posted March 24, 2017 03:51 PM            

Love is Strong.

Of Course, "Amen" reminds me of a song for this season. We are coming closer to the more intensive last weeks of the Christian Lenten season... and the corresponding celebration of the Jewish Passover.

CALENDAR ----------------

Monday, March 27th,
NEW MOON Aries 7.37 at 10:47pm EDT

Palm Sunday, April 9th
Beginning of Holy Week.

Tuesday April 11th, Passover
with FULL MOON Libra 21.33, at 2:08 am EDT.
{Jewish Passover ends Tuesday April 18}

Thursday, April 13, is a personal anniversary
Radical Conversion (BornAgain) in Lucid-Dream Experience
DURING a Full Moon Eclipse at 23+ Libra, 1987.
.. 30 years ago. Changed me inside forever.

.. This was preceded by a Dream of Surprise-encounter of
'Angels w Glowing Swords' in surreal outer-space dream,
April 6th, 1987.

.. April 6 is also personal relo-anniversary
Moved to this State, while Venus was retro
at 5/4+ degrees Aries, 2001.

Thursday, April 13th Seder Meal
"The Last Supper" -- Holy Communion Ritual, and
'Washing of the Feet' Ritual.
(Jesus in humility stooping to wash the feet of his disciples,
in an act of Servant Leadership.)

Friday, April 14th "Good Friday"
(His Crucifixion, Death and Burial)

Saturday is usually Tennebrae celebration of 'shadows' and darkness.
Recreates the emotional experience around and following the death on Good Friday.
(candle extinguished, alters and tabernacles stripped, scriptures, song services.)

EASTER, Resurrection Sunday, April 16th
He Is Risen Indeed!

Astro-Noting

SATURN turns retro
Thurs, April 6th at 1:06 am
27.47 Sagittarius
(dir on Aug 25 at 8:08 am, 21.11 Sag)

MERCURY goes retro
Sunday, April 9th.
(4.47 Taurus, at 7:14pm EDT,
until May 3, at 24+Aries, 12:33pm.)

VENUS is retro
re-enters Pisces
Sunday April 2nd, 8:25pm EDT.
Stations Direct 26.55 Pisces
Saturday, April 15th, at 6:18 am.
...
Re-enters Aries at 9:13 am EDT,
Friday April 28th.

posted March 25, 2017 06:17 PM            

(music) R-E-S-P-E-C-T (Aretha Franklin, lyrics) [2:32] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xNKVnADhGiA

posted March 27, 2017 12:54 PM            

Not sure if rm will still be home this week (he's home sick today).

This was a MUCH longer post... but I decided to 'think' about it some more.

I've gotta hurry... Have some classes at the library today for computer-skills.

Have a nice Day.

Happy New Moon Aries....

posted March 27, 2017 05:58 PM            

And I was supposed to set up some new email addresses for myself--- On the way out the door to take the classes on organizing that this afternoon, I got CLOBBERED by a visual migraine. Oh no.... LOL. SAME kind I had for the other computer course I took. Hard to walk in the very bright sunlight to get to the Bus. My head can feel kind of alien during those times too.

Also, I decided that this wasn't a big emergency, and to just sit this one out. (Glad I did too, because I had a cool spiritual-kind of connecting since then, that I ~might not have captured from being in the tummult.)

Hard to see the computer screen adequately (for learning) when that's prevalent. And would have made the migraine extend itself. I COULD have gone, but decided to self-care.

When I'm working computer here, (like automatically knowing where my fingers are on a keyboard, and I am secure about what's ON the screen already), then I can work around the little rainbows.

This afternoon, it looked more like glistening rims of shattered checker-boards. Yep! I think it's Venus going retro precisely over same 'sensitive' spot again.

With certain medical asteroids there too??? sooo amazing!
63 Ausonia Aries 3.59,
4581 Asclepius Aries 3.18.. near my IC.
Venus retro'd back to 3+ today.

My chart proves medical astrology??? LOL.

Yeah, so the Yahoo has still been kinda acting up recently here.

By the way, you are kicking-butt over there with some awesome interpretations over in Astral Realms. Good Going!

Good Evening, and Sweet Dreams to you again.

(p.s. I'm on a Eric Whitacre spirit musical Love Affair again!!)

posted March 28, 2017 11:33 AM            

Often when I pick up and read his book on astrology, I just bawl my eyes out from the sheer Beauty conjured by his images and writings.

I deeply Honor and Celebrate your Life today.

{{And I thank God for you. }}

Your name asteroid is ON my Vesta Cancer H8.

46563 Oken

- http://www.astro.com/astro-databank/Oken,_Alan

- http://www.alanoken.com/?page=newsletter

... Tripping to the Past! Have Fun today!

And May Harmony and Peace be The Rule we come to Live and Reign by.

(music) Aquarius - Let The Sunshine In (perf by The 5th Dimension) [4:44] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g9S3slDC8SE

posted March 28, 2017 10:11 PM            

This is just me "thinking out loud" ... random thoughts filling my day today.

My mind had been going back over many things that I had said last week, regarding relo, then later had cropped that post.

Yes, I shouldn't crop so many of the things I want to say. Just 'say' them... Don't allow self to react so much. Stay steady, stay hopeful, stay forward...

I'm growing. I'm glad I've been able to capture newer styles or ways of thinking about things. It's new for me, and I'm glad it's happening.

In the last few months I've been to very very stiffening frightening old psychological places. It's as though material from that is in a better place now.

It's like my mind/sense is trying to read braille--

On the bus, there was a return of the question about whether my astro idea has been done somewhere already? My imagination tried to have conferences with some people.

More RANDOM Thought-lings ensued! LOL

Thoughts about needing a place and job/project kind of connection.
Job wouldn't 'need' to be in astrology, but be a good connection out in the community.

I'm going to need a lot of sped-up assistance because totally on my own, I might be way overwhelmed, and feel undone.
I've been out of the 'loop' of living for WAY too long.

I thought about all the simple things you need in a room/apt these day. (small appliances, little things like students need who go off to college-- most of those things I had had for set-up are completely gone now)

I've resisted throwing away more papers/books. The more I get rid of, the more of a gouge it puts into potential projects I could do. I got down to pretty much bare bones. I could probably tweak-OUT a few more things. It just feels to me that I should wait before discarding anything else. Puts too much stress to guess. I had read in Robert Hand's book that transiting Uranus in the 4th can cause you to trash things that you'll later regret throwing away. I've dumped sooooooooo soooooooooo many of my things. I would REALLY prefer to know more details before completely being stripped and having nothing IF there was a good positive chance of stepping UP.

I don't have my own transportation anymore, nor a way to get it (AT ALL) right now. (Worries about transporting my things. If it's in vicinity (especially, like, here), I have no doubts I could get help. I seem to have GOOD mover-help karma when it comes to local-guys with trucks? Even gals with van-vehicles. LOL

Truthfully I feel in a weird strange 'blind' right now... I want to just offer this (but I may not be seeing a better overarching opportunity-- the sense I have?)
Revealing some thoughts..... (willing to adjust, when I get more info)
I could always go the corporate-hire route--
and/or,
(actually it might be good in the long run for me to have) my own cache-ment (like, prep-stage for naming myself as a business-of-sorts, a way to receive funds and work).
Thinking, thinking, thinking, pondering, thinking. LOL

My computer knowledge is not modern, but I have good instincts.
I took computer courses around 2002, for Microsoft products, and had to cut my education short of certificates. I got to advanced-intermediate (but because of situations out of my control never finished).

But I understand the principles-- and that's important.
The products DO change (many times, for easier and better).
Library now is proud to have the 2016 versions of the product.
Our local library gives lessons on the courses, and this is a slow process (not without its schedule-plan-hiccups...)
(I know, because I tried to do them for refreshing about 8 years ago now-- They seem to have improved the way they do it now, so my experience could be better, now, trying it again). I'm going to work at attempting to roll through all those courses again. Times/hours are a bit tricky trying to fulfill them all.

Thing is, (just as in 2002),
I don't have my OWN tech-devices, and I don't own the MS products (on this internet-connection computer). Means I can get refreshed or re-introduced, but won't be able to use/practice with it, WHICH is an important part of securing and anchoring what you learn.

Another thing I've done is to explore (via online sites) the job requirements for entry admin, reception, etc. They all require some proficiency at MS products. Also some accounting software.
I had done some data entry accounting (job cost journals) before and easily used the software-- enjoyed the detail work too. (Oh yah, I can do some small detail things that send others looking for different job).
I don't want to limit myself there... just showing that I'm hunting for something 'out there'.

I have to create some kind of resume, but draw a huge white blank on how to approach that right now.

Astrology.....
Astrology projects would be REALLY cool. Especially research-projects. I'd be up for taking on some of those!
Astrology is easy for me to talk about with people I meet (as well as their spiritual lives). Today on bus again, I'm able to connect BOTH of those well, where other people might not.
I've had thoughts about Kepler, or a school of astrology.
I've had thoughts about counseling astrology, but I don't have a college degree... To get one of those would take HUGE money and time. (Plus, access to computer, research hours, etc, to get degree; in order to get another degree?? astro?? LOL ... oy, messy.)
Just thinking out loud here, so people can have a sense of what I'm thinking.
I'm ALWAYS willing to tweak, based on information I DON'T have accessible to me right now. I learn, I grow, I tweak or alter directions. FEED ME!!! *roflmao*

Imagination....
Sometimes I have a picture of myself as one of those rockets on the launch pad, all the shooting cloud mists from cold fuel making condensations(?). Tethered lines. Practicing standing there, analyzing all systems.

Or like a new baby giraffe, standing on all fours, being up. Practicing the stance of 'Strong' Within-itself.

My mind on the scout... Trying to 'sense' WHAT is out there.
Got Communication? I'm a Gemmy???
What are the choices?
What's concretely there.......
What's my support group looking like?

Every day here feels hard to deal with (sonic). Some things are much better lately, yet what's harsh seems especially sensitive right now?

Always looking for the little adjustments I can make, to be more comfortable. Certainly working hard on the computer is a help. (Distraction, push the pain sensation to the background of my experience.)
But then come the times where, it's just WAY too much, and I must hunker a while.
(hunker down mode kicks in)-- and, you all already know about that.

Oh! Laughing.... Cute-ness!

I've got a new little hugger in the 'hood. A few new neighbors have moved in the empties.

Actually, I notice that these are much-Classier folks (more civilized) than the 'usual' move-ins.

The little-hugger was looking all Princessy suave in her little very-curly-hair stylish up-do, sunglasses (like a celebrity), driving her sleek very nice white hot convertible.

She saw me. I said a general bubbly-warm friendly hello to her mom.

In the meantime, the little girl gets out of her vehicle, sunglasses flipped up, puts her arms up in the air, and starts RUNNING to me for an embrace!!

And omg, how CUTE! I LOVED it. The mom and caretakers there (new people) looked like they didn't know what to do for a moment.

I reassured them the best I could.... I said I seem to have that effect on small kids. The little-ones all over the 'hood come running to me when they see me walk by. It's like a phenomena!! LOL A Hug-Magnet!

*So.... I'm going to post this without proofreading or edits for right now.* (Dealing with ugh stuffed-head, and what sounds like harsh rumbling-sounds.
And yeah, the floor is shivery right now too.)

I try to stay forward, poised, and on-top of it all.

Day-By-Day

posted March 29, 2017 05:07 PM            

This is just Bizarre...

God! *heart* Please specifically clarify my Path?
You KNOW I'm getting older, and that I approach the ending of my days?
Be Merciful towards me....

You Call Dear Sir--
What Be YOUR Beautiful and Most-Elegant Desire, O God?

Let THY Desire, be my Desire....

*bowing low*

As it is in Heaven, So! 'Let it Be' on Earth!
Drawing Down The BEAUTY of His Flame,
His Presence...
His POWER in our lives

(music) As the Deer (Matt Gilman version) [5:06] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GbNxm0tgrXg

God?!!!!!!! Oh, MY God!
i am NOTHING apart from You......
There is No Meaning to Life, without ~You!

(music) All Honor All Power (Ron Kenoly) [5:44] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NwR4j4xZNEc

posted March 31, 2017 04:16 PM            

Rm had to go see the landlord today. They've raised rents here. Great news is that he will no longer be given an extra charge for having me live with him. {{ty Lord!}}

It's nice that rm says I earn my keep, but maybe it's a side-approval from the landlord, that I've been a good influence in the 'hood too.

My new next-wall neighbor is a 7+ Cancer Sun, with Capricorn Moon.

The "Little Fashionista Princess" I wrote about, the little warm run-and-hugger? ... Yep! She's got a big stellium Leo! (2014) either 5 or 6 planets there. (I'll have to re-ask which day. My memory glitched whether it was the 12th or 14th!)

We've had some things in common. I was able to help her with some practical advice for solving a perplexing problem (medical) for the child that just-recently worsened. ... (transits!!??? LOL) It was something I intuitively flashed on and the mother validated the basis of it. Alternative~holistic medicine might be a real adjunct to nip this in the bud?

I hope they'll be able to afford that, and not get caught in the whirlpool of big pharma experimental-meds with unknown side-effects.

I recall my Scorpio dad talked about a 'pay now' or 'pay later' program in Life.

So hard when sooo many people are caught in the in-betweens.

posted March 31, 2017 06:36 PM            

Today is my Dau-1's Birthday.

(33y)

Looks like tUranus just went over her Ascendant last Friday. (22.56 Aries)
(Cap MC 12.37)

She has a 12th House stellium
Sun, Ceres;
Moon 29.33 Pisces,
Venus 20, then BML 12.

She was extremely gifted. Mensa I.Q.
She had a talent for writing, art, was a unique-character, a dreamer, and had a sweet tender love for animals.
She also had a talent for mimicking animals.

Divorce... shred us each individually apart. So Painful.
I recall the very good things I did (from a good heart), and, maybe I was good at babies and good with the young ones, but I didn't have enough smarts for know everything I needed to know about how to raise an older child.

There are a LOT of better resources now available for Single-Mothers' support.

Honoring Single Moms,
and
Those that Stand with them in Her Support.

posted April 01, 2017 05:56 PM            

And!

Celebrating Rachel Maddow's Birthday Today!

posted April 01, 2017 07:56 PM            

Just wanting to work more on my relo-type items.

(I've just listened to a Vedic Libra Ascendant house energy description. Sounds just like me! Yikes! LOL.)

So bullet points:

Even though rm is getting a reprieve on the rent, and is actually re-considering staying in this area after retirement. Even though we can 'get along' (personalities) with each other, this relationship is a dead-end for me. I can tolerate a lot, but just staying here and serving him doesn't do as much good as, say, living with a group of others, and working together with them towards something really really cool-- even something idealistic AND grounded, at the same time. I just want to ADD myself, my joy, my juice, my enthusiasm, my inspiration, with others who are Doing Something.... ~whatever that is! LOL
I might need more get-alone time sometimes, when I'm out of people's aura and clear, and experience being my self.

I prefer to be with people who WANT to get along together. Harmony is important to me, in my group, in my family. Peaceful abodes is nutrition to my soul.

(Oh, I LIKE just letting-go and having affectionate fun, too!... As well as talking about the Deep things, the Serious things of life.)

I'm still an astrologer.
(I still go over the meme of that woman being shocked that someone can come right out and say that! .. ^story in prior posts)

My base Belief System is Christianity.
It's 'how' I connect.

I also deeply respect others and the things they believe in are Important to me too.
I can listen to the story of Rahu-Ketu Creation Story, Churning the Milky Way, and I still draw Inspiration from it. From ALL the stories. For me, God is not separate from all of that. I have (and access) my inside God-Point.... and yes, of COURSE I need a more consistent honing with that? It could exponentially work to increase what is already working within me.

I'm sorry that I am sooo bothered all the time here. But, it's FACT, and makes me feel sick, and very very worried.
(Laughing) Beside, you KNOW that 6th House Suns (with Virgo Moon) is GOING to have body-symptoms when things overwhelm? ... If I talk about it, it helps. And a micro-dot of sympathy always goes a HUGE way to have me climb on top of whatever is happening! I hate not-feeling well. AND, work can be a good distractor. Once I focus my mind, I can put much (including pain) in the backgrounds.

One of the reasons I kept going back and forth, is that everything I kept pinging, came back with a Wall. (In some cases, insults and negativities. Who want's to do something they are 'told' will 'fail' within a year???) And, I'm a sensitive person, and it COULD have been that it didn't even apply to me?
*And I am WIDE at Forgiveness.... don't worry about it, in the Cosmic Sea.*

I've been more than ready to leave.

I do NOT have funds for it.
I cannot purchase the EXPENSIVE readings, no matter how 'low' you're going. It's not a reflection of 'your' worth, more than 'my' economic circumstances.
Of course!!!! I'm willing to work.

(humor) And Gemini's CAN and have died of boredom??? LMAO! One of the worse things is 'not' having anything to do?
*A good thing I can do air charts!!!*

Rm recently just gave me the dentist-money back I loaned him (yay!!!), and now (would you believe???) it MIGHT be that I COULD be losing some of my tooth fillings that I just got a few years ago???? What-up with that?????

I heard of ascension symptoms causing that kind of thing, but REEEALLY?. Incredibly. NOW???? roflmao

I'm an Idea person.

??(Guess)??
If there were some kind of astrological/ musical-art-type growth-group, even a Woman's Support-type Group, I'd relish and love to be a strong particpant of that. I work super well with a group that strives for excellence, and Care, and basically treasure unity.
Besides?... ANYONE who needs to talk about spirituality and God(Christian) is BLESSED to have me aboard. I speak the language!

I want to say something that worries me when I hear it? Just saying this for clarification. Letting you know some of the images this conjures in my mind every time I hear it--- and I may be WAY off base, not understanding the use of this phrase? (Merc to be retro, Forgiveness for all parties.)

So... It "bothers" me (negatively) when people say things like 'to finish up a karmic relationship?' That actually sounds really BAD to me.
I don't like the imagination in my head of walking happily-eagerly into a situation (with open Heart) only to find that I was invited merely as a marked-target to being maliciously emotionally abused?
If it's to merely tie-up (opportunity for the other; meaning, the goal of this was to turn 'me' into chopped-liver, for another's gratification?), then I would be reluctant to engage in that kind of thing!
There's almost a personal put-down feeling involved with it.
I've been (deliberately) hurt enough in my life.
I draw upon my Scorpio Grandmother's voice that day (after I visited another part of the family, who just out-of-the-blue SLAYED me with the meanest deliberate words, right when my heart was most-open.
My Grandmother (and Auntie) met me walking on the road back to her house. She told me I NEVER have to put myself in the position of being repeatedly deliberately hurt, again and again and again.
I Value my self.
My Time on earth, and my careful Efforts, Care, and Ideas are to be Valued.
My emotions are to be treated with careful consideration that this is an area I have been slayed-in worst in life.
I'm still Healing in that area of my life.

I am not 'the karmic trashcan/dumpster' for people to load negative karma-suitcases into?
Gently, if this is truly your intention?, I've been ABUSED enough in this lifetime.
The thought of being 'considered' for the role of karmic-sacrificial victim, just breaks my Heart.

And I hope all I just said is only my past-pain talking.

If that doesn't apply to you at all, then please disregard, and have mercy on me.

Said just-in-case!
Covering the grounds here.....

Not the best paragraphs to close on?

This is what happens when I mix up my fears WITH things that are still yet unclear?

Sorry for my blindness...
Don't mean to throw elbows in tender places by accident.
Like I've been saying... I'm NOT on your CC lists?

(ick! I didn't like the energy-slide there?)

posted April 02, 2017 10:57 AM            

For 'Best Buddies' in the world!

(topic) NEW SESAME STREET PUPPET HAS AUTISM - Sesame Street Welcomes Julia, a Autistic Muppet [2:10] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LbaMA-aAk-4

Love to Mr Rogers....

posted April 03, 2017 05:29 PM            

And here I am, with a Venus Taurus inner self who could have used a few friendly shoulder hugs during some of the more sad and isolated states of being I've had, across the 10 years we've been together! awwwwww. LOL. I need me some hugging warm friendly types now. Nutrition????? LMAO

tMars Taurus has gone over my (western) Venus, opposing my Saturn-rx Scorpio.

I'm glad tVenus is going to grace Pisces again. I've got a lot of Water in my chart, and the Moon is in Cancer again (even with a Cardinal Grand Square).... My soul appreciates the Moisture!!! *roll*

It's been radical, intense, and amazing to me how I still manage to keep some Beautiful Souls on my team, even with ALL the psychological baggage I've needed to unpack and sort through.

Besides just my emotions, it's like psychologically my mind has had a stubborn problem thinking that people don't care, or that I've just been prepped again for being thrown under the bus-- for a silly variety of inner reasons. Oh yeah. My head can be very creative, in all the excuses 'why'? ....
But I am foiled Beautifully, ... so many times over, and over!

They say that a Venus Opp Saturn (in the 'stubborn' signs, especially) is a painful aspect to have to endure in a chart. It is ISOLATIVE. It feels like you're all alone at the top of a Light House (for me). Almost as though the light shines so bright, and the horn sounds so loud, and I hearing-seeing the Other Lights, the Other Soundings is almost like that short-story about The Foghorn (Bradbury). ... And I don't just mean that in terms of human to human relationships, but in the spirituality realm ones too.

A few days ago, I was researching the North Node transits from late Virgo into LEO (western), then to zodiac Cancer, and the kinds of things that transpired in my life back then.

It's ALWAYS corresponded to very Mystical occurrences in my life.. from where it is transiting NOW through to when it hits my Pluto Leo and a bit beyond that. I went from meta-spirituality (and publishing H9), to suddenly going to spend my life with a monastery for a year, then!, going BACK to my meta-spirituality and the publishing-fields. ... haha, the cris(t)-crossing of Nodes and major planets across my Southern-hemisphere chart (southwestern prominent weight).

By the time (in the past) when NN got to Cancer, I was established-- in possession of a Business, a Marriage(relationship), and having given birth to Children.

So.... (*bawling my eyes out, in some ways, and yet *ahem* hidden proper~professional? roflmao .... Virtuality, the Spirit World, IS Bizzarre!!!)
Living in Multiple layers of worlds. --- God! I LOVE IT!!! laughing.

Some of your prayers, your ~telepathy encouragements, are way way way COOL and sooo touching!!! *hug* You KNOW I Hug and LOVE you'll back from the fierce and stalwart side of my Soul and Existence!!!)

~And! LOL, I could still be under some cosmic-junk burp-warnings.

(I don't have individuals to ~spiritually talk to around here, in the flesh. ... and going to sit with a counselor is NOT 'a thing' that's available to me here.
Tried that before. .... I've just never encountered the kind of individual who could grasp my complexities ... e.i. spiritual seeing in awakened layers, my very keenly-aware psychically-smart mental defenses, and overall just general ~weirdnesses???? LOL)

(humor) That's what God gave me the gift of Astrology for---

Yep, after watching me keep plunging into those waves, and washing-up all scraped and bruised, only to plunge in head first again? He found me a little worse-for-wear on the Cosmic beach.
THEN... The Almighty was MERCIFUL to me. Lovingly, knowing all that had happened, He shook His Head at the funny little Creation He had Made, and decided He knew exactly what it would take to Help ME Fix it myself.

He said to me... HERE, Go dig into these Rocks! I Made Them, for you........ to help figure out your ~complicated-self.

And it has been a way To Connect with Others that too are Drawn with the same Love.

*Go Help Fix my~your World.*

Thank you to all those who understand the repressive nature of my chart-- (especially of a Watery grave Scorpio Saturn... Keeps feelings and emotions deep down and dark underneath. Hard to bring to surface, and when it does, it thinks nobody will be able to bear what it has to say).

And that!, my chart also gives me a Religious nature, and love. ... I also love it that some are willing to do a spiritual-diversity hire? LOL.

I heard a comment about "neutral" .... You know what??? I GET it!... I KNOW what you're talking about. I think. (laughing). I 'do' SEE that. It's the common-denominator of sorts? It's not the NEGATION of religion or religious practice. It's the "hum" that remains evident, like a giant soul, of individuals. ...

In the mean-time, we Exchange meanings, symbols, ... And LOVE.

Yes, I am still seeking a relo...
Still a bit confused about what Opportunity is there?
I'm open to knowing what's clearly available.

Even though I get washed over with spiritual things, I still have my interests open.

I woke up this morning, looking at my stacks of 10 gal bins all around the perimeter of my cot. It had a kind of feeling like I woke up in a mausoleum! Pieces of my whole life history, little projects I'd worked at. Chunks of my life.

Have thrown away sooo many things.
Like I said before, I am loath to throw anything else away until I KNOW what I'll be doing, and what things will be available for me. I NEED to make some kind of plan! LOL. How can I know, if there aren't clear details, my detail-oriented head says. TOOOO many????

What I DO know is that I need a Healthy place to live. A feeling that I am supported no-matter-what. I'm pleasantly anxious to get going on whatever projects would be available. Down deep inside, I feel quiet joy and a soft solid enthusiasm.

Like I said before, I don't have funds. That's the MOST missing in my life right now.

I get transplantation shock now, versus my earlier life when it was EASY for me to just 'pick up' and move and start again somewhere. Those days were rich inwardly for me, and I had total liberty to be 'anywhere' I wanted to (no limitations, body). I could do any kind of work, and I didn't have a problem getting it, either. I've been pretty lucky that way.

I'm older now, and a bit harder to place 'just anywhere' (you all know).

You already know my 'computer' stories. And, I (think I) am teachable.

So....

I have my Volunteer Job tomorrow!
I have to get my Thyroid levels re-checked (thurs). (haha word RE-?)

I have a dentist appointment on Friday-- going to set me back $208 JUST for her to tell me about those fillings she had put in my mouth for me last Spring of 2015.

I said they feel like they're dropping out. Does she do warranty work??? LOL. The assistant told me that sometimes that happens when the 'bite' is off? I might have to RE-do those fillings? and I haven't even got my molar fixed(cap)(crown)??? Unfortunately, they are all on the same right-side, where I had one pulled because it had cracked BEFORE I had time to save up all the money for a fix.

So why do I say all that????
Because some of you ARE interested in the tinier details of my life. *grin* Might I add--- Notice that it's a *TOOTHY-grin*, for now??? *big hugs*

posted April 04, 2017 02:02 AM            

In the mid-2000s I was reading her biographies and some government works published, just before (and coinciding with) my start of astrology interests.

She emphasized the use of Compassion, Kindness, Loving-kindness, and eventually the use of Music, Art, and Sunshine therapy in the treatment of mental illness. She built the State Hospital systems (in the USA and abroad) as a humane way to house and treat them with Dignity and respect.

She also did Reforms in the Prison system.

Biography
- http://www.anb.org/articles/15/15-00181.html
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dorothea_Dix

And would you Believe? ... I found that there's a crater named after her on the planet Venus!
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_craters_on_Venus

asteroids
339 Dorothea and 6776 Dix.

I had tried to work on her chart once, trying to rectify the time (since I wasn't able to extract her time of birth from the things I read back then).

She loved the number "4" ... and using 4:04 placed her name asteroids on the MC/IC axis.
The MC/IC axis read 14.44. (I thought that was a strange coincidence.)

Also makes significant placements in her 6th House doing that time. I've found placements like those in other person's charts who used their Voice as medical advocates in some way.

Dorothea Lynde Dix
born on Su., 4 April 1802
in Hampden, ME (US),
68w50, 44n45
Time 4:04 p.m. (guess)
Univ.Time 20:39:20
Sid. Time 4:53:45

death July 17, 1887
in Trenton, NJ

Virgo Rising

Puts P.o.Fortune ON her Juno (Voice for those who have no voice) H2
And Vertex ON her Mars 29+ Aquarius H6.
(I just thought that coincidence was very odd.)

I'm still not totally convinced about her time.

This is a chart (and life) I had thought to do more detailed work on some day.