posted April 20, 2017 03:03 AM            

Good-Glitch Fairy.

I'm really tired right now and should go to bed, but wanted to touch lightly on a few things... (Still working on my List! LOL.)

Just some thoughts-----

I took another free astrology class from Kepler last Saturday. I thought about people's charts before???, well-- I don't think I'll ever think of 'tweeners (age 9 to 14) quite ever the same. Jupiter-3/4 to Return transits, and their Saturn Opp Saturn aspects. Wow! That was fascinating.

- Astrology and Education, April 15, 2017, Alex Trenoweth. Part 1, How to Use Astrology in the Classroom."
.. Understand your own Saturn (disciplinarian).
.. Triage, How they Learn
.. If Child doesn't respond well? look at your own personal planets (like, is there Moon square Mars aspect between you?)

omg, I laughed with rm about her mentioning kids with a lot of mutable in their chart. It's like, yes-- I've got this, let's go further. Teacher sees that the child is too strong in one area and needs to slow that child down to catch up the other areas that need attending. The child gets disappointed, then starts to mistrust authority figure afterwards all-together.

Mygod~~ I remember being sooooo freakin' frustrated in education. I felt so hampered by (actually) the bad kids holding things up all the time in class-- interfering with the teacher 'on purpose.'

I wrote about the time (later in high-school) that I decided to 'bag' classes--- NOT to go smoke behind the school, or hang and get hamburgers across the street like the baddies went. Nope. My mission was to sneak-in-some-time in the library-- to study everything and just-anything my curiosity could find and do.

Asked for help, and I learned how to use thesaurus, and other language ref books. I DUG heavily into Robert Graves Mythology stories. My Imagination watching the scenes unfold like television or a movie.

I found a book on an experimental-learning classroom called "Summerhill" .. scoured all the pictures, placing myself inside that room. (haha, I realized later that it was astrologer Bob Marks who wrote that book? What a small world?)... I used to literally 'ache' and yearn to be in a classroom like that!). Cried a lot of tears ....

Then in the afternoons, I'd go help the Band Teacher with a project he was doing (nature video, he had me doings voice-overs), and listen to him practice Charles Ives piano piece for a concert he was doing.

Yeah. ... I almost quit school that year, for good. They were going to punish me for bagging classes by taking away what I 'Loved' (Choir) at the end of the day.
.. The ONLY reason I'd get through my days WAS that I had something to look forward to-- great music Choir every day.

They said, no more choir.
I said, no more school-- I'm outta here.
My mom carped with a smug 'I told you so'.
The principal said they'd talk.

I was given the MOST detentions of ANY of the baddies in school that year. I had a bad-girl reputation for being an egg-head and "studying" on my own in the library??!
~Oh yeah, I B Bad!
.. Bored Gemmies, turned Baddies for studying!

Going back now....
Yes... hmmm. I've got pretty good self-discipline when I can lock into a project I'm interested in. (Had even taught self to play piano.)

When I can set my mind to concentrate...
Have a wide Saturn-rx Scorpio trine Uranus Cancer H8.
Tighter trine with Vesta Cancer trine Saturn Scorpio.
Lots of Deep Dedication and Devotion there.

Alex Trenoweth talked about interruptions in developmental stages. I matched the one with language confusion at 7 1/2. I needed to start 'thinking' in a new language after a relo, amidst deaths and tragedies too in the adult world. (my first Saturn square Saturn)
..Saturn Aquarius visited my corpse-goddess Libitina.
.. Felt much isolation. Got very behind in my reading comprehension.... till suddenly one day during the summer before going into 6th grade (1966), it all clicked in. (Jupiter moved into its own sign of water Cancer. Trined natal Saturn. tSaturn in Pisces trined itself over in Scorpio, and a few months afterwards trined Uranus and Jupiter, while opp the Moon Virgo.

.. By the time I reached e.o. 6th grade (12 yo), I (and classmates) were having our Jupiter Returns.

We were being emancipated from attending parochial school, and entered the govt-run Public school. ... I read voraciously all summer!!

Reason?.... There had been an exodus of us kids where parents of 75% of the class withdrew their children from that parochial school (bad situation with a nun who abused-- she was actually experiencing a nervous breakdown at the same time, but they kept her in the classroom... I was made into her favorite girl victim, ground-zero, for whatever reason.

I feel sorry for her now... The parents all withdrew us after finding that she was going to be assigned to our same-class as we graduated up to the next year? #NoMoreAbuse!
Found out later as an adult, that she was removed for a year, then given an 8th grade class-- they permanently retired her from her classroom duties.
Her name asteroid is at 12+ Aqua in my H2cappy.

By the time of taking 7th grade achievement tests, I scored at a Master's Degree College level reading skills. ... I excelled all through Junior Middle School. It was a powerful set of years. tSaturn Aries was good for me, with favorable aspects (trines) to my Sagittarius H1, sextile my Gem Sun, then the later Mercury Gem.

Then as tSaturn switched to Taurus... by May~June 1970, before entering official High School later on that year, I came into "Saturn opp Saturn"
tPluto was laying on my Virgo Moon.
(15 yrs old).

By September 1970 we were shifted towards a newly constructed huge High School (new concept-- smaller schools were shut down, and all pupils got funneled into the biggest high school in the state; racial segregations, bussing, riots with national guard in town).

I also remember the windows in the classroom were very very tiny. Had blinds. Couldn't see anything, really. Not even a glance at the skies. They wouldn't open to let air in (new 'efficiency' construction?), and the air conditioners were not operating correctly. We sweltered. I smothered. The lighting in the classrooms was just harsh nasty overheads too.
(tSaturn Taurus oppressing my Venus?, while opp itself in Scorpio.)

Wow... getting late here. I mean early in the morning kind of late. I should be in bed.

////

I have MORE to say!!!! and I have to get to bed.

Have A Beautiful Beautiful Day, with MUCH Love in it.

posted April 20, 2017 06:11 PM            

They sent it to me using a 'carrier' or transfer service. I couldn't get past the transfer-services front page. Called the college, and got a VERY nice callback from the person who handles the curriculum and interfaces with (potential) students. We had a great chat ...

She re-sent the link. Her instructions just didn't make sense to me. I contacted the transfer service directly to say "Where's the 'download' button????" She had said to just ignore everything else and just 'download'.

Well.. They have a 'zen' support desk-- haha, thought that was sooo cute. I now have a Ticket to have my issue answered in the next 24 hours.

I did some info hunting through their articles.

Everything was geared towards people with computer-phones!! They demonstrated moving or swiping an app{icon} from one place to another, and it's supposed to 'download'.

I told the Excellent Lady that I had a desk top only?... but maybe? No one has desktops now?

I LOVE having this desktop!! It's MUCH larger than one of those computer-phones (like rm always holds and plays with constantly).

Astrology.... in postage-stamp size views????
NO WAY!!! Give me a screen the size of the whole freaking wall!!!

posted April 21, 2017 01:33 PM            

I find it awesome-amazing you take the time to participate in Astrology courses! Honing in and furthering your gifts.

As for the desktop vs phone..
I hear you, I feel rushed whether I'm corresponding
or writing creatively when using my phone. I miss my desktop which these days I only use for accounting (business) when you are on the go and use the phone for convenience writing purposes.. something I can't quite put my finger on gets lost in the shuffle.. feels impersonal-in some way, I suppose.

Anyway wishing you a lovely weekend, and we are
past due for a camp fire, drinking tea, laughing, and conversation. Let's get in touch when you have some time.

posted April 21, 2017 03:51 PM            

Yes, campfire time!!! *crickets* I miss talking with you. We'll have to catch-up, soon.

I love studying astrology. I am blessed to have found a place that gives college-level classes once a week FREE to the Virtual Community...

Just sign up, then show up!!
If you BE there, live, you get the opportunity to ask the presenter any questions you would have.

Free on most SATURDAYS... (during the afternoons in USA)
http://keplercollege.org/home/index.php/events/upcoming-events

posted April 21, 2017 11:55 PM            

Happy Belated to Michelle Knight, Sun~25+Aries??
Hope it was Beautiful!

Happy Birthday to Queen Elizabeth (Apr 21)
So admired!
http://www.astro.com/astro-databank/Elizabeth_II,_Queen_of_England

Happy Etheric Birthday Blessings to my Bro2 (Apr 21)
Triple Taurus, (sun,Asc,Moon,).
haha, knowing that now? makes sense! *grin*

His Saturn 25+ is conjunct the Galactic Center. He's in the midst of a long Saturn-Return2 season.

This video/recording isn't him, but this was among my favorite songs he used to sing. He performed in European opera houses for years, and frequent church soloist, oratorios.

posted April 22, 2017 07:12 PM            

Celebrating Our Planet EARTH DAY (April 22) *Peace*

*Heart*

(music) Earth Song (Frank Ticheli, lyrics) [3:35] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g-c4-IEAmuY

lyrics

Sing...
Be...
Live...
See...

This dark, stormy hour.
The wind, it stirs.
The scorched earth cries out...... in vain.
In vain...

Oh, war and power.
You blind and blur.
The torn heart cries out....... in pain.
In pain...

But music and singing,
Have been my refuge.
And music and singing,
Shall be my light.

A light of song, shining strong.
Hallelujah! Hallelujah...

Through darkness and pain and strife.
I'll sing...
I'll be...
I'll live...
See...
Peace....peace...

(music) Earth Song (Michael Jackson) [6:44] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XAi3VTSdTxU

~~

In an uncanny coincidence this weekend, there's news of the heightened threat of attack with the 'testing' situation in North Korea, with the present administration here in the US ready to take swift and aggressive actions.

THREATS of ACTURAL REAL War... NUKES!
*sad* *alien*

Today..... is "Earth Day" AND happens to be the birthday of the man who invented and tested the first Atomic Bomb.

When he "realized" WHAT POWER it had, he uttered these words {ref Hindu scriptures}--

Now I have become Death, the Destroyer of Worlds...

- http://www.astro.com/astro-databank/Oppenheimer,_Robert

(topic) DR J ROBERT OPPENHEIMER NOW I AM BECOME DEATH, THE DESTROYER OF WORLDS (Oppenheimer himself, speaking) [1:38] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dus_M4sn0_I

~

(music) For the Beauty of the Earth (John Rutter, lyrics) [3:38] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PaMkj4_H8WM

~

I watched HBO Bill Maher last night.
He ended his broadcast with this interesting note. (In case you're not familiar with this political comedian-commentator, he's strongly very sarcastic, and I'll warn you that he uses offensive speech on purpose-- but in his remarks, he TRULY makes a great point!)

He sounds like Saturn??!! ----
(I feel this is a mostly bi-partisan message--
towards taking care of our human common denominator, the Planet Earth.)

(topic) New Rule: Make Earth Great Again (Real Time with Bill Maher (HBO) ***For Mature Audiences, STRONG Adult Language***) [8:28] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mrGFEW2Hb2g

posted April 24, 2017 07:36 PM            

Our Earth.... She IS Beautiful, isn't she?
Such a unique marble out in space. I saw the pictures from Saturn, of the Earth up there with Moon satellite, just like the stars we see from Earth. Small and Brilliant little star.
http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2013/07/23/cassini-earth-photos-saturn- orbiter-images-planet_n_3637540.html

(music) Stars (Ēriks Ešenvalds, Voces8, lyrics) [4:10] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tdxsUiAvKuU

Was going to post earlier, but the sonics were terrible in here (as is usual, on Mondays). I make sure that when I wake up feeling okay (without sonics), that I make sure to *bookmark* that experience within me.

(humor) And I think later to myself that "with all this *Kryptonite* around me, then, Superman's just GOT to be around here somewhere?" LOL (Probably needs my help! .. Aha! Finally Finding Purpose For Kryptonite??.. ah, no. thank you. ROFL)
{ref *Optimist* joke}

Amazing to me how I can draw my muses down using Music.

I guess I always knew that somehow. I was BORN with a Song in my Heart. Since a Child, my heart would swell and be filled with songs I'd hear or be taught. Music was milk, air, meat, and garnish! It held me together like nothing else could sometimes.. It's like the electric c[h]ord, capable of plugging me into my Source.

I'm having my partile conjunction transit of Uranus square Uranus... Yay? I'm arriving at my "official" elderhood? (one of the advancing transits after your Saturn-2nd return)

tUranus at 25+ Aries *plugs in* to all kinds of splaying-positions (with tSaturn Sag now) all over my chart!! omg. How Cool!

It's been really charging up the Grand Cardinal-sign Square I have (and others close to my age and date have).

Involves outer-slower moving planets (for those in my age bracket).

25+ (me)
Ceres-rx Capricorn
Neptune-rx Libra
Uranus Cancer
Sedna Aries (tUranus)

With the Pluto Leo genner's, we have a grand trine, including tUranus, tSaturn.

Those with Jupiter-Uranus Cancer (group of us) are feeling the square from tUranus, AND trine from tChiron Pisces.

Things going on in politics, money, and technology is really highlighting us at this time. Some of us came to this age in a precarious position.... because really, who would have known technological advances today would have been taking our jobs?.....
(Happened to me, back in the early 1990s).

Coal miners. ... Robots took their jobs-- and I've heard right now that there ARE some plans to help these learn some technology so they can (where they live) improve their lives and bring in a source of income.

Nobody should be left behind. (Including seniors/elders.)

AND... I realize from time to time that my future still holds Potential to it, if I be Connected. I am sooooooooooo Grateful.

I see cracks, glimpses, where the Light gets in.

It's just been a surreal journey.... freaking amazing to me. How many ~Layers?!

And! wow... I could write a whole lot right now, but I have to take a Break and take a walk out in nature.

I have my Volunteer Job to look forward to tomorrow. The bus trips have been really interesting too... I think the Muses realize the bus route, and they jam me with inspirations during those times. LOL.

posted April 26, 2017 06:20 PM            

I had asked for NO whole quotes yet, because I was still adjusting and clarifying what I wrote.
Things went fine. I added another post with information.
She gave me some good feedback.

THEN MY WHOLE QUOTE post appeared by surprise INSIDE her feedback to me, located in the footer area at the end of her feedback (which was unusual).

I felt that she had ignored (and did not Honor) that simple request while I was working quite diligently on her chart.

She denied having whole-quoted me and was very apologetic, saying it surprised HER as well--- that my whole-quote 'just showed up' like that?

Could someone have gone too far with modship privilege and altered/appended our posts?

Anyways.... Water under the bridge now, and I've moved on. Some of my work is gone from there, but, that's okay... I wished her well.

posted April 27, 2017 01:40 AM            

Then again, NM related, field H5.
Wednesday (yesterday morning) there was an idea that came to me, that incorporates sooo many of the things I've been doing... on all kinds of layers, and they DREW TOGETHER, pieces falling in a certain way that was fantastic (meaning big in scope, grandness), yet... when I pulled back and really started to think about it, it IS Doable!

This will Help Other people, in several applied ways. It's positive. It's got Healing. It's an innovation. I'd have to assemble a team... I think my fellow spiritual and lightwalker-types would be delighted to know about this.

(Thanks for 'the spark' coming from Steve Judd's Arts question "IF" on his NM Taurus vid. -- And a Ted-Talk by Adam Leipzig on Purpose.)

I want to share the Purpose outline that Mr. Leipzig gave.

I'll wait on telling a little more about my Creative Project.. Let it bloom a bit more. There are different approaches. (Utilizes astrology.... Wish I could call some people to percolate the idea.)

Oh! I found another elder-transit that just started a few days ago too...
Long tUranus Opp my 10th House Neptune-rx (plac; 11th in Koch sysm)

Sweet dreams everyone...

(music) Good Night My Love (Shirley Temple, 1936) [1:28] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lk_89SuvDjQ

posted April 28, 2017 01:59 PM            

Planet of love Venus 0+ Aries... is on my 4973 Showa 0.02' Aries, and 13212 JayLeno 0.33' Aries.
e.o. H(3)aqua

AND ~~~ *drumroll* ~~~~~

Today is Jay Leno's Birthday!

Happy Birthday, Jay Leno!
http://www.astro.com/astro-databank/Leno,_Jay

Showing him some Love today!

His jokes using cats were some of The Best!

posted April 29, 2017 04:29 PM            

Happy Birthday...

posted May 01, 2017 04:45 PM            

~oy, No????... super bad transits for that??? ..

I was 'practicing' and had done all the checking-off and selections, then went to just "x-out of everything" and it surprised me by actually having 'taken' all the information and signed me up for a meet-up account, with a whole diverse array of groups (rather than selected-few).

I had to laugh when I looked at my listing of 'interest categories'.... People would probably shake their head!

But then too-- all of it was "me." Too diverse? Too unique? (Not 'trying' to be that.) ... There's just A LOT of substance to me, as a person (laughing, maybe not-so-much materially, right now). I think that is a Value, but others live in narrow specific boundary lines and boxes-- only wanting (and rewarding) 'that' and nothing else?

Basically. Practically. I've been waiting (for years even?) on a group who contacts and wants to engage me; to let me know they are interested, and to let me see some of what is "actually" involved, 'who' they are, etc. ---

I would want to know this before I considered dropping, narrowing, extinguishing, or closing the door on a whole Rainbow Life of interests and experiences. ... And I think it would be a disservice to me if 'too much of that' disappears from my life. I want to bring and use all of me. I have a poetic soul, and all-things Give to me-- no matter how wide or diverse the interests I find to be involved in. And with that, I give to Others. ALL the world ... is so interesting.

And yes my mindissluttish (ref joke).... and I thank recent people for pointing out I was way too in my head, mind eating voraciously. My Go-To IS my head.... running over my emotions and feelings. Doing that, it's like only possessing half-a-brain. Too-much in thinking-brain activity is NOT always Creativity. Slowwwwwwww Down.

I might not have specific buttoned-down 'intellectual-expertise' at 'just one single thing'? (at least, that I'm not aware of having-- but maybe others see more blatantly the raw materials that I might not? I'm just not recognizing my OWN talents, as 'that' is what *I* do for others, mostly? I enhance and cultivate *theirs*. H8)

Certainly a person with a wide field of experiences (such as you've read of mine, if you've been reading a while), must match-up to some place's (or person's) needs?

And I watch ideas~MindTV ... bigThoughts... without a way of really knowing if they can be real....

I keep seeing it, not seeing it, seeing it, not seeing it. .....

It would 'depend' on the people I would be connecting with.

Like plucking strings on an instrument.... My ideas come through as I listen to, or place my fingers on, YOUR instrument-- then ask what you'd like to Tune to? What do you need tweaked?

(music) Tune Thy Music to Thy Heart (Thomas Campion, Ushinotes acapella) [2:51] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7YlOE5TQ0Xs

Of course too... I like to Make My Own Kind of Music (Mama Cass) as well.

--

Historically, the Pattern has been that I've toggled 'the BOTHs'--

Like Persephone/Proserpina who spend amounts of time in one place, then live months in the other realms. Shifts. Ceres/Demeter is the common-figure.

Hindsight... I believe (in my general timeline and life) that I have shifted back and forth between meta-fields and religion, BECAUSE there wasn't a (personal claiming) Investment made In me, versus AT me.

I had been awarded large monies at certain points in my lifetime, and a few scholarships, both of which came without counsel, proper mentoring-advising, and someone with a personal over-arching soul-interest in my welfare in life. No follow-thru interest or plans for me on how to utilize this Best in my life, for this soul's journey.

In the past, its seemed that I'd fall 'in the cracks' and get forgotten, overlooked, etc. Or in some episodes, there was something-Else going on (not with me, but with *them*)-- with the leadership or establishment-itself, or with the group I was involved with 'during' those times.... about to close-down, etc.

I'd slide or slip away without a mooring-energy. No anchors, no intimate Valuing, and claiming of me, outside nurturing of me.

Oh yes... The list of Meet-up interests? I could do all? ... But I bet my varied interests clash, or, would bother some groups (rather than this having been regarded as actually 'an asset or enhancement').

Same goes for all my bins (papers/books) and a few momentos...

I'm not tossing anything else out until I know what's actually going on. Hard to retrieve valuable stuff AFTER it is either destroyed or the garbage truck hauls it off? I've had a few of those moments (at the inception of this thread)... If I'm to get rid of stuff, then it will be done in a solid happy and purposeful act-- not on a ~wild impulsive guess. NO.

I am MUCH more grounded than some might think (or that I give impression here by entertaining stories, posts, and my romantic soul). I don't like sheer-boredom. I enjoy Creating and being busy, being useful. I need an anchor-person involved in my life, then make plans from that point.

I like the more-concrete types of groups. (Not a dis-valuing for any who are, for me, I'm really not into flakefantasy-alien stories and doomsdayCultists. Though, I'll listen with interest, and converse as though it were true.) I'm really a practical and very very grounded individual in many ways--- 'while' I play in the Creative etheric realms. I'm serious when I do that. Not playing a game with spirit. The spirit realms are very real...

And... there are other people who can 'toggle' between those worlds and this world, and it's legitimate. They are just 'adjusting' focus, changing radio frequencies? ... sometimes. They need someone who understands that kind of shift, that kind of languaging-- and to make sense of it. I seem to be able to do that for people.

And other times...... you just need to enjoy and appreciate your life. Free flow it. Whatever works...

What you feed will grow. What you're planting the seed with and into, could flavor the effects of the sprout afterwards?

I cropped half this post....
Went to see my email box...

I have an Invite to a Domestic Violence Support group someone just started new the other day.

I'm letting her know that I am transportation-hindered, but interested in supporting women who have been through that.

tVenus Aries.....
Coming back close to the position where I had signed up for Women's Self Defense class at the library then.

Yes God! Deliciously BRING IT ON.
Let me, Let my Life Be a Channel of Blessings that Helps Others!!

EDIT-ADD ....
After I posted this, I hadn't yet closed the Tab for the Messages|Meetup for DV support start... and I had no idea that when you are notified, the tab flashes at you. (Another happy surprise to discover.)

Woman said she was going to find a common location for us, and try to arrange rides for ones who needed that.

*thank you God!!!!!! ...
Why do I make things so hard, Right?
It's because I NEED TO LEARN 'how' to do it deliberately, and not by accident? haha.

Some accidents are Happy ones?, and Right-On-Time! I can imagine that she needed that response right then, and not a few weeks later (when Mercury would turn direct after a few days, and there weren't extra-gnarly transits going on in the sky.)

ALL THINGS ... Work Together for Good.
I'm sure that this Leader will feel very supported by my Presence, and every single part of my WHOLE life and what I've BEEN through, and the 'things' I've trained for.
(Including metaSpirituality, astrology, the abuse and trauma I've personal been through and escaped, all the psychology, all the empathy) ...
{If I'm discerning the group intent correctly.}

EVEN the knowledge and Connections I've attained through my Volunteer Job will be Valuable to the group.