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posted February 12, 2019 03:57 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for scorpio17     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I also love this song from Roberta Flack very much.

https://youtu.be/jNKpSmVJuGA

Roberta Flack - Tonight I Celebrate My Love For You.

For me it stands for the love I feel for my parents. Leo mom and cappy dad. Although it is a lovesong for lovers.

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Yes, that's a beautiful song.. and it's so wonderful that you celebrate and love your parents in that way, Scorpio17.

Roberta Flack - Tonight I Celebrate My Love for You
[3:25] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jNKpSmVJuGA

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posted February 13, 2019 06:50 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by mirage29:
Yes, that's a beautiful song.. and it's so wonderful that you celebrate and love your parents in that way, Scorpio17.

Roberta Flack - Tonight I Celebrate My Love for You
[3:25] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jNKpSmVJuGA


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posted February 14, 2019 11:03 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Beautiful dedication.

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posted February 14, 2019 11:55 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for mirage29     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Happy Valentine's Day Feb 14

(music) Circle (Barbra Streisand, lyrics) [4:14] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F3S7PqzylKM

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Whew.. Some of the astrologers who said to "avoid excessive strain" at this time weren't kidding! .. Thanks!

As alive as my mind and spirit has been, I'm very aware of a kind of 'strain' to the physical body in all this. Magnificent, was that this morning was quieter here-- a sonic reprieve. It felt "good" that things settled, and to feel who I am, and assess the various kinds of 'present' operating systems within me.

Have been really needing to rest.. and not just my body.. I was able to 'take the general-pressure off of me'. I can be quite-driven internally. With the environment (temporarily) better right now, AND, slowing myself down, I was able to get some cleaning done, and to 'think my thoughts with some peace'.

I needed the 'space' and time to stay home and go within.

Was able to sort through some stacks of papers that had needed my attention for a while.
Sonics were at a minimum.. again, very lucky.
Found some notes to things that I thought I had lost.
Was able to toss-out some extra-superfluous data -- *smile*, a 'dataslut', indeed! *grin*


By misunderstanding...
The Universe had arranged for me to 'accidently' receive a special kind of astro profile.
omg..!! {Thank you}. WHAT a treasure!!! ..

Truly--
It is amazing being 'older', and having 'lived my life', then receive the information-- This could benefit younger folks, if they decided to have interest in it. Some of y'all don't realize how Valuable some of these reports can be. It was INDEED an accurate assessment.

So grateful,,,,,
It made me cry 'in the depths' inside..
to feel 'known' ..
even though it was "artificially" and on paper.

Some of the talents and interests indicated, along with the deep dreams of my Heart, and my NEED for Romance? *laughing*.. Well, it's Nutrition, and the way I've stay in my Heart for years.

Said it's what I've needed (and do need) in order to be Happy, and that I need to be appreciation.

I know I have some fantastic periods of Creativity that have just touched the edge of what can unfold for me over the next years.

AND, {{humor}} *heart*, I am expecting! *grin*
Expecting some Downloads from Heaven, that is.
I have a sense of being deeply and Creatively pregnant.

There's been an ache in my Heart, existentially-- and Spiritually!...

The Report I accidently received--
was a FANTASTIC Confirmation of spiritual needs in me--
Said how important religious needs are to my life.
How I need to pull-back and 'occasionally' go replenish my Soul.
Also, that after getting super-detailed and serious, it's important to allow self to just get loose and playful-- letting Cares go free.

There are times to go INSIDE to draw from the Wells there... Yes.

And I say all these things, as encouragement for others who feel similar needs.

My own Freak Flag involves time with the Music of the Spheres,
The Drawing in and Bringing Down from Heaven.

For those who Love God, and whose Spirituality is Alive in them.

People of all faiths/beliefsystems, with a Devotional inner-spirit, will be able to comfortably relate to this musical atmosphere and lyrics..

(music) Let It Rain (Michael W Smith, lyrics) [5:29] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AG7v8jJKAOk

The Experience of 'God' and wooing the Spirit, is ONE energetic language of Love. Different words, Same Essential-Being.

As in Heaven..
So on Earth.

PRACTICAL spiritual self here .... *smile*
Gently, I know that some people practice plant-ceremonies, in order to find Spiritual Connection and Bliss?

There are ways to achieve same state in more grounded ways, with less 'unknown' long-range-toxic side effects to the body.

For me, the use of inspirational MUSIC coupled with personal Depth-committed devotional practices-- can attract That State to self--

AND, it is enhanced while in corporate settings (such as worship services, drum circles, spiritual dance, etc).

You can have Elevated Experiences in Spirit in a 'natural' way-- using your own spiritual muscle-- to achieve it without the use of chemical-inductions! ..

Using chemicals (plant or lab-made)
run the risk harmful side-effects that you might not be aware of right-now, but that may medically organically appear later in life as physical damage to the brain and nerve-system..

PLEASE be very Careful with those.
Think LONG term about your body, your brain-circuits, and your Future.

Stay In Love

(music) I Want A New Drug (Huey Lewis And The News) [3:32] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N6uEMOeDZsA

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posted February 16, 2019 03:15 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for ballerina     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
mirage29

You are so beautiful

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posted February 16, 2019 08:38 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ayelet     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
It is wonderful you have this message you are connected with, being pregnant creatively and acknowledged for your inner leanings and yearnings... Have a great night and day

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posted February 17, 2019 02:17 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for mirage29     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
{very intense sonics last night and today}

Wishing everyone a Good Week.

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posted February 17, 2019 02:50 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for mirage29     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Oh!! I see I had commenters here. Greetings, and Thank you, Ballerina and Ayelet!

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posted February 18, 2019 10:16 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for mirage29     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote

(music) Cells, Planets (Erika Lloyd, Peterson arr, perf by Avante) [6:15] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sQMOH4C7CAc

SuperMoon Full Moon in Virgo 0.42
Tuesday, February 19, 2019 10:53:34 a.m. LL EST

CHIRON re-entered ARIES this morning--
Monday, February 18, 2019, 4:07 a.m. LL EST

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posted February 18, 2019 10:59 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for ballerina     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
mirage29
That was visually
stimulating, along
with the music of
the spheres in my
ears..

Made be think of the
Orion nebula, some
images of it, look
like a human heart
with a flame at the
top...

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posted February 19, 2019 10:46 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for mirage29     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote

My favorite short-story is by Ray Bradbury, called "The Fog Horn."

First time I heard/read it was by an English teacher in high school.. early 1970.

There are different interpretations made of this story... but in my Hearing, I have always related it as a deeply spiritual story-- the Calling to Awake. The wont of finding and being with one's own kind, Collectively.

(topic) "The Fog Horn" by Ray Bradbury (Dan Blackridge, posted Nov 17, 2016) [17:09] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7ivALsQVa_g

Spiritually, I think of the Cosmic Sea Creature in the light of this song too--

Happy Birthday, Seal!! (Feb 19)

(music) Kiss From a Rose (Seal) [5:30] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mfm-Im1S6vA

~*
(music) Withholding Nothing (William McDowell, lyrics, christianExpression) [4:33] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZdnV75zIQUA

Happy Full Moon ..
I've got my v-Job today.

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posted February 19, 2019 10:59 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for mirage29     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Thanks for your observation, Ballerina

*~
It was good to see my v-job coworkers today. Strange mood (good), and closeness in that office.

I shared the spooky 'Red Cardinal' Tornado Dream story with them.
Shared about the relationship I once had with an elderly woman in her 90s...
Coincidence TODAY with her name-asteroid conjunct 'Cardinal', on my Libitina at "19" Aquarius, on Feb "19", 20'19'.

My coworker said that red cardinals are a symbol of someone on the other side of the Veil bringing a message. The spirit of a Loved one is visiting you.
I was bowled-over.

REF 'Cardinal' Details here--
Astral Realms forum.
"Touching a tornado"
LL Emsie, November 09, 2018 02:21 PM
- http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum15/HTML/004202.html

*~
{a story, Feb 13}
Personal Readings forum.
"Have you ever had an encounter with angels?"
LL Loveher, February 07, 2019 12:33 PM
- http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum11/HTML/025143.html

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posted February 20, 2019 12:08 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for mirage29     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote

rm has received bad news over the past few days that a spouse/{mother-of} an extended member of his family was found murdered,
and that his brother-in-law's cancer is not responding to treatment anymore right now;
THEN, the next day, he received another piece of news from his own daughter that her grandfather died (his ex-wife's; his ex-father-in-law)… who was very elderly.

rm is virgo sun H4, aquarius moon H9, with late gemini rising
H8 Capricorn 15+ .. with t Pluto, + now Saturn there now).

.. deaths..

is thinking about driving alone (two days) up north to go be with family in next weeks?

he had wanted to make a HUGE financial splurge, which i had advised him against-- which now, he "sees" he'll need those finances to take his trip up north

IF he does go ..
i'll have open spaces here to rip my storage bins open, and, maybe consider just trashing more of my things, which i'd HATE TO do
.. it's like Occam's razor.. once it's lost, opportunities vanquish

i'm still back-and-forth about dumping carefully compiled decades of journals (i should have gone into law??? haha or be a detective!! i was an amazing document compiler!!!)

so many many small things I started with little projects over the years, that met the knife of frustrations and immediate thwarting.
it's interesting to view how 'actually' productive i had been, in spite of egregious interruptions to Life.
i really AM driven
the hugest universally-missing thing, my whole entire life, had and has been lack-of-support and mentorship

i think that THIS will be reflected in the Akashic records?
i hope i got 'extra-credit' for hard things

my REAL hope would be for a miracle-REBOUND..
like the joke about running a country-song backwards!! .. he lost everything, but when played the other-way, he gets EVERYTHING back!! *grin*

so i'm not getting younger

this environment has just not been conducive to health ..
has had me worried recently
i'm feeling drained and strained-pulled
(yet my Spirit has such a sense of refinement)

this morning my next-wall neighbor had a HUGE explosive FIGHT
(scary!!).. one of them threw something at the wall (where this computer is), and I BET they have a punched-in hole on their side of the drywall there.
that was scary!!! amazing that the wall mirror hanging here didn't fall down.

yup.. has younger drug dealer living with her over there now, and they can't be feelin' all-that-fine, ALL the time!!! *~grinnnnn*

been worried about the little girl there.
saw her this morning--
omg, she's growing up--
looked so cute in her beige uniform, with the big white bow in her hair {goes to a Christian school}.
i can see the changes in her body. getting longer in her torso!! LOL
she ran over to give me a hug this morning, while i was sweeping leaves from the walk, and watering my (gorgeous) fern and colorful butterfly bush.
my little super-stellium Leo Fashionista! **hug**
God!! I wish the BEST for her Life..

So anyways.. when things calm down,
i'm able to tap into higher realms--
it's like taking an airplane UP above the oppressions,
to break-into the Clear Blue that is freed from the dragging weights

the news on TV?... o.m.g. *eek*
C'mon... some of it is just downright ~disgusting!!?? *grin*

yeah.. gotta learn 'loving detachment' from it?
but you HAVE to keep up with what's going on??
food for posts!!! and asteroid-finds.

rm is out right now-- *deep refreshing breath of silence*
TV is muted,
for the REST of my health's sake today?? *Heart*

So.. Back to a chipper-mood now..
going within to Tap Freedom.
Going to go on my walk.. to visit some Nature!!

Full Moon Virgo was in my 9th house {God's House}
I LOVE studying astrology very very much
and, I love God too.

love it when things crystalize and I've 'grokked' yet-another piece of systems
yeah.. like Nutrition??

it improves me, on the inside
which i hope will reflect back to Others on the outside
through my writings, and ponderings

Wishing you ALL.. the BEST shared-patches of Blue Skies.

(music) It's The End Of The World {and I feel fine} (Peter Buck, Bill Berry, Michael Stipe, Mike Mills; perf by Great Big Sea, LYRICS!) [2:42] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K71UbC1EaSE

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posted February 20, 2019 02:44 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for ballerina     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
mirage29

..you are amazing!
we are all each other's
guiding Light...

Or the Voice..

and we've always had a choice
Free Wi11. ...

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posted February 20, 2019 02:55 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for ballerina     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Acknowledging the negative...

..there is no death
..an ILLusion
We are not lost...
We are always here
We are always there

This is the World of ILLusion
and we will all see and hear..

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posted February 21, 2019 11:22 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for mirage29     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
So elegant..

Here is MORE of the story behind what happened regarding the 'cardinal' symbol. The asteroids spelled it ALL out, in its own special ways!

[QUOTE]Originally posted by mirage29:

(music) Cells, Planets (Erika Lloyd, Peterson arr, perf by Avante) [6:15] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sQMOH4C7CAc

SuperMoon Full Moon in Virgo 0.42 {my H9}
Tuesday, February 19, 2019 10:53:34 a.m. LL EST

CHIRON re-entered ARIES this morning--
Monday, February 18, 2019, 4:07 a.m. LL EST
[end/QUOTE]

ref.
Astral Realms..
'tornado dream'
(continued to be unpacked this morning Thurs. Feb 21)
- http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum15/HTML/004202.html

Have a Blessed Day!! *Heart*

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posted February 21, 2019 10:19 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for mirage29     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
History
In the past hour, I rushed outside just-in-time to see, with my eyes, the remnants of the fiery red glows of the launching of Israel's spacecraft, as it disappeared into outer-space.

Moment in History!
- http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/SpaceIL

Beresheet Lander
name means Genesis
Mission- Friday, February 22, 2019 {Israel Time}
Launch Locale- Thursday, February 21, 2019 {Cape Canaveral, Florida}
{close to ~8:35 p.m. EST/LL-time}

Quote Wikipedia..

Beresheet will measure the Moon's local magnetic field to help understand how it formed.

It also brings a digital "time capsule" containing over 50 million pages of data,--
including a full copy of Wikipedia, the Bible, children’s drawings, memories of a Holocaust survivor, Israel’s national anthem (Hatikvah), the Israeli flag, and the Israeli Declaration of Independence.

(topic) Israel to land a spacecraft on the moon in 2019 (Israel, posted July 13, 2018) [2:00] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PG_42ZlcwEU

yt notes
"Israel's decades-long space program is reaching new heights - in 2019, Israel will become the world's 4th country to ever reach the moon!"

(music) Good Night Moon (Eric Whitacre, Lina Dambrauskaitë, Lithuanian Chamber Orchestra, Bel Canto Choir Vilnius, 2017) [5:30] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=51gJ-MPoaPA

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posted February 22, 2019 09:44 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for mirage29     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Countdown to my Launching.

(music) Anticipation (Carly Simon, 1971) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PDJ_Mz8ftqI

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Launching.. was delayed again...?
Physically, I've been feeling sooo drained..
Spiritually, I'm having amazing little experiences almost every single day now.
Astrologically?.. I'm nervous.

The kinds of transits I'm having are some that people leave their earthbody under.

In whatever kind of letting-go I have to do, again, it would make me sad to have to leave body-earthworld right now-- heh, Just when it's all just getting warmed-up right?? (not just talking climate change)

Such a sense of being drained,
and at the same time "transforming"..
It's truly Beautiful.

I "happened" to catch some cool vids, all in a row.

As some of you know, I've been delving deeper into some Vedics too, slowly slowly slowly...

I happened on a SamGee vid from 2012 on Mercury in Pisces (Vedic, sidereal)… He talked about how his guru Amma had talked about thinking and thoughts. She proposed that we actually just have a series of thoughts and that there is no such thing as mind. Just thoughts, that we put an interpretation to.

That was incredibly fascinating. I 'held space' with the notion of that for the hours that came after. Just watching it all in my 'imagination' (which is quite extra-vivid recently).

I thought about 'mind' .. I thought about how I was an observer with strokes of thoughts all lined up.. like this--

| | | | |

Then I became aware of an almost-hugging-force *grin* that came up invisibly from behind and surrounding me, .. and it (I'll say) formed brackets around the stroke-lines of thoughts... and a scripture Spoke to me that I have "The Mind of Christ."

Little-mind ' | | | | | ' enclosed by { Mind }.

The Mind of Christ.
1 Corinthians 2:16
Philippians 2:5-8

The Center where The Will of God is Known..
.. Great Invocation .. of Love and Peace.

I hadn't looked it up in a long time..
Got a nudge to check the location of a certain asteroid, and found that I was/am having my 3241 Yeshuhua-rx Capricorn 11.33 H1sag return!!

(music) Windmills of Your Mind (Peter Grant) [3:01] http://www.youtube.com/watch?hl=en&feature=related&v=dLx83xXKmPA&gl=IL
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Add!! *smile*
While I was walking the 'hood, thinking about the 'line of thoughts' and at the point where I Heard the words 'Mind of Christ' .. this beautiful energy simply-unfolded to me the 'beauty' of imperfection.
I described it here..
- http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum28/HTML/004846.html
.. excerpt--
As I walked, there was even-more of an inner-acceptance of my inner self,
which has set a high-bar for itself, and the accepting of inner flaws involved with simply purely 'being a human'.
You can 'make mistakes' and, still be acceptable and worthy of Love.

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Hoping the launch goes as planned.

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