posted March 20, 2015 05:05 PM            

(music) Let it Be (The Beatles, lyrics) [3:59] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0714IbwC3HA

(music) The Crucifixion (Sarah Champion, comp. Samuel Barber, Hermit Cycle Songs) [2:15] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AlxuB3HfAnI
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Final moments and seconds of Sun in Pisces right now!!---

Happy Equinox! Happy New Astrological year!

posted March 25, 2015 11:28 PM            

[this post was longer, I edited]

Met people. Astrology is a real conversation starter.

posted March 27, 2015 03:31 PM            

My Venus in Vedic is Aries! O gosh, what a **** ! Okay yes! During that Venus walk, I went to all those Venus venues~~ One thing I have to say about my Venus? She's a High Class Call-Girl, a least.

The one thing my Venus has deprived herself of is Love. Thought of every single reason why NOT to. This morning when I woke up, I realized how my self-made prison has been lined with all the reasons "I can't" do something, including some impediments I have.

Then I started to realize how some impediments can be worked around or helped to be supported so that it 'works' for me. And I began to know how much I really CAN do, and HAVE done. Laughing more than crying today. Yes I have Saturn OPP Venus in my chart, western. My little Venus has been under some deprivations (which build character). But it's time now for her to be able to 'express' herself, and begin to enjoy her life, and have all the love she ever wanted for a Lifetime of being surrounded by all the friends, all the opportunities, all the money she'd like the opportunity to partner and make together. Definitely not impossible.

So! Venus getting ready to jump into action here. Adventure, into a daring new life. I feel sooo much Beautiful support. "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid."

I was afraid, because I thought I had to do it ALL myself. There are things yes of course. But it's insane for me not to accept~~ not to accept that phenomenal partnership or at least beautiful-Friendship. Of course you've always been the one. I just had to make sure 'within myself' that it was real, that it was there, and that it was mine for the saying of it.

So! My ritz-y walk the day before last took me to all sorts of Entertainment and High Brow Business venues. I am a people magnet. They flock to me, and accept me. (Bad-haircut and all!) They were uplifted by my presence, they felt better about learning the astrology behind their life and circumstances.

The best thing that happened was when both the Fine Arts Gallery women told me that I should consider going into Astrology as a business. (I hadn't said ONE word about my personal struggles, or quandaries.) It was soooo surreal!

I want to study more indepth so I can be as accurate as I can be!!

I need to acquire the phone, the computer, the software I need to do this all with.

There were a few things recently I went to respond to, and realized that the issue is my not completely understanding how to 'do' a facebook, a yt, a google+. I had tried to sign into a chat about a week ago that ended in disaster!! and sooooo much frustration with it. I couldn't even get a hold of someone on their service line in order to undo what I must have done wrong! o sheesh. That's why I need the right equipment, and the correct mentor-guide to help me get onto everything I need with some expertise behind it. (Help there?)

First awakening on that was when I looked into sending articles to be published, and I would be required to submit this via an MS-Word attachment, and using email.

This (my rm's computer) doesn't have any software for writing. I a really feel a block in me to use HIS computer. I want my own hard drive for that. (And I want to learn deeper about security online, and servers.)

So.... right now my Venus (Taurus in western, Aries in Vedic) is about to reach the arc-minutes exactly (12.37'52"TAU western), with Moon in Cancer making sextile to my Venus-conjunct-Venus. And ooo no, there I go wanting to delineate everything again!! OH, I'm an astrology fanatic!! Have an over-active astro-mind!!!

But I do wish every one Love and Beauty right now. May ALL our dreams and wishes be a "Yes," with an "Amen" to it. May God bring Blessings that add no sorrow to it. We are living in the Best and Strangest times-- and I hope we all won't be strangers too much longer. So much of Life ahead of us.

Every Day is a Holy-Day, when you've built your Life and offer it upon the altar of Love. Love for God, Heart for Humanity. "The Building-up of one another" in service of a world-community devoted to make people's lives better here on earth.

...And for my Venus today, a more personal love is opening up in this equation.

posted March 27, 2015 06:27 PM            

Astrology is definitely a door-opener, and it has been, especially for me. It gave me my life back. And now, it also the key to my future and success. I can help people in an instant-moment-- through the astrology I've absorbed when I share it with strangers, and its deepened my understanding about self and human relationships.

This has opened my mind, and now also, my own personal cell. The key-locks are turning~~ (song, Be Ye GLAD...).

I feel that if I can get an even-deeper understanding into astrology and the way the cosmos works, I'll be able to add so much more to conversations about this. If I broaden my knowledge of astrology further than it is now, I'll have a more solid surface to stand on. With this understanding (coupled with my intuition, ALWAYS), I'll be able to relate to little groups of people~~ teach them the intros, or even for sheer fun & entertainment value~~ oh yeah, suppressed comedian here, but always with the wish to leave people feeling better about themselves, or their lives, in some small way)

... gotta learn a weeeee bit more 'how to communicate more effectively' {HEY, a Vedic Mars Gemini!!} ... Would like to learn how to teach very-simple astrology to others.

When 'in the thick of it,' when I can get heart-to-heart with another person, usually it seems that those kinds of interference problems instantly vanish. On all kinds of perspectives, I can relate to so many kinds of people, from every layer of society. Life has brought me to these places, inwardly and outwardly.

No matter what, feeding my Astrology interest definitely profits me. .

Of course I do have my Grander Jupiterian visions-- to help make this planet a more livable, and a more socially-survivable place. Astrology can help do that too-- I think we can solve some problems, make suggestions that 'could' work! At least? I want to have fun trying to do so!!

If knowing Astrology can help people to understand other people and Peoples, then we, as Astrologers, are making a Universal Bridge and meeting needs right now, that could help bring a more-lasting Peace on this planet.

I'd like to see astrology become more ethical, so that we don't tarnish the good that is there through just wanting to make a fast-buck on some kind of unsuspecting person.

Whether it's used for entertainment or individual guidance, I feel strongly that we need people to be taught 'correctly' on how to use this tool. It's important that personal 'ethics' are also in proper alignment. You have to be moral.

Not to be a prude here, but if we give people the correct information from the first contacts, then we are giving them VERY valuable tools for living their lives better--- and isn't that what we should be doing? No short-cuts. Give them the correct way to do it, and some samplers. You won't lose business, because that client also has their own connections. You'll gain respect, and the prize of a good reputation--- and that is better than anything for-the-moment pocket-a-buck and run. It's "good business" practices.

I've known and strive to follow that honesty is always best-policy-- with companies I worked for, employed or just low-level consultant. You can rise up very High when you take the time to invest and establish that trust with them. They 'know' who you are-- and remember it for a really long time. In the past I never had a problem finding work-- it found me!, and tried to keep me occupied with as many projects as they could create, so that none of the 'other' like-businesses in the town could snatch me away.

I told you that this was all in the banking industry days. While I think about it now, I am quite humbled. These had trusted me with their very reputations at stake. I like to protect other's reputations (definitely in my chart). Your reputation will find you out, and people will know who to believe or not believe in the longest run. Laughing at myself here-- yes I'm very conservative. But this MC Librarian is taking off her glasses and letting her hair down. (My MC is Libra, Venus-ruled)

From the life-message of global communications with the world-class excellency of the music of Michael Jackson,
to the spiritual sweet delicacies and heart-to-God devotions of the songs of Yogananda,
to the deepest messages from films arts and actors (example, the lessons gleaned from Maria's monastic life and her loves) ---

We can say that it's ALL about Life as-it-is, and Life as-it-can be, and about Loving People, simply or complexly.

Song time!! Music is a communicator... creates Atmospheres

(music) Black Or White, Beat It, etc (Michael Jackson, w/Flash, Live 30th Anniv) [11:30] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZaGO3aCe-9o

(music) My Eyes Were Made To See Thy Beauty Everywhere (Yogananda's quote set to song) [3:18] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sZhhmOwK7Tk

(music) Maria (nuns, Sound of Music) [1:45] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s-VRyQprlu8

(music) Climb Every Mountain (The Sound of Music) [2:09] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EoCPuhhE6dw

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t Venus conjuncts Venus! Yay...

I want to pray:
... Thank you, God! Thank you, to the Spirit and Universal forces of Good, of Beauty--, of Prosperity, of The Arts, and of Higher Love and personal earthly love. I devote myself to the inner works and worlds you've created for me to enjoy IN this Lifetime.

On the most-personal note of all notes, during this Lenten Time, coming up on Palm Sunday and Easter Week, and the anniversary of my Conversion Experience, April 13, 1987, during the weeks of eclipses to the place of present-coming eclipse DURING the same-exact Feast Period. I thank you Jesus {my Light, my Guru, my Savior}... "Venus & Jesus"... The Bright and The Morning Star, the glory of the Light that I see in the Nights even through my darkest hours... True Beauty, oh yes and greatest-truest Fine elegance, Forever! Many times I feel inwardly so fortune, like Mary The Magdalene... To Whom much if Forgiven, so much more profound is the Gratitude and depths of Heart.

With a True-Heart of Thanksgiving, I know that Jesus loves astrologers... because HE loves ME!

(music) Shout to the Lord (Hillsong, Passion-Week, Easter-Week) [4:07] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Afn-tH5dV8E

posted March 27, 2015 08:54 PM            

And I thank every one who has given me 'this freedom' here, to richly enjoy... I seek to be equally yoked with others who also treasure this freedom, to share.

Truly, we ARE the same under the skin, beneath these skies....

We need to practice all types of tolerances, and to seek to have an 'inclusive' attitude ~ We also need to keep everyone all around to be able to BE free in the application of this... (There is a place and need for warriors of Peace).

So many people can have that inner-gift of freedom for themselves. It happens as they diligently Seek to know, TRULY DEEPLY KNOW, what their own truth really is. To have the freedom to do this inner-questing, in their own timing, and in the only way that this Loving Universal God can lead them towards.

... Yes there are places for learning about the different dogmas, and the varieties of religious practices that is out there to be had...(for those who would want to pursue it). We need all the preachers, teachers, and philosophers! We really do!

Doesn't matter WHERE you've started your journey down that yellow-brick-road. What matters are the companions you gather, your Will to Do, and your Heart to want to believe in Something. I know from Direct personal experience, that That "Something" will draw you to itself constantly.

I have the inner conviction because of Direct experience. If it happened for this one here, I trust completely that Spirit can do the what connection there is for you, (gently, IF you're aware of wanting that for your own self). ... It's The Spirit that Gives the prompt to begin a Search for something that's more than who you are, that is outside your own self, and own self-living.

Like I've said, even God-Himself had to 'knock me out' (happened in my sleep!! ) in order to get that 'connection' going on the INSIDE of me.

I had been in and out of religions and philosophies-- and I'm still curious about these, and the roots of cultures. When the 'connect' switch went ON inside of me, THEN, everything-else I had EVUH studied-- about spiritual power, mysteries ALL came together as one unit, for me. It was 'just too easy'-- .... but what a wonderful journey UP to that point.

It took a while of development afterwards. I really didn't 'consciously' know what had just happened to me then, until MUCH much later (years!).

And maybe I'll share the testimony OF that lucid dream experience once again, closer to the time of its anniversary ~~~ (or even not. Will depend on how Spirit moves me, {and the 'hood stay good! wahhh sheesh sometimes, but still sooo much-better than it once was} during that time.

It's soooo creepy-spooky right now, how these eclipses are lining up WITH the anniversary of my personal-spiritual event, during this April 2015, from all the way back to April 1987. Indeed, so profound! How Simple and Complex this Universal Force is... Truly, WE are Loved.)

Here's the "Be Ye GLAD song" I mentioned in post above. My EXACT-EXACT exactness of Venus Conjunct Venus is almost to next arc-minute now. I'm sure glad that some of those planets travel a bit slower...

I've spent my Venus-Degree of 12+ HERE. Writing, encouraging, thinking of songs for you, being so Glad for the Internet, astrology, and my Beautiful Lindaland connections!!

Linda's birthday is coming up soon~~ around the Jupiter Leo's station Direct, I think. (I'll have to check it to make sure!) Linda loved tolerance, too.

At the end of the following musical vid is a man who prays out loud the 150th PSALM.

Psalm 150 was the finale of David's (et al, all the writers of) collection of Poetry Hymns and Songs. It is international. Instruments and Dancers! These need no translators.... The movement to sounds and sounds are a 'felt' Language, especially among People who seek Common Higher Ideals.

The psalmist calls upon all the musical instruments used during that historical time period~~ trumpets, timbrels, harps, the dancers, organs, crashing cymbals! ... All Praise for ALL of Heaven from Earth. And certainly, for many here, WE are the Instruments of Goodwill, in the body, and on this earth.

Love ... to those of ALL faiths and beliefs. AND to all who live with ideals of higher "moral" persuasion. Like I've said before~~ I've met so-called 'heathens' who live a more Christ-like life than the ones who profess his name...

I'm glad to serve side by side

posted March 28, 2015 01:30 PM            

I like media, and the arts, and entertainment. However, something in me just 'disagrees' that one can become 'Expert' at astrology by merely taking a few courses. ahhhhhhhh!!!

I want to learn astrology at MUCH deeper levels than that. I personally ethically do not feel that a person can call themselves "an expert" with only such a shallow approach. I mean, I NEED to learn the more-surface overall grasp of the shallow-stuff, but for me??? becoming and "expert" means you REALLY REALLY deep-down KNOW your craft with an absoluteness, and everything that implies!

oh gosh! I'm back to not-knowing which way to choose!!!! I really love that first direction, but there is such a (gentle) message telling me "NO, don't do it!" attached to it. Like, it will not be what I'm really looking for!

posted March 28, 2015 01:59 PM            

I want to be so smack-on direct in my targeting with how I'm supposed to handle this curve, this last hurrah of my future life. Make or break time. I want to hear God say to me, Well done, my good and faithful servant. If it's unclear to me, then I must not make any move without KNOWING absolutely. Nothing less, for me. I MUST know for sure.

God! Let this Pathway be clean. Nothing can ever come-short or be in the way of what God wants and has, for me.

Lord, it's in Your Hands, always.... (scripture) 'I am your workmanship', oh God. Please finish what You have started with me. I believe You are able to provide the Right Direction for my life. Please guide me and everyone around into their Life's ultra-proper positions.

There IS an answer to all this-- sometimes just have to wait and see the WHOLE act! Hidden things can come forth, to be made real at its proper timing.

posted March 30, 2015 07:10 PM            

You know what? I don't think I've ever felt so solid in my entire life. I'm a gemmy, naturally buoyant and expressive, so I get permission to have a wider berth! I've got Angel Bumper-pads in my Bowling-Alley lanes! LOL

I was going full-force when I posted here at LL yesterday... Had to break through the 'kryptonite' factor here... all the vibeys~~ *grin*

I've been feeling really super YUK today as a result (though still chipper) from HUGE-HUGE party that was thrown over the weekend, and the continuation with heavy equipment being used nearby today. Sensitizes me to the most-subtle of earth-shakings for a couple days afterwards.... so zizzzzzz

I had been trying to connect to medical places to find a doctor for checkup, and wound up calling someone I had met who does massage to see if he had any referrals. I had had the ONE session with him after my fall (and the subsequent freezing up of my neck and back muscles, which is doing much better now).

So anyways.... He just called me back, and invited me to just go hang out with him 'as friends' (not a massage). He resembles Howard Stern, a LOT. (I like Howard Stern, btw.)

So.... breaking news! I'm ACTUALLY accepting his offer to go out tonight with him (when I'd rather just stay home)! like~ omg!!!!! I feel like crrrappp, but if there's anyone who will understand that? it would be him.

My skull feels like it's on too tight right now~~ brain-matter!! *grin*
(headache?-- yep, noticing t Mercury is HEADing for my IC... it's in water still, but in degree-range enough that I feel it already (I guess). In the past when Mercury or Mars hits my Aries IC, I notice this sort of thing happening. I don't 'count' on it happening. I just adopt an almost-skeptical let's see attitude.

That Aries IC of mine has asteroids associated with doctors-healers, sound, asteroids Chaos!! and Wild!! (Yes, those are the names of asteroids.) My Cancer Mars is square my IC. He called while Mercury is still in that 29 Pisces degree {recent eclipse degree!!}... and Mars at 29 Aries. There's a Part Of Fortune I've read in association with my chart that says Violence there?... I DON'T have knowledge of Arabic Parts enough to judge it. I pray my Guardian Angels prevent any chance of that, or of any accidents along the way. *Please energetically and your amen-agree*

t Venus is over my Venus and OPPOSING natal Saturn exactly within hours. .... I just really want to thank God for opportunities to heal my life, especially all things of the past.

I recall that he's an Aquarius, and I had done his chart about a year ago. I remember (I think?) he has a Cancer Rising and MARS smack-dab ON the ascendant... Maybe I'm not remembering things right, but I felt shocked when I first saw his chart with watery-Mars on Asc. ~~ I'll have to try to find it, but I probably won't get time to. I've gotta go eat something right now, then he'll be here to pick me up.

What am I doing????? ahhhhhh. Being Brave, that's what! Conquering my fears. If I can do this, then it will be a boost to me that I can do other things I want, too. Will answer many questions I've had for me.

posted April 01, 2015 08:23 PM            

I got a call from my internet-tv-phone provider while I was finishing the above-post....

In that post, you'll see that I'd mentioned the "high-hissing" in the air?? well-yeppers! My Brain's got Talent!.... I "hear" wifi. The sales-rep on the phone told me *they* had just boosted our signal the other day.... and would we like to buy-in to higher-speed internet?

VALIDATION!!!!! poingk!!!!

I can't wait for Science to get a little further on with all of this technology, because it's TRULY a boon to my life, and I LOVE it, and!, at the SAME TIME, I want to mention here in this post that there are people with sensitivities like myself, who NEED for them to find the right filtering, or buffering WITHIN the intense 'thickness' I feel-hear-sense with my own body.

The reason I mention it right now? .... It's that when I've done other posts on this problem before, the problem started to mitigate itself. So my guess is that the geeks look for internet-leads from posts, like this one.

I realize that our posts here at LL are read by scientific persons as well, who are interested in having feedback. So here's your newest feedback folks: You ramped up our wifi here, and I noticed it! Ha!...
*LOL* I am very happy to participate...

AND, on top of everything else, when there has been extra-sunspot activity, my senses picked up on that. (Found out AFTER I knew anything about it).

The earth responds to these bursts from Our Sun, with tiny-shakings that is sooooo delicate-fine. (oy? me lucky? .... YES, I solidly definitely feel that I am.)

I'm adjusting emotionally now WITH this discovery I've made over the past months. It's like being 'the sound-canary' here, down in those old coal mines ~ (the pluto-places of our earth).

(Sometimes my sense of smell for gas-leaks also gets intensified, AS I proved that fact back in Nov 2000, where I was living a long time ago. I was alert to it BEFORE the machines had enough to pick up on it. I'm still astounded at that event, for me. Took the neighbors a couple days before they started to smell it too.)

I grew very accustomed to the volumes-amplitudes that the wifi-providers had set for us. When they found out that I was a sensitive to it, they fixed it for me to become more comfortable. I was soooo grateful! They know a few of us 'hear it' and this can be adjusted.

Felt sad that this 'interference' was now an irrevocable modern-age technology boon, with unintended consequences in the health-fields.

I'd say (from my own experience) there are probably emotional repercussions too, when the correlation hasn't been realized.

And also, with that statement I just made~~ I have compassion for those who suffer mental illnesses... I wonder how much of a correlation they've made with people who have no ability to 'speak' of it for themselves.... I'm sure that everything they say gets filtered through the lens of 'pathology.' (With total disregard for effects before, discoveries are JUST now being made to the effects of changes in our environments, and I wonder how much of these bizarre behavior-reactions we've been witnessing can be 'corresponded' to Sound-Pollution-- whether made by humans, or radiological events like sunspots. Just a thought!)

How about all the physical complaints that can't be proven (as yet for the lack of research and understanding), WITH the corresponding relationship-frustrations and furors that result can lead to abuses. This would occur on both sides or all sides of whatever the caregiver/taker quotient incorporates.

So what's the answer?.... Usually a bad one, when the Elderly are involved, or our Children and Teens... We are even uncertain about the effects of medications that have been administered to these. (They've been increased in potencies, and STILL 'not working'?... possible signs to discontinue this, if you base on 'evidence'??)

Meds can COMPLICATE things that are going on, especially now with geriatrics. All that acting-out, for nothing more than drug-reactions! *bheart* ... It's a way that Elders (and children, and the mentally-disabled) become victims and sorely abused-- emotionally, psychologically, mentally, AS WELL as physically harmed. It's "all" connected! *bheart*

I believe that unknown side-reactions to ultra-silent sound waves may ALSO correlate to our BREATHING pathways (trachea, lungs, diaphragm)~~ (I've posted about this before, in several places.)

There has been an increase in Asthmatic airway responses in children, and more adults these days, and this is something to take note of. I had come across research (while listening to yt's!!) ~~ and the scientists were 'showing it!!' and actually making demonstrations of the stiffening effects of sounds-to-water, but they didn't "realize" 'what' they had just-said. You can affect the parasympathetic nervous system, through sounds (they have experimented with this in tools for warfare).

Studying the human effects of wifi or EMP emissions is definitely something to be looked into.... although this discovery may be a bit too late, as it effects sooooo many in our populations that it would overwhelm the system involved in its study. It's like Pollution... We can try to fix it, but now there is there is also the need to begin to learn how to 'adjust' also.

Noticing the wifi.....

Happened for me around the first Thanksgiving-Fall Season, Christmas (I'd have to fact-check here) involving the very first "Uranus-Pluto Square" of our time period.

Wifi was introduced into our neighborhood at that time as an 'option'~~ people could pay to have it brought into their home to use this.

About maybe two years ago(?), these Providers (with the local govt involvements) decided to make it 'mandatory' that there would be wifi in ALL our home-places (in this locale); however, you 'personally' wouldn't be able to USE it for your OWN purposes, unless you paid for it. ... So, it's there, in the Air!~~

I was SOOOOO relieved to get that sales-call today. My body's been through so much stress!~ oy. I must concentrate on breathing-in an 'acceptance' of this new level of wifi...... AND!! Now that the company has been informed, they need to work on THEIR parts too. They need to help those of us who can hear it, adjust to it, by applying whatever 'filters' they can to ease into the processes of this (exciting) new technology. It's all processing now. Innovate, then process. Innovate, then process it. Technology and Humans... Gotta stay BALANCED.

The phone call was from a sales-rep who is an Aquarius!, and her 'possibly getting more-serious' beaux is a Gemmy! ~~ (yay gemmies). Getting ready to take things a notch higher... I was able to whip out my ephemeris, and tell her some dates around their next birthdays where they may be feeling the effects of things. (It was bold for me! I'm practicing to overcome being too shy to share some things from the astrology. But cool is that I could actually do this.) She thanked me so much, and said she found this information to be relevant and helpful.