, gut-wrenching sadness.I feel blue. <New Year's resolution was to be more open about & voice my feelings. Anonymous online forum counts.>
That's a good one.. I've been trying to do that recently. I feel so much better lately. I find that just acknowledging my emotions clears up my mind real fast. I'm used to suppressing them and filtering them from myself.
But I tried this thing that I made up where I just tell myself how I feel every time an emotion comes up. Just walking down the street I'll think to myself, 'I feel stressed. I feel happy. I feel self conscious. I feel excited. I feel judged. I feel at peace.' etc etc etc.
It surprised me how many emotions I feel and how changeable they are! o.o
I'm soo super sensitive, it's insane that I ever thought bottling up emotions was an acceptable way to live. IP: Logged |
teasel
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posted March 16, 2016 06:41 PM
quote:
Originally posted by Elysia:
Rage, rage, boiling rage.
With a heap of guilt on the side.
And paralysing, gut-wrenching sadness.I feel blue.
Me, too.  All of the above. *hugs* IP: Logged |
teasel
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posted March 16, 2016 06:54 PM
edited. It doesn't matter. I have spent my whole life trying to treat people right, despite the way they treat me - and I just keeping finding out that I'm worthless. I can't stop crying. And I'm tired of it all. *editing, because I'm not going to post again, but this thread was still open. mum came to console me, when she heard me hyperventilating. Asked me what was wrong, and who she could tell off on my behalf. I love her so much, but she just doesn't always get it. And this is why I don't understand her behaviour at other times. She touched my hand on monday night, to show me how cold she felt, and I just wanted to grab her and hug her. I don't ever want anything bad to happen to her.
I've lost too much, and she and dad are all that I have left. I may feel awful most days, but I also think about what I can do to make things better for my family - and I do them. The flowers I'm planting, are for my mother. The other day, I found something that would make her laugh, loaded it in, and left her to watch it (after having a bit of a laugh myself). And on a different note: This why I don't leave people in the lurch, even though other people get annoyed by them. They're people, trying to get by. Just trying to handle what life has dealt them. I occasionally worry that people might lurk here with their popcorn, and snicker at anything they consider to be melodramatic, as well anything else they consider to be ridiculous in the rest of the forum (i.e. arguments in astrology). They don't seem to get that it's just as ridiculous for them to spend their time being amused by people's pain, or their mistakes. I just saw something in another forum. Awesome wit, strikes again. Only, it really isn't funny. IP: Logged |
teasel
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posted March 16, 2016 07:09 PM
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StubbornVirgo
Knowflake Posts: 1998
From: Welcome to Mercury
Registered: Jul 2015
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posted March 18, 2016 03:24 AM
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WarriorPrincess7
Knowflake Posts: 717
From: Island of Sirens
Registered: Jul 2013
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posted March 18, 2016 09:40 AM
I feel much better guys  thank you so much for your concern, of course it hurt thats normal but time really does heal, its been a little over a month since the break up and i feel better, way better, just focusing on school and finding a summer internship, some force (God, the Universe) is keeping me going. My healing is really going well.
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DopGang
Knowflake Posts: 3194
From: MBTI - INTJ -- Enneagram - 5w6
Registered: Jun 2015
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posted March 18, 2016 10:49 AM
quote:
Originally posted by WarriorPrincess7:
I feel much better guys
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hannaramaa
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posted March 21, 2016 01:38 AM
Why is everyone always trying to come for me when I want to know something, but it's okay for nutjobs to go on and on about their own lives...IP: Logged |
Elysia
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posted March 21, 2016 11:15 AM
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Originally posted by teasel:
Me, too. All of the above. *hugs*
Thanks, teasel..!  ~ I kinda wish I hadn't posted, but - oh well. P.S. I missed the part you edited out, but I read the rest of your post. You're a really good friend to have.  IP: Logged |
DopGang
Knowflake Posts: 3194
From: MBTI - INTJ -- Enneagram - 5w6
Registered: Jun 2015
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posted March 21, 2016 11:42 AM
So I've been quiet around here for a while. I just haven't felt like posting much. I don't mean to imply that I think that any of you have missed me. I'm just venting.
I shut off my Facebook last night. I'm sure it's temporary. I've been feeling withdrawn lately. I wasn't, and maybe still am not entirely sure why. I don't feel as if I'm depressed. Maybe I am? I don't feel like it. I have a lack of interest to talk to anyone very much. IP: Logged |
Chiemi
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From: Michigan
Registered: Feb 2012
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posted March 21, 2016 05:50 PM
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firemoon
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posted March 23, 2016 05:51 AM
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ikja
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posted March 31, 2016 08:38 AM
I feel defeated. I feel tired and I feel drained.You ever tried to keep a relationship going... Putting your blood, sweat, tears and hope into it? Only to realise that the universe and human entities don't want you there? It's cruel. It's cruel to want something so bad and not be able to "have" it. It's cruel to want to build so much, but not be able to lay the foundations easily or willingly. I swear, with you I always feel like I spend time investing and trying to make this work. You were there a little and then you disappeared. Love shouldn't be this hard, the forces that shouldn't be in the way this much. Losing you hurts me, because you're a part of me. I feel like you're a part of me, but you finally said the words to be a stop to all of it. The dreams are gone. The hopes are gone. The memories are tainted. The excitement no longer exists and our relationship lays on the floor exposed to ridicule, judgment and a lack of nurture. There's no more care. There's no more us and there's no more tendency. The dream has died. The happily ever after has been taken. It feels so lonely and so cold without you, but when I found out you didn't need me... I accepted the loneliness and cold; because I'm an asset. Someone worthy of everything we both know you are capable of AND more. I never thought that we'd part ways, but the love for you remains. As does a sense of grief, because we never got a chance to work things out... The universe just didn't want us to. IP: Logged |
teasel
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posted March 31, 2016 07:24 PM
I've been thinking about people here, even though I haven't been spending much time here. Still not doing well, but I talked to an old friend this morning - younger than me, a girl who was like a little sister to me, when she lived here. We'd both had a bad night, and she told me that even though she's in therapy, I'm the only person she can really talk to.
http://themighty.com/2016/02/25-texts-to-send-a-loved-one-living-with-depression/ IP: Logged |
teasel
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posted April 10, 2016 11:17 PM
http://www.ravishly.com/2016/04/08/listen-i-dont-give-fck-if-youre-burden-if-you-need-help-ask-it IP: Logged |
Stawr
Moderator Posts: 3786
From: N. America
Registered: Nov 2010
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posted May 16, 2016 02:49 PM
Finding out about "better" job opportunities while currently balancing current job and college.I've been extremely aggravated with this. There was one that happened while it was big project month at school. Found out about another one the second day of my summer class. I'm not ready, prepared, feel rushed, I've spent the entire week giving my resume a facelift. It's hard to prioritize. People said they would look at my resume and haven't and I'm having computer and printing issues. Lots of retro planets, and going through a Neptune square ASC transit. (Pisces is my 10th house) IP: Logged |
MillyX
Knowflake Posts: 2081
From: canada
Registered: Feb 2012
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posted May 19, 2016 11:33 PM
When a guy leaves you and comes back saying they made a mistake. You damn right you made a mistake fool , sit the f*ck down, know that the bridge that you burn you can never rebuild. You wanted some space so that's what you'll get. You dug your own grave, now get in you're DEAD to me. IP: Logged |
Elysia
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posted May 20, 2016 09:15 AM
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Originally posted by MillyX:
When a guy leaves you and comes back saying they made a mistake. You damn right you made a mistake fool , sit the f*ck down, know that the bridge that you burn you can never rebuild. You wanted some space so that's what you'll get. You dug your own grave, now get in you're DEAD to me.
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