posted December 27, 2014 02:42 PM            

Song 1) The Most Wonderful Time of Year (the thrill and levity behind this whole 'very pretty' season with all its décor creativity, and people thinking about others)

2) The Secret Of Christmas (when you are surrounded by loved ones and find yourself inwardly reflecting and appreciating their existence and what each one means to your life, that this be a 'place' and inner state of being from which we can walkout a daily life of Love, every day of the year, living with 'Christmas' in your Heart)

3) O Holy Night (as exquisitely artistically delivered by David Phelps in that gorgeous video) (the esoteric mystery and sacredness of a Life born to complete its soul assignment, which broke down blockages that were impeding the vital flows of Connections for the Heart of the Collective Soul of Humanity)

4) E'en So Lord Jesus Quickly Come (the impending full-fillment of our Awakenings... that It is here now, and each one being filled in micro macro increments...)

The vision of Humanity coming into a new re-alignment. The Beautiful Bride of Consciousness. The 'Soul of Humanity' locked into the eyes and vision of a sense that the Highest Holy Consummation is begun. The marriage of the Spirit with the mundane on Earth. A new sense of how We Belong to One Another-- each one, to another, living on our home The Earth, which could be renewed once more. The Beautiful Dream, to be lived out among each other, with understanding, tolerance, and Love....

{yes, so sublime a vision! YET!!!, meanwhile 'back at the immediate-senses ranch'...? Unintended consequence of technologies... Toxic "sonics" affect my health, day to day, totally awful. Sometimes when it's happening I can barely cope-- for yes and yep, Santa has delivered some nice new sound speaker systems around here! (joy?) It hardly seems loud at all, infact it's almost silent: so the volume not the problem. But these newer cheap surround systems produce concentrated compressed palpable waves of vibrations. So disconcerting. Almost-painful shiver inside my bones, and ripples to the surface of my inner organs.

For instance... If you've ever sat on your leg, or rested on your arm and it went to sleep, and you moved and got 'pins and needles' sensation? You know how you are suddenly seized for the height of that moment? And the thickness and pain you feel as blood flow starts back?...

yeah, the sensation (because my body is depleted from it on daily basis?) is like a version of that, only mild-feeling (when compared to that). But this is just-as-MUCH 'disconcerting.' Sometimes it can affect the mechanical beat of my heart, or the ability for my lungs to mechanically take its physical breath. Sonics are silent, but I 'feel' it, and the feeling is so very very very very yukky... it's like I feel so sick almost all the time now, as it hardly relents, except for a couple hours in early morning. (But I know now, that it starts back, daily.) One by one, I note how people switch on their devices. After about 4 or 5 hours of this, keeping up being able to stand it, I begin to feel drained. Takes so much out of me.}

Anyway, thank you for accepting me, whether sublime OR in sickly woey waves of information... I just want people to 'understand' WHY my visits here are so waxing and waning, and with limited range.

posted December 29, 2014 05:35 PM            

To me, this song sums up the role he has taken on, as a missionary of healing in the church, as The Servant of Servants of God... Such a Beautiful Soul and man. My admiration to him for what repairs he is trying to make.

(music) Wounded Soldier (Steve Green) [4:26] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I6bzky0_pDY

posted December 31, 2014 04:56 PM            

(music) Oh Maria! (Sister Act) [3:42] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R5EcbH1FJ1s

(topic) Stars, Cycles, and Psyche: Psychological Aspects of Astrology (Alice O. Howell, interviewed) [28:30] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gXx1IENBnuc

God Bless her sooo much for what she added to the understanding of astrology, and the psyche. Miss Howell gave up her material body in recent times and joined Celestial Ancestry ... What a Beautiful Giant! Her understanding of self and others inspires. Gives "good advice" and attitudes to adopt for one's own journey towards excellence and 'being yourself'-- whether you're into the study of astrology or not. She sums it well! All of it.
http://www.astro.com/astro-databank/Howell,_Alice_O.
http://ionadove.blogspot.com/

...I wish I would have met her, been with her, and hugged her, if only just once!

posted December 31, 2014 08:48 PM            

Throughout this past year filled with dark Scorpionic sorrows, tears, and shredding darknesses, a few souls were there with me, seeing me through, witnessing though holding space, and praying for me. I thank God for all these.

I release events, and anchor surely. I plant them into the earth tonight, as cleansing rains that filter and nourish through the grounds to supply the new growth.

To my Lord God, I thank you so very much for all you've brought me in this passing year!... so great a Vision, in your tiniest small servants. Help me be strong... and I, and the one's You've given me in the years ahead: in One Accord we shall be Healed.

*I love the added effect-- duality-notion w 'shadow' present on curtains. It all Dances.

(music) Breath of Heaven (Twin Ballet) [5:29] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b3Z-U-gkVq8

~

Well!! It's been a passionate year, in many ways! In review I see how this helped me "open" my Heart to feeling something very real, as I thank everyone. New doors start to appear, and I acknowledge Possibility for new joyous starts in life. Love heals, and activates Potentials... somehow, and somewhere.

Oh! This next "dancing" url is too crazy-perfect~~ if you've been following all the unfolding story! giosh! Love it! *snicker snicker*

(music) The Ending Scene (from My Best Friend's Wedding) [4:25] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UDVSWd-j1jI

(music) Last Dance (Patrick Swayze, Dirty Dancing) [4:28] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WpmILPAcRQo

posted January 02, 2015 06:06 PM            

quote:

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Originally posted by Randall:
And hello, baby 2015!

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Out with the old, and beginning with the new!

(music) Evangeline (Little Big Town) [4:33] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w6R_A1X_cJI

VENUS TAURUS. The Love..... present quest, new journey and mission, understand what is broken, restore. When she's happy, Truly Happy, life is bliss. She asks herself again, the Essential questions... The mirror, the high window? Glass ceiling shatterings can actually look sorta pretty... I do and can see Beauty that dwells, or is merely reflected. Fresh air.

Can she do it? ... On one hand, I truly don't know. But something edges me forward, that is God's spirit within me. It's a Dance. I have special needs. I'm older. Not excuses, just raw. All I can do is present myself, with dignity, and not sellout integrity or my worth. Step by step, layer by layer, and omg, magically in the flourishes and swirls, I hardly knew that I've been doing the dance all along. It takes a good partner to be able to show oneself your own dance and your Own Dance.

Looking from 'where I am' to Upwards. New birth, new berth. New confidence, more realized Joy.

Lord God, restore me. Restore my Life... Remove the impediments, and save what is not. Let me not feel utterly slain and useless. Help me Be what is Your Best Self, engaged and building, continuing the journey I was born and assigned to do at this time, seeing accurately the Vision, using whatever talents You have given me. I am young in ways, yet very very old.

( ) Riding Scene, The Horse Whisperer ... [6:38] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KjcUBcdERhI

(music) Breath of Heaven [5:24] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4lFgFPlKNss

(music) Higher Love (James Vincent McMorrow) [3:36] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rwHlq89W6DY

posted January 03, 2015 04:35 PM            

The Leonard Cohen song Hallelujah can be interpreted and expressed in a variety of ways by different artists. We can hear the simple original intention in a song as initially presented by the originator. And I am sooo blessed to be able to view, hear, and experience the evolution of a song, based on human social environments, all made available on youtube (what an innovative booster to world of history!~ ty God, ty youtube!!). But going on here.... The Song then, 'that art,' becomes 'its own incorporated individual,' and we have a relationship with and to it as we allow the art to impress something of itself on our soul. A work of art stands and becomes its own entity. We add ourselves to its experience.

I like the notion Leonard Cohen put forth (in a conversation he had about creativity) that created poems, songs, works of art, seem to become encompassed by force fields, and we receive whatever it is it wanted to share.

When experienced as a group we have that shared embodied experienced. With right intention, we can come to trust the Spirit that comes to impart things to us through this medium, as a result of that artistic endeavor.

Art, creativity, religion... all there to show us what's deep inside our own self, outlining with invisible palpable sensors, where the edges of our own personal private worlds are, illuminating how and what that is and can be. Music, poems, art, ~~ the Beautiful-encompassed forms that saturates all and whatever receives its touches, whether consciously or not.

Yes. We need and use Art (all inclusive) in order to fully imbibe, to feel the satiating joy and refreshing Possible, in being simply completely incorporatively, a Human Being.

posted January 04, 2015 03:50 PM            

Please don't feel like you must respond to me or I won't come to visit. No, man. I'm always writing posts in my mind, thinking on ways to say things.

And don'cha know, we have a Full Moon in emotional Cancer tonight?

I woke up with a dream I had this morning, that has unraveled so much about my past, and brought up the most-extreme fear and fears from early childhood.

Oh yeah. Had my bologna sandwich, and glass of chocolate milk, and I Be fine!

Be back later to post... 'Hood willin' and the earth don't shake too bad! (arh gah!)

Meanwhile....

posted January 05, 2015 10:34 PM            

OH! And I 'checked the Mayo'! Today's transiting south node conjuncts that exact degree! Natal Mayo 4960 at 14.15' Aries, in my 4th. So makes sense that I would default to using my Miracle-Whip dressing, actually, to deal with the palatability of some of the more rudimentary parts of my psychological natchos.

Used to fry bologna a long time ago with my eggs in the morning.... but it's just too greasy for me now. Ack with this getting older stuff right now! But very yummy memories, none the less.

yay mustahhhhd.

You bumped this post and the message when to my email. So I very quickly glanced at your comment earlier today, and you cracked me up, Randall! I was on a break from studying right then, and I had my astro account open. I couldn't resist "playing" the asteroids ~~ so that was fun! Thank you.

I have had such a blessed day of learning astrology, and am having super-revelations about my life, my chart, and the preciousness of the absolutely beautiful people that surround my internet life right now, through LL.

My 4-foot steely doors, turned into 4-foot see-through Bullet-Proof walls instead. With the feedback provided, and through watching the astrology, I realize just how strong the McLuhan-Effect is on social media, as they perfect our electronic experiences now with their special intelligences.

I started to See some safer lights, and trusted same... Keep applying myself as much as I can, fail or win.

The feeling I have is so full, and wide, and more grounded with Possibility than I've "possessed" (2nd house *grin*) before. I have Chiron Aqua 5+ (trine Sun GE and Hygeia LIB). I've especially focused on learning more about my Venus Taurus, the Venus Opposition Saturn in my chart {ty Veerle!}

SO! When the 'hood is okay enough for me to work, I can be productive, and study. It makes a HUGE difference. And all the little tiny steps I've been taking towards learning astrology, and leaning in with spiritual directions, is beginning to come to some fruition. Location,location,location... The 'environment' is basic. Like the first astrology book I picked up said, you have to have your 'place' established and set up, and to apply yourself there. I have the inner drive to do it, and I work hard at overcoming other things I strive to master.

The youtubes are like a rich garden to me right now, lots and lots of lectures to be exposed to. ...And now I'll be able to ask good questions over in other LL forums, because I'll understand the material at a depth I want. There are different kinds of Learners-- I'm a grok-er. If it's not grok'ed, it don't stick. Once it sticks it's awesome!

I felt like I was in "astrology school" today. Feels wonderful. Following my hunches, the leadings of asteroids...

I think I may have captured enough side-notes and drawing little diagrams about my process today. If I knew how to do graphics, I could animate my thought-forms... hehheh. Even the dreams I've had. I used to use dreams to create short-stories, but now, there's even ways to re-create dreams you have, symbols and visions you see, straight onto an animated software... So much to think about doing.

Some of the video interviews with Alice O. Howell are so meaningful to me. I get it~ jawdropping wonderful.

These "Dancing" theme posts I've done, is not just about my own dance, the dance of getting to know myself; but I've been communication a message that belongs to the Collective imagination as well.

I have soooo much I want to say, such depths, such growing. I have things to say about astrology and personal growing. I Be that example. I really am and was a heavenly experiment, ongoing......

I am soooooooooo grateful. And I feel elegant. And good. And finally, more myself than ever before. I LOVE all the people who have added soooooo much into my life. It's like moving out, into a new place in hopefulness. I'm summoning up my courage. Exploring interests, and wanting to find my particular niche in the world of spirituality, arts, and astrology. {ty to the creative spirit of LindaG} tytytytytytyty

(clip) There's No Place Like Home (ending scene, Wizard of Oz) [2:23] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BZSb0JCWcXk

posted January 06, 2015 09:25 PM            

Felt so good to sink my teeth into some solid study yesterday.

Did you know that asteroid Haumea 136108 was also known as the "Santa Claus" asteroid? Mine is in LEO, conjunct Pluto-p.o.fortune

I realized how much I miss being able to dig-down like that. Yes! it was so liberating...

But then, I noticed how much my masculine-energy began to want to dominate everything, without real regard for 'feelings.' The quality was different. Yes, in one way it felt good to feel that I was "accomplishing something"...

It took "Christmas," evoking that Christmas Spirit through songs, to bring me back to my Heart...

Today is the Feast of Epiphany. A Holy Day! More than other holidays, this one makes being an astrologer extra significant. Stirs the depths inside me. What a profound privilege!

Wishing everyone wonderful epiphanies!
Christmas IS in the Heart!

(music) The Star of the East (Judy Garland, 1941) [3:12] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YJVkXLA2HFs

posted January 07, 2015 02:51 PM            

During the "mean" time, I'm happy, I'm flowing, and I'm Thinking Up. Christmas! Hurray!