posted August 19, 2014 04:39 PM            

We are One . . . And we need to acknowledge this truth to one another -- Joy!

(music) I Need You to Survive (Hezekiah Walker, LYRICS) [5:42] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F9yAct5a7DM

(music) Can't Give Up Now (Mary Mary) [5:01] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=37PCbh9KppA

(music) The Best In Me (Marvin Sapp) [8:34] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U-UAP_LMpqc

posted August 19, 2014 07:24 PM            

When I visited the optical place to choose my new glasses, the lady who served me did so in more ways than just one ~~ (yes, the Universe is like that )

She basically told me (re-affirmed to me) what I've been working on for these past couple years, especially since I joined LL.

'You' Just-Be 'Your Self. Don't have to contort your image around anyone else's perception of you. You Be You. Let THEM come to you....

I'm not going to chase anybody down. That ended. No more 'mistakes'... Either they're calling me, or they're not. No more misreads-- only complete clarity and transparency will do. Only Love. No more wondering what's "really" out there available for me. If the potential is really Real, then it must present itself in real-form. I asked for assistance. Intuition works both ways. No more self-torturing... Takes two.

She continued in the same flow... that life can be filled with people who really want ME for 'exactly' who I am, here and now. ALL the variety all the qualities. Joy. I have a very unique quality that others want are drawn towards. They find me valuable. I draw the ones who really "see" and understand me, who appreciate me without my having to twist and strive.

Others who are good for me, high quality divine souls do gravitate towards me. They celebrate 'who I am' and are 'happy' to include me... without my having to change a thing.... I have Value.

Among other things I told her, all my possible fantasy scenes, I added that I was a student of astrology. Astrology and spirituality go together! God created these signs for us, and intended that we use it. (I didn't want to 'offend' any religion she may have been a part of... And, I need to say what is true for me, whether or not it would disappoint-- what is true and real and zany and taboo for others is ground rock for me.)

At that point, she mentioned her Taurus birthdate, and that her husband's a Taurus as well. (My Venus is Taurus~~5th! Libra MC o yes, this was Fate! lol)

Well of course, at that point I went Hollywood on her! Described her basic relationship, and issues that could find resolution within a few days. (I was taking a big risk. Felt so nerve-wracking. I 'owned' being astrologer right then.)

When I went back to visit the store a week later to be fitted with the new glasses. Another optician began the adjustments. The Lady I had spoken to hurried and finished with another customer, then BUMPED the co-worker and 'took over' the job of fitting, and commenting on the "look" and style.

Later, with a more private sharing, she told me that the things I shared with her came to pass exactly as I said, within the time period I mentioned. She and her husband were impressed. She revealed something I didn't know but had been the primary issue... With this info they were able to have a real turn-around their 23-year marriage, and the husband got the job he dreamed of at a higher pay than he ever expected! She said how grateful they were for the insight.

(How often do we get 'feedback' on the small tiny things... This is what I had also humbly needed on the journey to healing.)

I was overwhelmed with such incredible feeling of depth and gratitude for such a chance! God really used me, as a connector communicator, to help make strong the thing that was temporarily broken and in need of an injection of hope and energetic boosting .... THEY did it, with the words that encouraged the Love between them that was already there, that they had a heart-desire to renew between themselves.

My Heart groans with utter gratefulness that she told me this. I bawl my eyes out at the incredible honor and the privilege...

I had sooo much 'diva'-like fun, making a splash, acting out with my glasses in the mirror... yes, the looks-- Oh YES, the mirage at a cocktail party (hair lift) (scared with excitement), at the museum, on the arm of someone who thinks I'm special, at the Library (oh librarian), as the zany nerdy Einstein-ish look, as the Executive looking all proper and uh Executionary! (is that a word?? LOL). I had secret-fun.... with all my stylish musings. (*HEY, 'back to your corner, Cinderella!'...)

The very small token-swap, that made a Difference in the happiness and lives of one another.

so grateful.... so grateful - and I want to have Fun.

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ADDED
I know that what I said is sorta shallow...
Been into some serious inner glimpses throughout this time. When the news of Robin finally sunk into me, I recall 'a state of being' where everything else had fallen away, and what was left was something core. It was a state that I'd 'come back to' before that is the center-whole... Not my mind, or the world. It's who I am when all the fluff and entertainment comes down. So yes, I know I can be all splashy. It's part of the loving theatre about me... It's the way I interface with others, but not the whole central core of who I am. That can only be known through a communion, without words, in deep non-empty Silence. Silence that says I deeply know you already in a way that the words from my lips can only bungle. But I Know. I know the Deep which is not a direction Down, but more Wide... and Beautiful. Jodiefoster asteroid (smile). From movie Contact. It's just....so Beautiful.... I greet you all with magnanimous Heart, longing for the Best for our world~~ outside, and in.

posted August 21, 2014 07:01 PM            

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Originally posted by Ellynlvx:

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'Silence' that says 'I deeply know you already' in a way that the words from my lips can only bungle. But, I Know. . . .

{{{Ellyn...}}}
(clip) The Great Invocation (original words) [1:33] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m6ZUQp4Q8QI

Rajji... I-love-you-ALL, quietly resonating this back again to you also...

(music) In The Temple Of Silence (Yogananda singing) [6:35] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e8xdIHUfgW8

(music) All Honor All Power (Ron Kenoly) [5:44] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NwR4j4xZNEc

The url below is a video of a type of 'worship service' (a church not on my geog continent). I post this to be viewed and "listened-to" with detachment from any kind of specific 'denominational-religious' dogmatic views, okay....

Background? For information purposes-- Yes, my "own" spirit-transformation is through the Holy Spirit (from a dream in my sleep that turned into vivid wakened experience in real-life), and in the person of Jesus Christ [as many here at LL already know].

Many also know here that I am personally grieved and saddened and repulsed by the 'acted-out' shocking behaviors of animalistic unconscious religious-radicals. My Heart cries out to Heaven right now....

Deep soul apologies are due every wound -- As Jesus Forgave *them/these* at the Cross, with his very very human words, (not exactly quoted here), Forgive them, for they Know Naught what they do.... Applying faith to this, I 'understand' that *these* (through Necessity) have now acted according to the grand Unfolding of the Universal Plan of God, which includes that we make our choices and are held to Responsibility as a Human species....

As a shallow normal fleshly dense egoic being, I can feel and fear that NONE of this violence and death going on right now on our planet and world serves any purpose but destruction.... But through the vision and Eyes of my Heart, I KNOW I don't stand alone in wanting a visitation of God's Healing Spirit especially now, with prayers for a resonating deep and complete Inner-Peace to come-forth and support All. seelah....

(music) The Great Invocation (New Troubadors) [1:51] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iHUJQbGA9-c

May Light and Love and Power Restore the Plan on Earth.... .......

If you'd like..... "Hear" and watch this video with your Heavenly senses! I can Sense the 'subtle-energy' in this particular URL's video church-service. The 'Anointing' is Present there. At soundmark 8:00 through 9:00+ a preacher steps in for a moment, ending with saying "WHEN" His Glory is Revealed... (This is that particular preachers 'job' at that particular church's home-service... Can sound sorta 'religious' to some here, but it's impregnated with enough Truth behind his words to 'Hear'... I personally yearn for that 'revealed' experience for the Collective masses!!

When you Know the presence of the Anointing-Spirit, you can recognize It instantly. It can be found in your day to day experience, or "everywhere" you go. When "It" has called back your attention to Itself you can realize the Inseparable quality of 'His' Spirit to yours. "It" is "palpable" in the subtle-sensory realms. This palpability is 'as real' as my keyboard here, but on an interfacing dimension of awareness.

The Spirit is found in compassionate acts on 'felt' levels between humans, whether they are conscious it/It is there or not. Acts of fearless bravery. Saving of Life out of Dangers of fires, storms, violences. Or very subtle 'quiet' unseen acts. Meeting eyes with glance, small smile. This can also save life. It's "connection" of one human to another.

He/It can be found in "drumming" rituals pipe-ceremonies; the human team-spirit in sports or activities that lift life. The Spirit can be silently felt in the empathy, sympathy, compassions among 'strangers & friends' who come to 'surround' others in their terrible aches of Loss... Or comforting the angry ones.

May we all realize that the shredded can become the Healed.... God Heal the People on Our Earth...... God Save us from Harm and Fear.... Bring us Together, Lift us. Lord Heal the Situations all over the world in our news reports right now......

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posted August 21, 2014 07:12 PM            

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Love,

posted August 21, 2014 07:56 PM            

(music) House Of Love (Amy Grant, Vince Gill) [4:39] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5gxYxgtM-OU

(music) For Good (Wicked, musical) [4:26] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AvWfHIo5-kU

posted August 21, 2014 08:04 PM            

Some more than others.

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AI live a liDfe that's surrAeal
WhereD all that IA feel I am leEarning
Oh liAfe, has been tDurned on the Alathe
DReshaped with aA flame that's still burEning
And in tF#mime, it's all a E/G#sweet mysteAry
When you sDhake the tA/C#ree of temE/Bptation
Yeah and F#mI, I know the E/G#fear and the coAst
Of a parDadise A/C#lost in frusEtration

And the fAlame still burEns
It's tBmhere in my soul for that F#munfinished gEoal
And the Aflame still buErns
From a Bmglimmer of then
It F#mlights up agEain in my lDife
In my life, yeah

A E Bm F#m E A E Bm F#m E D
AI live a liDfe that's surrAeal
WhereD all that IA feel I am leEarning
Oh liAfe, has been tDurned on the Alathe
DReshaped with aA flame that's still burEning
And in tF#mime, it's all a E/G#sweet mysteAry
When you sDhake the tA/C#ree of temE/Bptation
Yeah and F#mI, I know the E/G#fear and the coAst
Of a parDadise A/C#lost in frusEtration

And the fAlame still burEns
It's tBmhere in my soul for that F#munfinished gEoal
And the Aflame still buErns
From a Bmglimmer of then
It F#mlights up agEain in my lDife
In my life, yeah

A E Bm F#m E A E Bm F#m E D
CKeep rolling keep that fDlame still burning
CKeep on rolling while the Dworld keeps turning
AYeahB, keep a'rolling
AYeahB, keep a'rolling, yeah

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posted August 22, 2014 02:21 AM              

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Originally posted by Ellynlvx:
We're all human, you know.

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Still, Only like Poles Attract.

posted August 23, 2014 04:52 PM            

(clip) Eric Whitacre: A virtual choir 2,000 voices strong (TED Talks) [14:34] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2NENlXsW4pM

(music) Sleep ....(VEVO Whitacre 2.0 virtual choir) [9:30] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6WhWDCw3Mng

posted August 24, 2014 05:39 AM              

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Originally posted by Randall:
Not with magnets.

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Human Faith is equivalent to Magnetic Affinity.

posted August 24, 2014 03:45 PM            

(music) Earth Song (Michael Jackson) [6:54] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ASbug4J4kIg

(music) You Are Not Alone (Michael Jackson) [5:34] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pAyKJAtDNCw

(music) Heal The World (Michael Jackson) [6:22] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BWf-eARnf6U

(music) When David Heard (Eric Whitacre, BYU Singers) [15:10] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G2ZKKXCuaYc

(music) Agnus Dei (Samuel Barber) sheet music [9:27] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FOwRW8ee4S8

(music) Dona Nobis Pacem (Palestrina round, Niagara Children's Chorus, arr Hopson) [3:09] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gKz_aBRhCIk

posted August 26, 2014 05:33 AM            

Hey! St. Thekla!??... you disappeared?? aw heck.

posted August 27, 2014 05:13 PM            

"Chaos theory tells us how order emerges from disorder."

Documentary by BBCfour http://documentarystorm.com/the-secret-life-of-chaos/

Those who hold sway over humanity have a gravely serious responsibility in and TO this world.

This BBC documentary is 59 minutes long... but is well-worth paying attention to throughout-- There's a wonderful bewilderment in the holding-crescendo in the Light and ecstasy of Discovery.

Peel back those skins, and "remember" and synthesize lessons that had been 'currently' forgotten. "Tuition," as Phil McGraw calls it. Been a "costly" hands-on living education. There is CLEAR Benefit to holding still, and looking Forward at a Future threaded through the feedback loops of back-view looks in the mirror.

(music) Objects in the Rearview Mirror, with Lyrics (Meatloaf) Full Version [10:00] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b5BbnEiXy6A

There's a remarkable World-Class quality Sunny Difference when someone whom they described as Healing Fool steps out into the Reality traffic amidst a noisy walk, and manages to remain wrapped in the truth of a personal Spiritual Higher journey... (You are to be highly-commended *thumbsup*)

Thekla!!! There you are-----

(clip) Boy gets run over by car and survives! [:56] {{**very loud noise at end of silent clip**}} http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FhWJ7PcuxvM

Some people use this colloquial phrase as an under-their-breath authoritarian threat. You can only use "MY" way or you WILL get hit on the freeway of life!!!! (*They* will be secretly driving... to make sure of it happens! "Use" you as an example so 'others' will be afraid!!! mwhahahahaha their evil laugh.)

Using a little repressed 'Lilith' humor today, I'm enjoying the trines and 'moments', opportunities abound. *ahem!* I must say that the "Left-behind" view can actually be quite educational and revealing.... because you can see their shatty bare arses as the parade of *them* go by. The Emperor's Clothes....

Warning--- This hilarious duo is Not for the faint-hearted, or people who don't like to hear cussing! I think they're incredible!! (And!!, you get to learn some astrology too!) *Big Hug & Grins*

(clip) The 12 Zodiac Signs When They Are Angry! (the comedy of Alyssa Sharpe & Debra Silverman) [5:13] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mJyST1QqR30

posted August 27, 2014 06:11 PM            

I had a wonderful day yesterday, after the dark scary storm of the day before! Got sooo much done. Finally finished pulling together a sample tiny manuscript of poems, artwork, and a few short stories. I had begun the task back last decade, and very bad situations came. I had begun the project sooo many times that my "filing" world became 'messy'-- I couldn't (and still can't right now) 'remember' where things were (and are). (Still needs MAJOR combing to untangle my revamp-system of organization, but I was glad that I found the general 'first seeds' of the original project.) *wink* ref above to 'chaos and messy creatives'...

As HARD as I would TRY TO, and as much patience as I kept applying, I was finding it worse and worse to complete tasks! (energy Feedback Loop?)(Thanks, Neptune!) This mindset did horrible things to my self-esteem--- (and I know that it's something I must continually work with).

I righteously (oh no) thought that IF we must and 'have' the total ability to complete all things we start, then all things 'could' should remain within scope and range of my own imposed timelines,~~ with maybe occasional hiccups now and then being all right for certain time periods. But this was getting really ridiculous now! Lost my confidence, and am rebuilding. I saw that "obviously" I mustn't be "that powerful" if I can't control the little-things that were initiated by self. I felt responsible for completing everything I started; projects were my brain-child under my authority will and command.

{btw, thanks Teal for latest vid aimed to worriers... what a relief, *smile*} (And yes, thankyou to Saturn! gooood Saturn, goooood Saturn... )

I was invited by my friend to send her some of my materials. She'd look it over, just for pleasure. I would get about 2/3rds of the way through assembling my package when "things(!!!!!)" (mostly the environmental things) kept getting in the way. I tried always to keep the best attitude towards it, even though it was maddening!!!

Yesterday afternoon was a miracle!~~ I was able to concentrate on it AGAIN, but from start ALL THE WAY to finish! I got to the UPS store and mailed it off to the abodee of my dear poet-friend who had been patiently waiting for this (way too) long!

One of the definitions of a friend to me is someone who fulfills the promises THEY made, Unconditionally--- Whether or not they THOUGHT I had actually given up, or thought I was being purposely flippant about my part of the agreement. Even if they "imagined" that I had abandoned and forgotten the request that was made of me...

That appearance of 'default' (on my part) had "circumstances" blocking, like a huge windowless isolating wall. I could distinguish that I was hearing something, yet I found that I could not compete with the dissonance surrounding me. Big walls! I put my own self down in my mind, that I couldn't even come-through with this "very small task." I was VERY aware that opportunity time was slipping, and that it had now slipped out of my hands. I felt such utter discouragement, that my mountain could never be scaled. I feared that I had lost even this friend for sure.

Was a Beautiful Surprise that enveloped the afternoon's atmosphere for me. The Universe served me-- I can hardly believe that I accomplished the whole remainder of that 'symbolic' task in the beautiful flash hours of time that snuck by. I pressed, and pressed on. At the very last moment, I ran out of ink for my printer! I laughed!! (Had I gone any longer on the task I would have 'ruined' it-- I edit myself WAY too much!) The Last Page was decorative and cosmetic-only. It didn't really matter to the corpse. (The blessing and curses of a perfectionist)... The flesh got on the Bones of the beautiful Skeleton. I had tried soooo many times before. Now, I stood amazed. AND, QUICKLY ran for the bus-- last chance, but the bus "happened" to be late! (Oh YESSSS! That actually worked out differently than normal! 17 minutes late, but not a moment too soon for me. I got it to the store before it closed for the day.)

I had been working towards meeting this almost impossible goal for a long long long time. I'm actually loving these transits. It's working out for me to be very "revealing"....

posted August 28, 2014 11:44 PM            

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Originally posted by Ellynlvx:
A Perfect Day

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Thanks Ellyn ....

What a wonderful strange day. Amazing how when things stand-still how grounded and mystical strong-truth can make itself to be.

Very sober and expansive, yet defining. With each pulse, each wave, there's emptying and an infilling. And people are becoming much more transparent to me.

I thank the Universe for that experience this week. And I recall and come into energetic agreement with a written wish in a hand-written thank you note that (Sun 26~29 degree Scorpio) Grandmother sent me for December/January 1980-81 Christmas & New Year season... Her Sun near my asteroid Ganesa 26.59 Scorpio (bring forth faith to remove obstacles, forces to look beyond form; trine my Jupiter 8th).

She wished with all fervency that I would find "perfect Friends." That was her beautiful intention and wish for me then... and I bring it forward again, in this Time.

Her 'nickname'-asteroid is conjunct [next degree of] my Sun, same degree as 15883 1997CR29 (inner awareness, self-respect, vision, crystallization, planning for the future), and 3288 Seleucus ([my grandmother's] favored heir *grin*, patron of ancient tried and true culture/wisdom)... Yes, I "receive" that Promise and heavenly support. (Thank you, Lord... I'm so grateful).

My 'music' asteroids are receiving activations tonight. (I love it when that happens... Thank you Lord for the Gift of Music!)

{a favorite vid...}