posted December 10, 2014 08:02 PM            

(music) Spinning Wheel (Blood, Sweat, & Tears) [4:12] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qi9sLkyhhlE

(music) You've Made Me So Very Happy (Blood, Sweat, & Tears) [3:52] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y168CNQyO7g

(music) Take A Look Through My Eyes (Phil Collins, lyrics) [4:02] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hQw3AoFpG7Y

posted December 11, 2014 12:36 AM            

(music) All Creatures of Our God And King (EliEli, acapella) [3:58] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GN9C_Iu8qzA

posted December 12, 2014 05:02 PM            

But! We had a common like: we both were fans of The Carpenters back in those days.

During a quick phone call once (which didn't happen too often because of "long-distance" costs), she wistfully and so fondly told me that every time she'd hear this song, she always thought of me.

This was "our" very special song....

I dedicate this once again to her spirit and our special relationship, and for this Christmas Time, with deep Gratitude and Love.

posted December 12, 2014 05:51 PM            

(music) Poppies! (from The Wizard of Oz, Judy Garland) [4:12] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RG2keYgBiZc

(music) Joyful Joyful (from Sister Act 2) [4:34] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8nUa280OiVM

(music) All I Want For Christmas is You (Mariah Carey) [3:55] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yXQViqx6GMY

posted December 19, 2014 06:34 PM            

This song had been floating around in my head this past weekend:

(music) Nature Boy (Nat King Cole) lyrics [2:50] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HQerH4nRTUA

I very much associate that song with asteroid Saint-Exupery (2578). I have this asteroid placed almost exact to my Sun in House 6, at 7+ degrees Gemini.

I'm still wanting to learn astrology in much more depth than I have right now. I want to learn how to use the skill I have. I want to do what I love, and to help humanity through the skills and inspiration it gives me... as much as music also thrills my soul.

I still look forward to leaving this abode some time in the future (that I hope time wise won't be too far away). My rm just put in his legal retirement papers yesterday. So that's official for him, wow. He's got a loving family waiting on the other side of his formal quit date in the future, who will love him and receive him well.

I have transiting Saturn in my 12th House now, with many transitioning planets at end of 1st, and 2nd houses. I'm very excited about my future and the possibility it holds for me. I want to see the possibilities, instead of seeing the dooms.

As I write this, tVenus is still in the degree of my natal Yeshuhua-rx Capricorn 2nd, sextile Samadhi and Venus Taurus 5th; and semi-sextile my Saggi Asc.

The Sun in Sag is on my NN-GC, making a portal to my Mercury-Penelope. tPenelope is there in the Galactic Center, joining tQuaoar. Jumping dimensions of Time!

Mars in Aquarius is touching and crossing the degree of my Progressed Asc Aquarius.

I want to base my future upon what God has in store for me. I choose because of who you ARE, and not what you do... Bearing fruit is easy, not hard. It is only hard when mistaking a tree for a parasite on that tree. With the flame of Real and True Love, I ask God to protect me and let me "see" from outside any spell of romantic love (mistletoe), to BEcome the Vine connected to the Core Branch of Truth. If I have God's Heart living within me, then I know that in this, I automatically have His Hand of Blessings on My Life. Happy Birthday God!

(music) Because of Who You Are (Kenoly Brothers) [5:54] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0B3ta9FmSVQ

(music) Sweet Little Jesus Boy (Gladys Knight) [2:36] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5wRsW9Bw8P0

Sleigh Ride!!

posted December 19, 2014 07:12 PM            

The Universe works in Mysterious ways...

posted December 20, 2014 02:02 PM            

quote:

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Originally posted by mirage29:
How Beautiful! There were Christmas-Color Fireworks that happened within my neighborhood just now...

The Universe works in Mysterious ways...

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posted December 22, 2014 05:53 PM            

That sent me thinking. I spent parts of the day in prayer and meditation during the Dec 21 Solstice and New Moon Capricorn, and remembered the fireworks posted here...

Strange small miracle began to unfold....
I recalled overhearing a conversation between a man and his son (back in 1993). He said that he had seen many people come through his life, and that every once in a while, he'd 'see a sparkler'. Then, he told his son that I was one of those...

Then, last night I saw it in a way I'd never seen before. I saw 'what it is' and what it means when people tell me or anyone Just Be Your Self. Something happened... I started to feel weights way outside me slide off and down. Heavy weights rolled away and left me in a plain 'pink' nougat-type center. The Me inside, the regular presence I carry as my part of being a human in this world (seen and/or unseen) is the light and lightness of the faith spirit I embody. It's really really not a 'religiousy' faith (even though I understand how others could think me in that way), but there's the kind of faith that is a palpable inner space of holding Possibility. That is the faith that adds viscosity within me. It's the space of Love-- being gently loved by others, and Greatly Loved, by God in Heaven.

I never saw it in quite that way before... At this point I had backed away from that 'forest of ideas' and all the searching and searching. What I found, was the Lamp my hand was holding, to assist my search. It was 'what I held in my hand' that is the source I used to look and look around.

At that point in this reverie I was having, I then remembered the little-old lady (angel-encounter?) I had come alongside in that breakfast diner (story I told) long ago: I was filled with silent prayer and asking God 'what it was' I was supposed to do with my Life (this was around 1991), and as I reached out for cream, this little old lady seemed to appeared out of nowhere and said with delight, Oh!, you're on a mission from God, aren't you! Then her countenance clouded and she said 'you're hiding your lamp under a bushel'... I didn't understand what this meant, but her words would come to haunt me time to time, for many many years...

Last night, I think I understood what that meant. I understood it in a way that was 'different' for me: from a whole different angle. It was 'so simple.' No effort involved, just very very plain, even laughingly 'boring' recognition of 'what's already right there.'

There's no 'trying' to Be. You ARE. You can't try to Be who you ARE, coz "you are" and really!!, I had nothing to "do" with it. It was, and is, there when you are Born....

Sometimes we miss the tree because of the forest... It's really that-easy. I have something new to practice now... Let it Be. Release... I understand it. It's not something you drop, or let go of. No. It's merely what you Be, already. From that point, the starting and revival, rebirth.

(music) Let-It-BE, Me (Rod Stewart, Jennifer Hudson) [3:13] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gvbk7uUp6aI

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posted December 23, 2014 10:23 PM            

Clarification....
I posted my experience in hopes to inspire Others who read my posts, who may struggle with issues of self-esteem... Hoped that in my describing the Beautiful 'images' it could possibly spark an idea or encapsulate a concept that could liberate someone else of whatever dark-thoughts they struggle with in their personal life or spiritual life.

My aim here in these posts is always to evolve 'what transpires in my life' towards the goal of overcoming. Ultimate end is for stirring hope and working to lift burdens over time,... I do not mean anything towards any self-aggrandizement (although I can see how others might perceive this in that way), so I apologize if anyone be offended. It was not my intention.

We nourish those around us in different ways. And it's good when you can make and Be the Difference intimately in the lives of many, as well as the few. Each life, each story counts to some one...

(music) If I Could (Barbra Streisand) [4:25] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5QFyKnMIa_4

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{ omg. . wow . I have been experiencing very high sonic disturbances, for way-prolonged period. ~I feel horrible! My guts are racking and shaking, and I look sorta pasty-ghastly. Ultra scientifically-compressed airwaves. Please forgive when I can't do best what I love most here. The young people here are being sooo kind. I just went to talk with one, and they know I tolerate a lot without saying a word... The young man apologized very nicely, and is passing the word around that I'm not feeling as well as usual right now. There are days I can take it, and then times like this when I feel my nerve and muscle tissues are being jerked like from hundreds of tiny mallets.... so disconcerting, and uses up body's resources.} ...
okay. it's better a bit.... to continue

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Looking Forward towards a future of Possibility, YES!....

Astrological Notes:

Transiting asteroid Patientia (451) just made a conjunction with transiting asteroid Angel (11911) in 7+ degrees of Sagittarius.

The 'Angelic-Patience' conjunction in Sag is on my helio Earth 7+, 4 degrees away from my Sag Ascendant, on H12 side. Helio Earth stands directly across from my Sun Gem. The angels, from the dimension of time, space, and Patience! have literally come together and make contact with my Earth in a cosmic bridge to the Sun!... These transiting celestials make quintiles to my Moon H9 right now.

In natal chart, asteroid Angel 24+ Cancer is in degree of my Agita (4392) and Vertex. These are within degree(s) of Lada (2832) (music of the spheres, aum) on one side, and of Uranus Jupiter).

Natal asteroid Patientia holds nearly still D in Libra at 6.58' H10 conjunct Astrowizard, while conjunct asteroid Hygeia 7+ (trine Chiron H2). The nAngel makes quintiles to nPatientia-Hygeia, bQ Venus, Q Uranus.

Transiting Lada is located near the degree of the Great Attractor....

... Divine Healing IS a creative Possibility, giving and receiving. Asking for the Goddess of Miracles (Pallas Athene's expression as 'Hygeia') to manifest this Christmas, to All who needs one.

...... I Christmas!

posted December 25, 2014 05:55 PM            

(music) The Most Wonderful Time of Year! (Andy Williams) [2:32] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gFtb3EtjEic

(music) The Secret Of Christmas (Bing Crosby) [1:47] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9NB0TLX2mrQ

... Prince of Peace

(music) O Holy Night (David Phelps) [6:09] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N36V2UFmmiE