posted November 14, 2015 02:07 PM            

Friday, November 13, 2015 at 9:30 p.m. in Paris, France, there was a vicious planned and coordinated attack at the Bataclan Concert Theatre and nearby outdoor cafes and restaurants from that "bully" called, ISIL. At least 125 people lost their lives... This is a "THAT'S IT" moment. They crossed a final red line.

I don't want even WANT to call them ISIS, because that's the name of a Sacred Egyptian "goddess" ...

Mark Andrew Holmes 42 Isis http://markandrewholmes.com/isis.html

MY Placements ...
42 Isis-rx 0.22'04" Scorpio, e.o. H10-Libra
on cusp of H11 0.42'19" SCORPIO

My 30 Urania-Ambrosia 23+ Libra (sn of discovery 42 Isis)
My Neptune-rx 25.50 Libra H10 ... cj Isis

42 Isis-- "to unify, reunify, recombine, reconstruct, reconcile, make peace, put together, or hold together, or attempt to do so; to SYNTHESIZE, MELD, or blend; 'to put two-and-two together'; to be Strong; females as strong, assertive or aggressive. m.a.h."

My 1923 OSIRIS-rx 16.56'45" SCORPIO H11
conjunct SATURN-rx 16.22'17" Scorpio H11
NewMoon Scorpio on 11/11 was 19 Scorpio
ON my 9 Metis and SOULIE.

t-Mars 0 Libra was conjunct t SOULIE in transits chart.

I could delineate many AMAZING ASTEROIDS in what I saw happen in the chart of the Bacalan Attack(Paris), in the chart of FRANCE, AND!!!!! in the chart of the U.S.A.

U.S.A. Chart Sagittarius Rising 12.21'16" is having its JUNO return right now. Juno 20+ Libra H10. She's been "looking" to get married!!
Juno 20+ Libra H10 Trine Mars 21+ Gemini H7, trine Camelot 18+ Aquarius H2capr.
T-Saturn Sagittarius was ON her 133226 SOULIE, and her Hidalgo and Terpsichore is 7+ SAGITTARIUS.

Humorously: Stop fingers!!! Stop fingers!!! *Oh how I WANT to go into ALLLL that I 'see'!!!
{too much sonic distraction in my environment today... yuk!!}

BOTTOM-LINE news is that the group "ISIL" is now about to meet the WRATH (asteroid Alekto) of the World from its 'assault' on LOVE-itself & the Pleasures of Life.... The things that make Life tolerable or Productive!! Recreation, and RE-Creation.

Paris is a symbol of our Beautiful vulnerable feminine energy... Her Heart (and Our Heart) has been BROKEN into pieces now....

In the story of The Goddess Isis, "OSIRIS was torn to pieces by his brother Set, and ISIS put him back together and brought him back to Life! {m.a.h.}"

Anything that shredded our Beautiful VENUS Taurus or VENUS LIBRA is about to meet The Protective Male energy in this world... This is NOT going to let *them* get away with them hurting the feminine.

OMG... In my opinion, The Charts are like "perfection" for 'this' to have happened. PERFECTION!!!!! They couldn't have 'planned' this better... The Universe KNOWS what she's doing!

ISIL will dudu its cowardly pants now that it has solidified and united all its enemies across the World.

Through the Power of LOVE and Love in Action (t Mars Libra is signature of the Military General), it will be extinguished.

USA Chart 42 Isis-rx is 26.55'13" Sagittarius near the Galactic Center, and CONJUNCT asteroid 10683 Carter-rx 26.56'45". ... *Heart*

Perfect Love CASTS OUT Fear.... *Love is the Answer*

They came to reduce our feeling of security and safety, and cause FEAR and Chaos, and Mayhem..... heh---They have chosen the 'Perfect" astro-timing....

A United LOVE will defeat this darkness... and bring the Light of Compassion and LOVE. {{prayers}} We DECLARE it.

LOVE is not Weak...
It is POWERFUL, 'to the pulling-down of the Strongholds' of Fear and Death.

song-break.... In HEART-BROKENness for the Losses, Requiem.... and Phoenix-HOPE. You are NOT Alone, Daughter of Love ParisFRANCE.

(music) E'en So, Lord-CHRIST {LOVE & LIGHT}, Quickly Come (Kansas City Chorale) [2:57] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PCut48BRwEs

Isis Discovery Chart.... ummmm yes! BML is Libra 00.07 conjunct Mars 3.40' Libra opp Jupiter Aries 2.48'.
(She's about to have her Mars-Return!).
Has South Node at 23Libra44rx... t-Juno ...and USA Juno....
*Stop it!! Stop Delineating... chews knuckle... arrrgh LOL*

Isis Discovery Natal Chart
May 23,1856 NS, Fri
11:00pm UT+0:00
Oxford, UK 51n46, 001w15'
Geocentric, trop, 0aries, true node
(ref. darkstarastrology)

posted November 14, 2015 11:44 PM            

If you were truly free, what would your life look like? (M.K.)

I would be financially established where I had my basic needs met, no worries. Some nice basic clothes (and electronics), and a travel bag to explore places and people.

I'd meet with people and see if could help enhance and share in their creative projects. Roll my sleeves up and dig in. (Creative arts; which includes astrology ~or not)

I would connect with people, strangers or known, on a level that heals them, inspires them.

Grow close to a group of people, who enjoy being with each other, sharing and supporting each other. Have spiritual ideals. Be fun, do fun projects with the community at large.

I personally want to learn astrology and complete certification.

When I established somewhere, I would get involved in community theatre, and/or choir or small vocal ensemble. (voice, acting lessons)

Another wish I would have is for a warm home, and hang out with someone who is a BFF, even an intimate partner. Someone to just 'be' together, intense or deep talking, philosophizing, experiencing music together, be playful outrageous~weird creative imaginative, watch TV/Movies and discuss... or even just sit-there and not say a word. Must appreciate wit and a dry sense of humor (sometimes almost gallows). I argue out-loud with the politicians on the TV set. Intelligent, emotionally close, (yet not clingy ~ respects need for some alone-time) likes 'home'.

(music) Leather n Lace (Stevie Nicks, Don Henley) [4:01] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lEYUXnPeFsM

(music) Make Our Garden Grow (from Leonard Berntein's Candide; Groves, Chenoweth, LuPone, Allen, Blumenkrantz, LaManna) [4:36] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nlVD-jrq_Yk

I don't know if I really answered my question... I will continue to take other questions and try to hone details.

posted November 16, 2015 12:55 PM            

I just WON a Free Astrological Reading from a "professional" astrologer I've been following for a while now!!! ~~~

I'd tried to sign up for her newsletter before, and wasn't 'receiving' any of the reports. So, I RE-applied for her newsletter, and WOW~~

I "won" a reading with her in the EXACT Symbolic 'TANGIBLE' Time that I needed to be able to "ask" an astrologer in-the-flesh for some ACTUAL advice regarding DIRECTIONs to take right now.

She's a GEMINI!!! And a Teacher too, does classes.

Y'all know I've been wanting to work at getting my Certification? I'm serious.

I've felt too inhibited at forming 'my own business' UNTIL and ~~UNLESS I'm properly-trained. It's okay for other-people to enter into spiritual/astrology type practices based on their own Confidence levels.... But I need the testing-proof, for myself, and some GOOD mentoring before I'd EVER really-actually go into it. I want to WAY~demonstrate the ability to use Astrology proficiently and accurately before 'putting myself out there' and taking anyone's money for doing it.

And I'm not "married" to the idea of having a business of my own... Just wanted to set that straight. My first priority there would be to feel competent and achieve something tangible, while I Dream Spiritual.

I feel something very strong in the Spiritual... Not just airy-fairy. Y'all know I LOVE to take what I 'feel' in the air, and BRING IT DOWN to earth in the Best ways I know how.

I'm a people-magnet-- They KNOW I Care and they trust me. I myself (in my own intellectual mind) want to be Worthy OF that trust by my Intellectually knowing that I am 'correct'--- heh, Virgo Moon talking here? LOL

But I want to be absolutely sure that I KNOW what I'm doing.

One of the appointment times she offered me in my notification email was the day Neptune stations Direct. .... tMars will be on my MC into my 10th Libra, where tVenus will be on one of my Astrology-asteroids.

Anyway.... I WANT to do some postings today, and the ~Vibeys are REALLY REALLY crazy in my atmosphere. I'm not sure 'where' it's coming from locality-wise.

I know the 'refrigerator' defrost-cycle is on INTENSITY mode today-- on its extra-excrutiation cycle of *gnarlllll, gnnarrllll, gnnnarllll*

(Also having Mars square Mars... which IS a 'sound-sensitivity' spot for me... both of those, ON and square my MC).

*omg, I'm telling you, it's shivering here...*
dern those downbeat-plunky woofers!!!, combining with overhead jet-sonic-wakes from nearby take-offs of busy international airport--- they 'climb' and 'descend' RIGHT OVER my apartment building sometimes, and the to right and left of the building EVERY day, and during the night.

Nobody lives in physical-REALITY more than me here, folks!! ~~~ laughing, but not kidding???

All I know is that *somebody* is shaking my concrete slab up so much I feel I could almost sound like this right now (I'm ALMOST not joking)~~~

(clip) M&M "Fans" Commercial [0:16] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ja3_Nr24CII

Anyways, and anyways!

I THANK The Universe for Being soooo Loving and Responsive to me. It has TANGIBLY given me 'an astrologer' ~~~ woooot woooooooot.

Thankyou to Dorothy Morgan, The NH Astrologer.

She's giving away more readings too, for anyone out there who needs one (but can't quite afford it). I remember hearing stories about Isabel Hickey... who gave away readings as a 'token' of thanks to the Universe.

TODAY, I am sooooooo extra-expansively~grateful...

Universe??? YOU Are So Beautiful to ME. ~~ tytytytyty

posted November 16, 2015 04:56 PM            

Emotional personal-decision days...

So in a way, this is a PM going out to readers who have asked me some questions...

I LIKE the feeling here at LL-- that I can reach out and Make A Difference in this World. There is so much to say, and do.

I also consider myself a Worker Called By God to help bring an even stronger Bright-Awareness in and to the Collective.

I come alongside the Leaders, and Workers, and help them see themselves better. We have to be on one-chord, that 'captures' the Harmony that's possible for the world. Doesn't matter if it sounds discordant to some. There are chromatic-shades tones lights meanings, all blended together that has an ability to enthrall the Soul. I act as am a Blender and a Clarifier. I want to Heal, and Inspire such INTENSITY of Love.

I help people to Excel at their work, bringing them (individuals and groups) even further into their Focus and Clarity. My personal name means Light-- I Gather in the Light, I Unify, bring Cooperation, and ENHANCE ability to Do Good, to an even more widespread reaches. I make Love to God. And God responds to me. And our unity and Our Unity goes deep and deeper, and Lights are more defined.

One of the reasons I am here is to Focus and Enhance the Collective. Just by being me. I help people fall more in-love with their own Light INSIDE of them. My life has helped people to find their true callings and they steer into that way (without my doing anything else than me being me).

Some people are right... I am not aware of what I'm doing, or 'how' I'm doing it. I just keep doing/writing what I feel inside, or that God calls to my attention to do.

Maybe it's awkward or sloppy sometimes? But what I DO KNOW is that I have a ferocious Love for God that is impossible to lose. (He calls me back if I stray too far.)
... I 'sold out' decades ago. I've found that no matter what I do, where I go, GOD is inside me, and with me. ... I had a person once tell me that I have a 'special presence'. I carry a Gift that God sovereignly gave me of carrying (and giving to others, whether they are consciously aware or not) His Special Presence here on the earth. That *Presence* or anointing comes and goes, waxes and wanes.
... I can feel really ineligible, but it's GOD who Chose that for me. I am a plain vessel, that HE FILLS and over-fills at His Times and Biddings.

With many other Loving Beings here on Earth now, I am one of those who are called to help Birth a Higher Consciousness into the normal awareness here on earth.

So much LOVE.... and so much to be thankful for. There are soooo many Beautiful Souls out there that I Support with my Love, my attention, and my energies. But more than anything, I submit myself fully and wholly to God's Divine Purposes every day of my life.

Humorously, and right now?, I ask God to NOT let me screw things up!!!, okay??

Since it's a gnarly~day here, my answers may seem to you to be a bit gnarlier than usual. AND, maybe that's a good thing. LOL

On TANGIBLE-things...
Again, I wasn't understanding really 'why' I have been denied a tangible call-back for this past whole year (~and more). It just doesn't 'make good common sense', even business sense. I was feeling inside like a parallel energy of Obama and those Oath-Vowed Republicans in Congress.... You can SEE the destruction that this kind of politics formed in this country. There's the need for people to come more Center, and to actually REACH across that aisle of communications.
... Some of those answers for my perplexities are now coming into more light and focus for me.
... There were "hidden things" going on for some people, and they were invested in 'hiding' what that was from me.

So much 'suspicion' has also been sown in the field of Dreams... Including people who were casting aspersions on my good character. I understand how things like that can happen... AND Time can also be a Friend... It reveals people.

I have many people to give answers to-- I want to talk with that personal-astrologer who will be calling me with a reading, first.
Laughing because ... I guess that SHE will be my first point of 'contact' in 'response' to trying to nail-down the Directions I wish to take INTO my Future.

First person I'd like to respond to for today.

DP, You KNOW that I Love you and Support you with Great Love from my Heart and Whole Being. What a Journey we have had here... LOL

I love being at your House-Parties. You are a World Class person, inside and out. I want you to know that whatever you do, wherever you go, you DO have my energetic enthusiastic support.

... I was surprised to hear about your recent troubles, yet not. You kept things hidden but I think I always felt DEEP concern, and I think that I have 'empathically' felt some of your pains. You've said you've been through such terrible times.
Know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. Whatever you're doing right now for yourself will pay off in big dividends later in your life. Your Truth and your Beauty to be more and more clarified as the years ensue.

Metaphysically speaking... and WITH Imagination

When the Paris Attack happened, I knew 'instantly' WHY the two of us have had the extra~drawing and calling to each other recently.

I heard people questioning--- WHY are those two STILL trying to connect when it's over?[/I] I think and BELIEVE with all my Heart that it was the needs of the Collective FOR the PARIS-event that was coming. That our energies were being utilized BY the Collective for the purpose of NOW helping all these shifts that swirling, like popcorn.
We were being used to HELP anchor then release that final series of SHIFTS we've been needing to have in the consciousness of Humanity. WE were being used by God for a Good Work, in a manner of speaking. I Celebrate that.

Paris is one of our connection-points to the Collective Consciousness of Humanity.
The Universe was 'using' us to reverb the message of Love.

To continue my symbolic ~weirdness here...

In a bizarre kind of sideways way, WE (together) were playing a healing part FOR the Collective Consciousness.

They needed the Music that the Cosmic Lovers made. The etheric spiritual-dance world helped make their etheric-connections REAL--

This helped to Open Up Windows in Spiritual realms, helped prick the wound. It opened my and your Heart to LOVE through whatever Brokenness was there. --- It did no, especially to mine.

So Much Healing to finally start to Feel once more in the places that were so Blocked with pains from the Past. So much symbolism here, so much realness.

(music) Do I Love You Because You're Beautiful? (Stuart Damon, Leslie Warren, R&H Cinderella 1965) [2:47] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2FZXU8WZ2xo

In a way, you and I helped move the World towards True Beauty... The REAL Beauty that comes from the Inside. So many people Awakening now... They needed to 'touch' what was Pure, and TRULY ~simply Beautiful.

In a living and real imagination, we embodied the Cosmic Bride and Groom on the threshold to the New Paradigm, and we stepped everyone into The Future.

What two Cosmic Souls can EVER really claim their part in that? WE had a part in it, and now we will See the fruits of it written in cosmic record some day. Rewards of the cosmic seeds we had planted over the Saturn Scorpio years. People Now are moving TOWARDS Love, all over the World. Maybe, just a teensy-tiny-little bit, energetically, we helped them 'realize' that.

We helped them get there 'again' ... as we probably had in previous lifetimes. I'm sooo glad our Paths were made of Service to humanity again.
... Seems that YOU feel just as squeezed-out as I. Saturn did its Proper job on us, and helped bring back the notion of what True Romance is. It wasn't so much anything sexual... No, Gently, it was "intimacy" with the Soul, and With God, With the Soul.
... Don't let anyone steal your dreams from you. MUSIC is Medicine. It helps to BRIDGE the Collective and Consciousness. By doing your important work, (not getting too airy fairy, but KNOW that what you're doing IS "Real"... and there is no need for a spin around it, like, making it creepy or guru-ish, or anything like that. Be Real, because the Music you do IS, and YOU are more Special than you know right now.
... Get to know the H4 ROOTS of you, and omg~~~ YOU will Understand the world around you EVEN more. The more you know 'who' you are inside~~ The Deeper the Roots, the Higher and Taller the Tree with all its nuance and Branches.... You'll touch places in the Collective you don't even realize yet. I'm not talking aliens. I'm talking about DOWN TO EARTH cosmic awareness, and IN your birthday-suit (~that's a kind of astronaut thing, isn't it? LOL).
... As you said, we in small and big way, have helped Birth. We are a part of Many who worked hard too. We stand together with these in really almost tangible meta-places and spaces.
... AS FAR AS, *laughing*. What I have 'sensed' (okay?), is that YOU need your space to heal more. I had been wanting to go be with you, but there is 'something' that feels uneasy about it. I think we have both wanted it, and then when it came time for 'returning emails and phone calls', it never 'happened'. So I figure this MUST be your subconscious mind saying that there's 'something' YOU have to figure out right now. I Believe in you. I Believe that you can have ~crazy Success. I will continue to Support you, in any way I can. You're going to make it--- You really are. I know that's hard for you because you're in a 'soup' of sorts. But from all that inner muck or yuk, YOU will Arise. You will arise in the way you think, on one hand, and yet it will 'feel' like a whole super-incredible-awesome version of that 'later on.' You have only a crust or shadow of idea of what's Possible for your Life. Trust God. Trust the Universe. It's there INSIDE you.... Humble yourself in the Sight of The Lord, Be Gentle and Loving towards HIM/Her~Whatever(LOL), and HE Will Lift You Up. The Deeper you Feel Him, the More Deep-Radiance He Fills you with, He'll "Show" you the Cosmos and every gear. Fill your life with God, create internally with the Music of the Spheres, then Let 'THE OVERFLOW' spill out. You write nurturing Music... LET that Music heal all in you. Maintain those vibes and rhythms and medleys IN you, and from there the Tuning Fork will resonate. AS you Heal YOU, You will be affecting the world. Later in Life, everything you Cosmically Play now, will come back huge to your Benefit.
.... Laughing!!! I'm seeing and hearing in my Imagination the scene towards end of the Movie Contact, with Jodie Foster.... The part where the scientists are trying to 'play tones' to the Alien spacecraft, one... long... note... at... a time. Then there's a Pause--- and a BURST OF SOUNDS that come out of the ship. BLOWS THEM AWAY!!!
.... DP, what you're doing is even going to blow YOU away some day. Keep that Heart Pure, and Beautiful.. Because YOU ARE that.

If I'm deciding on a different direction, I want you to know that I am NOT abandoning you-- especially emotionally.

And as I've written here before, YOU Are So Beautiful to me, and you should NEVER give up. EVER! I would love the treat of meeting you some day, all day, and discussing some of the ~wild energies that we have been inter-changing. Try to put words to it.
... OVERALL, I feel very Protective of you. You are Important to me, and to the Future. You have a 'job' to do. One of those jobs right now is to Heal yourself soooo Deep. The Deeper you Go, the More Success You'll find. Go Deep into you. Go DEEPER into God. ALLOW YOURSELF to BE a Child 'with' Him, Allow Mother Mary to surround you with nurturing.... You are Special-- to me, and to SOOO MANY people. I Do Love You, soooo much.

Ice cream truck outside is playing the song "White Christmas" as it drives by...

(music) White Christmas (Michael Buble & Bing Crosby) [3:43] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ReI3R_gi_gk

Posting this as a proof*read...

posted November 17, 2015 01:41 PM            

Last night I got an email from the astrologer from whom 'The Universe' arranged for me to win a 'free reading'.

She asked if I could move my reading from Wednesday Nov 18, to THIS MORNING at 9:00am (till 9:25am). PERFECT TIMING since this was "draw your FINAL Line day" of an opportunity in front of you (to a certain someone following my posts)... The Universe STEPPED UP to validate information I had been given before and lost in the shuffle of events.

The Sun and Mercury -- and Saturn -- are in my H12 Scorpio right now. It's time for me to examine my inner-world-- the secret closet BEHIND the closet I've rummaged through and straightened.

So, since 'that someone' needed to know 'right now' ... ?

My decision has to be to my self, and achieving the Educational and Spiritual schooling and instructions I need-- and to Trust people's expertise.

I've been going through hell here, sonically, without the means to escape. This ratcheted up last fall.

The "sign" for me of Care is tangible contacts... WITH having attracted-won the reading I need, and EVEN to the point of the woman emailing me to request advancing the appointment time to this morning, How can I say that God isn't manifesting things for me?... He is. I am NOT "at the end of my Luck and Good Fortune." GOD and His Love for ME and People, and MY Love for People, will draw what I need. It's NOT 'over' for me... It's just getting Exciting ~ Adventure. {ty, Lord}

The astrologer reminded me of how my Progressed Sag Moon is IN my Natal H12... I have t Saturn ON this.
When I get PAST 11-12 degrees of Sagittarius (my Ascendant, w (interc3/9, Pisces/Virgo) I'll be (as she humorously stated) shaking off all that water from my doggy-fur. The heaviness and even bits of depression-pieces are scheduled to basically end. {tg, tg}

I'm really starting to know myself more.

One of the things being healed in my life has to do with women. I had a lot of abuse come through 'the feminine' in my life.

In a way, how could I trust my own instinctual nature when I was physically-psychologically unconsciously programed not to be able to trust 'women' (hence MY OWN highest psyche and self-- Moon Virgo H(9), most-Elevated in my Chart.)

That seemed to be one of the general cries of the males in society during my first 30 or 40 yeasrs. Certainly, my mother had her own person problems {and I send her Love in the Spirit}. Her violent-impulsive behaviors cast a really bad experience about 'feminine' energies to my brothers AND my own imprinted-psyche.

Over the past months of processing mother-female woundings, it's like some of that fog is clearing--- and I'm finding that women are a safe and true Value for me.

Case in point are the 'women' who have supported me here (and those masculine persons with Caring Natures), while I swam to surface, then processed continuing waves of brokenness upon brokenness.

I'm also finding in myself that I can trust their opinions better than I had..... And THAT is a reflection of ME, and willingness (and that added support) to respect my self, including my own needs.

Beginning that healing of Trust in myself, my creative nature.... So grateful. The Universe HAS my back in everything. And I'm learning how to Receive what's there for me--conquering today, accessing and grounding this as a gain. (Will steep in it.)

In image, The One who is IN our Boat-- is there in the Midst of Neptune's Storms -- The anchor holds. The anchor is our HOPE and grounding-assurance that 'we' will get through this. All will not be loss.

The Beautiful One incarnated and energetically cleared the path for everyone to access those Higher Realms of LOVE in PerfectConsciousness.

(This song was popular during my teen years.)

posted November 18, 2015 08:10 PM            

With Neptune SQUARE my Sun Gemmy, this is not the time to make decisions. By the week of Dec 4 there should be 'better' clarity for me.

She said that right now I'm having the equivalent of a FULL Moon from my Progressed Moon Sagittarius TO my natal Sun Gemini.

I learned more about astrology from her, and deeply appreciated her time.... Her North Node is ON my Moon Virgo.

And imaginatively, I think I'm getting a LOT of Cosmic Support today from some familiar name-asteroids of former family.

They are part of my 'cloud of witnesses'-- I have sooo many people there now, maybe even pulling some strings for me.

November 20 is my Scorpio Grandmother's Birthday (~passed). Her Sun would have been 26 to 28 degrees. Sun 27+ degrees Scorpio TRINEs my Jupiter Cancer H8.

But for a long time (late teens to late 20s)I had two Strong relatives who were Women that conducted a "hidden" long-distance relationship with me. Both their Suns in my 12th House.....

t Saturn is NOW on my Saggi Aunt's name asteroid at 6+Sag, near my BML 8.57 Sag.
(She was my dad's only sister, older.)

My Scorpio Grandmother's "name"-asteroid is 8.33' conjunct my asteroid 15883 1997-CR29 8.43' Gemini {inner awareness, self-respect, vision, crystallization, planning for the future} and 3288 Seleucus 8.53' {favored heir, patron of ancient tried & true culture/wisdom}

(The astrologer's name-asteroid lastname is 8.48' Aquarius.... Do you think my G'Ma had anything to do with this 'behind' the veil? LOL)

Laughing, I CLAIM IT today, *ahem!!* ~Based on the astrology, I was/AM 'her favorite' grandchild. (At the least I can say that there was a Potential for GirlPower there.)

HERE'S THE Cool DOUBLE-WHAMMY of the Day----

Asteroid 92891 Bless is sextile my natal Bless 7.29'12 Aries.

Transiting 92891 Bless TODAY is ON my Scorpio Grandmother's name at 8.33'52" GEMINI conjunct my SUN Gemini at 7.50'50" !!

My transiting Scorpio Grandmother's name is rx on my Industria-Compassion in Aries at 9+ degrees, and will SOON meet my natal asteroid BLESS Aries 7+ again, before she turns around and heads forward again, to re-conjunct Industria-Compassion for the FULL MOON in Gemini end of this month November-- for ThanksGiving Day.

I don't know if my Saggi-Aunt is alive or passed yet, but I was soooo proud of her. She was Vice-President of a Bank during a time when it was UNHEARD of to have a Woman doing that. ~Yesssss!! She DID IT, and did it BETTER than ALL the other banks in town... That's because she 'knew' the people she was dealing with. Her customers paid-back their loans overall more than any of those other branches.

I have asteroid 13956 Banks next to 1136 Mercedes at 29+ CANCER... Which is one of the Part of Fortunes for me dealing with "Women."

Near my Jupiter Cancer 27+.... ~Hey Idea?
(humorously) Between my PGM and Aunt's birthdays, they trine my Banker?? Had life been different and they poured into my life... {{Blessings on that thought, from them}} You know, in so many ways, I have many Riches from my Life filled with history of experience.

God 3154 Grant {11+Sag,H1 ON asc} me instantaneous Miraculous{Hygeia} repair of my life.

I am BLESSED and Highly Favored~~!! In a good state of mind-- I went walking outside for a break. My last round about the 'hood, I was walking with Victory-arms up... And I noticed how the tips of my fingers and hands were in the chaos of those cloudy cast skies... But then, my eyes caught The Blue Sky in-between.. My thoughts went back to the posts I'd done regarding BlueSkyJesus in Divine Diversity forum.

{btw, the phrase BlueSkyJesus is 'also' the title of a sermon I'd heard once, then forgot about until AFTER I did the post~~ so this felt a bit awkward afterwards. I can't remember the sermon--- except to say it was really good.}

No matter what's going on in this World right now, there is STILL the bright blue crystal Clear sky on the other side of those clouds and chaos... (Was a discovery I'd made when I used to fly).

Maybe my chart is under astrological-siege in some ways with that coming GRAND SQUARE in my chart during the last week of November?, especially when Mars arrives on my Hygiea-Harmonia at 7+ Libra....

BUT I was 'reminded' today, (as next step for tJuno is on my Urania 23 Libra and will be ON my natal Neptune 25+ for the FULL MOON Gemini at 3+. Moon will do a sweep over my Sun 7+ Gem shortly afterwards...

On of the ways I thought to prepare (me) for that is tJuno will be ON my Neptune!

THAT'S my God-Imagination! ONE of the gifts I DO have working for me is the Ability to Use my GOD-Imagination space the mind's eye, and bring me FROM the TIGHT Saturn-Sag energies and use Neptune-Pisces to take off some of the excess-tension.

There was something else I remembered today--- I seem to be a person who senses things and processes life that other people in general group will go through and feel for themselves around 9 months later.

It's like being 'a scout' in the Collective. I process things, before it generally hits everyone else. (Pattern I've noticed, then forgot about.)

A lot of work is done first FROM the realm of Spirit and the Collective. Perhaps, with Angelic Forces, we can enhance the Light and soften the shadows for many.

Again, prayers for ALL Nations in our World....

posted November 19, 2015 11:47 AM            

But metaphorically, there are wolves among the sheep and in the Lamb's yards. The Innocent must be protected.

In the days of old, Nehemiah had to re-build the walls of protections, WHILE holding a trowel, he had his weapon in the other hand. We travail in atmosphere of prayers and work with Energy....

The Weapons of Our Warfare are strong and mighty, to the 'pulling down' of evil strongholds!

There's an ACTIVE part to Love that means we fight energetically to surround those we care for-- we Protect our allies, our interests, our Love, our Peace, our Security, our homes, our finances, ... our Dream.

The asteroids involved with all this are just soooo INCREDIBLY accurate right now.

I looked at chart for New York City, and more than Washington DC, NEW YORK's asteroids (to me) would suggest HER as being more of a target than Washington would be right now?
http://www.astro.com/astro-databank/Cities:_New_York_City
http://www.astro.com/astro-databank/Terrorist:_WTC_%282001%29

(Wish I had the ability to delineate this really long right now. ... It's clearly phenomenal! ... Also more exposures having to do with financial world. I don't have enough paper right now ... gotta go to the store, but also I'd like to check some of the computer-related asteroids in tandem with the financial ones. ... just a hunch)

There were seeds of Prayers sown in the Heavenly Realms back during the 9-11 USA Attack. (The asteroid 911 was ON the Sun of that chart!!)

This last 9-11 Anniversary (with the corporate prayers of the Pope and the other religious leaders present) was VERY significant... (New York Saturn is 7.32' Sagittarius cusp of H3.)

On behalf of the souls whose lives were lost, and all Blood and every tear that has been spilled....

LOVE conquers Fear. LOVE is an ACTIVE principle. For Paris and all she symbolizes, for New York City.... For All nations and every soul, living or passed. We are Present. And we humbly ask God's help for all souls...

(3317 Paris. ... 1172 Aneas... "Living on"... taking BACK Control after grievous Loss) Love, the Arc of Our Triumphes.

TOGETHER, United in ACTIVE Love, We Heal, and We Stand.

(music) No Weapon (Fred Hammond, lyrics) [5:03] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oSrr9iwP_Oo
_________________
ADD 12:46pm ... Yahoo News has banner about ISIL video threat to NYC.
NYC 42 Isis Scorpio 19+ degrees was marked with the NEW Moon Scorpio on 11/11.

I was going to 'mention' that when I did my ISIS goddess vs ISIL the organization post.

posted November 19, 2015 12:39 PM            

Love like the Season and Spirit of Christmas-- EVERY Day in your Heart!

(music) Love is the Answer (England Dan, Ford Coley, lyrics) [4:37] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SbfPJWL7ykc

posted November 20, 2015 04:42 PM            

There has been SONIC HELL waging here today~~ jerkoff was working on his 'earthquake woofers' for a while, many jets taking off from the airport with the sonic waves reaching the earth and seeming to liquefy the ground as oscillating waves permeated everything.

The old refrige compressor is the worst pervading problem here. I mean, I keep blessing it, when actually maybe~humorously I should (hilariously) just let it DIE, B***!!
~~ haha, LL Faith?.. switch woofer prayers over to 'fridge honk-INTENSIVEs' -- that's in my left ear.

MEAN WHILE, the next-wall neighbor has 'something' heavy and shaking going on with washer and dryer on my right side of my harddrive.

Hey~~~???? This is ~for REAL?!. I am REAL... And, I'm LMAO... Good sport here.

Yes, I get feedback that some people don't like me complaining....

They would rather *silently LOL* want to read the infodata I can dig up from these past years of my deep interest in the asteroids.

~ Well Hey? ME TOO!!! I wanna DO that, soooooooo bad!! There's sooo much going on in the Universe! And I love spying on it! LOL

And they really like my Spirituality posts.....
I DEEPLY appreciate knowing this.
I DEEPLY Love posting about my exploits, sojourns, and adventures into the realms of Consciousness and the Spirit. My GOD, yes! (I love God, and EVERYTHING going on in the Spirit soooo much. I'm hungry, and He Satisfies me[/b].)

AND-- AND-- AND, I also live with a HARD-CORE reality of OTT sonics here (and ~not the hamburger, Randall! haha).

Sometimes I feel like I'm SHOUTING my Thoughts out through the internet OVER the rumbles. I want to press, to keep communicating, keep communicating. It FEELS GOOD to do that.

AND, it's been giving my body problems because this has been soooo long term now. I keep trying to sort-out--- what is my 'sensitivity' and WHAT is ACTUALLY HAPPENING?... And sometimes, that 'answer' is BOTH.

Today, it's been ~more BOTH---- although, I KNOW it can be much much worse than 'just this'.... Things have suddenly gone quieter now.
... I can discern the sounds of his washer-dryer banging and rumbling. ~~ The fridge has gone silent. The HVAC is broken, and I'm waiting on the maintenance guy to knock on the door to fix it. The jerk with his recVehicle is [I]~GONE (pG!!!)

I hope you all can sense that my Heart feels a Joy in it in spite of all this.

(music) While My Guitar Gently Weeps (Eric Clapton, George Harrison) [5:08] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oDs2Bkq6UU4

Now, I think I've discovered (with a medical asteroid, btw) that a "part" of my problem MAY have been that I had developed a kidney stone. ... oh yes.
tKidney trining nKidney(opp tSaturn) trine Stone! (check it out below)

And I did some research and found that the Mind-Body Connection of kidney stones as THIS: You have let your frustration with your relationship/s fester to the point where they have become solidified inside you.

(I'm happy to relay right now that everything dissolved. I UPPED the detox teas, and drank plenty of water. Explained the increase and ferocity of the headaches I had been experiencing(kidneys). I IMMEDIATELY knew I had to start firmly deciding some things, and I went to mincy work on those.
That was the point where the Universe LOA'd the free astrological reading for me -- was eeky-truly amazing, also with the change in appt times as an Amen.}

STORY & DELINEATION----

The MORNING I woke up WITH that realization 'in the physical' (November 11, 2015 the day of NM 19+ Scorpio, featuring later the Mercury-Sun 'revealing' superior conjunction).

I saw the time as "444" (an angel number) and after waking up and trying to use the bathroom. Afterwards, I ran to go check the placement of transiting asteroid 8311 Zhangdaning(medically representing Kidneys).

8311 Zhangdaning transiting was at 3.26 Libra ON my H10 4036 Podalirius-rx Libra 3.28 (having to do with correct-diagnosing, near my MC Libra 2.30').

^ Transiting VENUS was Libra 3.07' (my H10) and was conjunct these positions...

In medical, Venus rules Libra, which corresponds to the BODY part of Kidneys!
(oh yes, I just LUV the Astrology!!)

My H6 is ruled by Venus (Taurus).

My placement of H6 8311 Zhangdaning is Gemini 5.13' conjunct my h55 Vulcan-rx Gem 6+ and natal Sun Gem 7+).

(tSaturn had JUST reached 5 degrees of zodiac Sagittarius in my H12 "hidden" Scorpio OPPOSITE natal H6 Health Zhangdaning.)

In past few days, natal Hygeia 7.50' Libra received tZhangdaning transiting at 7.53'... and t MARS (omg!!, I just looked?) in Libra is AT "4.44'" degrees in my H10.
~I mean, Spoookyyyyy??? LOL (Love it!!)

During the FULL MOON in 3.20+ Gemini H6/H12 (Nov 25, at ~5:44 pm EST),

tMars at 7.47' Libra will be ON my Hygeia-Harmonia... square my Sun, opp tNeptune, square tMercury-tSaturn 8.02-6.58 Sag OPP my Sun. These are approaching my ASC/Desc.

Oh! (for a game of freak-yourself-out with astrology asteroids?[/b] I have 4707 Kryses (yes, as it 'sounds') at 3.0 Gemmy H6taur), then the traveling Moon crawls across some 'interesting' asteroids (including one of my names) then others on the way to my Sun 7. ....... Who's THE LORD of my CHART??? Besides Jupiter? (with Love) JESUS is!, ~okay??

I think my dead relatives are laughing... My father and my PGF both died close to 6pm. (But I refuse and am NOT going there~~ LMAO) Interesting too, is that I 'gave Birth' at the SAME time to both my daughters in the A.M. part of that hour. [I]hmmm that will be interesting to research how those hours are for me.

t3241 Yeshuhua-rx will be at 2+ Taurus with my 1865 Cerberus-rx 2.06' (the dogs guarding hell), and 949 Hel 2.35' (hell?).. oh, ~LOL!!!

H10 tVENUS 19+ Libra will be ON my 3598 Merlin 19.13' and Part of Courage 19.41'.
H10 TJuno 25+ Libra will be ON my Neptune.
t Uranus-rx 16+ Aries visits my Sacred-Spouse 3671 Dionysus 16.24' (quintile Mercury-SN Gem, quintile Chiron aqua, trine my ASC)

I guess I may be Time-Travelling too?..., with tNN just past my 3325 Tardis 29.55' Virgo H(9), with tTardis-rx conjunct the FM Moon Gemini??
tNN quintile my Asc Sag, quintile my VESTA Cancer H8.

t-Vesta 29.07 Pisces OPP my Tardis.

t TrueNN 28.52 Virgo on my H(9)Leo
43 Ariadne Virgo 28.45 (marriage to the divine) (which quintiles my Vesta-Oken, sextiles Jupiter Cancer, conjuncts natal Moon 3 orb, conjunct MC 4 orb)...
43 Ariadne 28+ Virgo also quintiles my BML 8 Sag H12 (conjunct the tMercury).

hahaha... Now, I ~COULD be in Heaven with 2791 Paradise 27+ Virgo, chatting with 2305 King 27+ Jesus ... and being 'used as a message' 13387 Irus 27+ ... that these asteroids work in ~mysterious ways!!! LOL

7014 Nietzsche 28.16 Virgo.... representing 'the exceptional' LMAO What doesn't kill me will make me stronger??

Hilarious, is that tPluto Capricorn 13.53 will be just-past 7711 RIP-rx 13.35 e.o. H1, having 'taken care of' everything that needed Waking UP.
biQ my Sun 7.50 GEM.
(Thanking every asteroidGoddess, and my real Lord, and all the Helpers for the Victory.)

You know, the Saturn Sag square Neptune Pisces may be shaking up the bones of religious dogma, and at the same time melting us into ONE Heart... I see tPluto coming into some fabulous asteroids for me in Capricorn soon.

I'll be looking forward to my Future, with boots in the universal waters that are NOT made with cement (joke, LOL)... because of the washing and balancing, and dissolving going on.

YOU KNOW that GOD has a Great Big Sense of HUMOR, because 1) He made ME! LOL, AND He's got those asteroids allllll lined up for my Beautiful Brilliant Healing...

3315 Chant 5.53 Aqua (after my Chiron 5.19-rx), conjunct 100 Hecate, 5145 Pholus, AND!!! 5841 Stone at 6.55 Aquarius *JAWDROP????*

God is Healing me in soooo many many MARVELOUS Ways!

(music) Sing We and ~CHANT It! (Thomas Morely, lyrics/sheet) [1:43] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ciIvhB-zTfc

*** And I'm crying right now, because it's so beautifully Quiet right this moment. The Ice Cream truck is going past my building playing the Christmas song, Silent Night.
{Thank you, Lord, that you have given me ALL THINGS, to Richly Enjoy..*Star*

(music) They Followed His Star (BrooklynTAB, lyrics) [4:40] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mBObzRrZCYc

-- And ugh! ~here comes woofer-guy back again. dern! Gotta go chase-down the maintenance guy to see what happened to him, so that the apartment will be cooled down before rm gets home tonight. (Then perhaps later post in DivDiv and listen to some Eric Francis PlanetWavesFM that I missed.) (Eric is ~always a TREAT! He plays some of the BEST Music! *thumbsup*)

Happy Mercury in ChristmasSAGITTARIUS!!! yay!! *bounce*

posted November 21, 2015 02:49 PM            

quote:

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Originally posted by Randall:
Wishing you less sonics.

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I'm not looking forwards to the holidays. The parties get INTENSE... I don't know if I'm physically-bodily going to survive the atmosphere.

Heh, Randall. You'll have proof here at LL that OTT Woofer-sonic-science (and sonic abuse bullying) stole the actual life from someone you kinda~almost knew.

Maybe after I'm gone you can make a statement for legislation that protects vulnerable people from sonic-bullying.

(And especially in apartment buildings!)

It happens around the geog area here, and makes news-headlines. Unfortunately, nobody listened to them, and these had guns (or threats they had one) and went over the edge, and tried to 'take out' their bullies (by acting out, or threatening to act-out).

I don't like it that the 'sympathy' went out ONLY to the bullies--- that people of same-culture felt that these had the right to blast their sonics from trucks/cars, or in their OTT local parties and gatherings.

Some interviewed (on the TV news) were saying "ohhhh, it was only one party, one time." NO. You have to look at the Over All Picture. It's NEVER 'only one time.' I PERSONALLY know, first-hand, how much bullcrap that is! It's a "cumulative" effect. Anyone can take something once-or-twice during holidays (when you're a 'fair' person with a Heart)... But in today's society, we live in extreme-stress within over-populated areas. It's NEVER 'just one time.'

I had watched a few shows and movies over the years where ONE PERSON in a (e.g.) NYC apartment was blasting sonics, (or in a college dorm) and EVERYONE ELSE 'suffered' because of ONE person who 'refused' to turn down their sonics. NO WAY, Randall. This should be OUT-LAWED in today's world. Cause for IMMEDIATE Eviction.

In a "fair" world?... You keep your music/sonics at a 'personal listening level' and USE your Headphones if you want to crank it up and be THAT loud in your apartment building or room, or vehicle.

I don't own a gun... like those victims of OTT sonics who got in trouble. And I wouldn't own one. I've always been afraid of guns... even the realistic toy ones. In my 'hood, when the kids played with the rubber-pellets, I'd always tell them how 'dangerous' the REAL guns are.

My father was a champion marksman with a national ranking (I don't know how that's expressed). He tried to help me get over my fear, but I couldn't even stand to hear his practice sessions at the gun ranges. I'd stay hunkered down on the front floor mat of the passenger seat of his car parked down the road.

hmmmm, I seem to remember a news article several years ago where the Ugandan(?) president at that time had sound-sensitivity, and he passed laws about OTT Sonics.

... eh, when it's happening to YOU, then THAT's what makes it's Real, right?

You know that part of my hypothesis is that we've got all those satellites beaming down all that wifi/lowFrequency to earth. We're blanketed by it.

It's basically NOT supposed to be noticed? But with our listening-air FILLED with the inbetweens stuffed, this HAS to be having an effect on human behavior. Too intense, it is an annoyance, and ADDS to our pleasures (iphones, tvs, etc) but also to irritations and health and social problems. (As I said before, the increase in breathing problems in kids and adults? -- I think there's a health AND SOCIAL correlation... just sayin')

It would be good to create filters for the sonics. What are all these doing to our Human DNA?

And certainly there needs to be an invention of special sonic ear-filter devices for people like me who got 'fried' from having too much, all at once, and over a long span of time.

posted November 21, 2015 05:49 PM            

He mentions his high regards again to Jimmy Carter, saying how Pres.Carter's last wish was to eradicate the guinea worm, and how 'close' he is to that goal now.

I'd also received an emailed news-announcement on Thursday, November 19, 2015, 10:00 am EST, saying that grandson Jason Carter is now "... the new chair of the Carter Center’s Board of Trustees. Jason has served as a trustee since 2009 and recently chaired the Center’s strategic planning process."

Of course! *perk-perk* I heard 'asteroids'!!

These aren't the only ones I see that are amazing in his chart, but here a few immediate ones. I know that I've done more penetrating searches of his asteroids (and Rosalynn's).

~Guinea Worm?...

Pres.Carter has his Sun Libra at 8.03'42" in H12.

Has asteroid 1785 Wurm 9.28' Libra H12 CONJUNCT his Sun Libra 8.03' H12.
Yes, shine that Light on those "hidden-critter" type worms!!
H12 cusp is 0.32 Libra.

7604 Kidsaporn Virgo 18.46' H11
[I]Sexual exploitation or assault, abuse, or exploitation of children and other vulnerable people, sexual deviance, perversion, 'out of whack' {m.a.h.}
H11 cusp is Virgo 0.53'

22562 Wage Virgo 21.12' H11
Waging Peace.... (part of motto)

10 Hygeia-rx Taurus 20.23' H7
Fighting Disease.... (part of motto)

59 Elpis LEO 29.20 H10cancer28
Building Hope.... (part of motto)

6063 Jason Virgo 10.52' H11
grandson mentioned

F.S. Zosma Virgo 10.15' H11
hard work & suffering; victimized or pressured in some manner; working with people and in situations where victims are present and need assistance

MERCURY Virgo 21.11' H11

VENUS Leo 23+
Elpis Leo 29+

<<HOUSE 11 cusp 0 Virgo>>

Jason 10+
F.S. Zosma 10+
55 Pandora! 17+
Kidsaporn 18+
MERCURY 21+ (communication, messenger,
Wage 21+
916 America! 27+ Virgo

^ These TRINE Taurus Hygiea-rx 20+ and 1193 Africa-rx 22+
H7 cusp aries26.06

Too many good asteroids.... but I need to take a break soon.

H9 25.43 Gemini...{near my SN 26.32-1589 Fanatica! *grin*, and Merc
PLUTO 13.32 Cancer
3552 DonQuixote 25.47 Cancer {my Uranus H8}
10683 Carter 26.29+ Cancer {my Uranus-Flammarion-Jupiter}
MIDHEAVEN (MC) 28.28 Cancer {my Jupiter28.23}
84 Klio 0.45 Leo ... Muse of History {near my Excalibur1+}

His MARS Aquarius 25.53 is on my H3 cusp bQ my MC, and conjunct my 916 America 26+ Aqua trine my Neptune Libra 25.50.

So many asteroids...
My Ruth + Carter is 29+ Pisces
{laughing, I must 'channel' her here?}

When I heard Pres. Carter in his video announcing those health issues a few months ago, one of Jimmy Carter's wishes was ALSO to see Lasting Peaceful Resolutions in the MiddleEast conflicts involving Israel....
http://www.pbs.org/wgbh/americanexperience/features/general-article/carter-legacy/

Camp 511 Davida 11.47 LIBRA conjunct SUN orb 4s H12 0 Libra.

t PLUTO 13.47 Capricorn APPROACHING .. (tPlutoCAPRoppPLUTOcancer 13.32, w P'Asc Cap 14.02)

7507 Israel 15.10'49" Capricorn H3Sag

H3 cusp is 25 SAGITTARIUS 44' {near GalacticCenter}

His Ascendant Libra 26.05'38" .... {my Neptune 25+}

THIS is the fervent WISH I would PRAY for Pres. Carter to witness HERE while in the body before he leaves it. .... This FULL MOON 3+ degrees of Gemini(Sag) will happen near his asteroid 679 Pax 2.43 Gemini H8taur24+ (tPax is 0+Aqua)

5000 United Nations Aries 26.36 ON H7aries26.05'
CHIRON-rx Aries 23.01
3362 Khufu {Building...}
H6-ariesPOINT 0.54

more asteroids.... (but I really have to go rest a bit! *laughing*)

Oh, and by the way--- Jimmy Carter has a 12th House SUN, which is ptolemaicly UNaspected!

... All things are Possible.

posted November 22, 2015 11:00 AM            

Many Blessings!

posted November 24, 2015 12:42 PM            

I'm so thankful to those persons who REALLY understand their Geminis. Thank you soooo much for your supports.

One of those people always reminds us that others can't 'see' what's going on in our mind. They say that when a gemmy goes quiet, it's because they are deep in their thought-world. Yes.

So, speaking out loud here, with my chart perfecting all the 7's.

My immediate thoughts and goals are to establish myself so I can gain some financial anchoring. It's important for a woman to 'have your own' as the song says.

(music) God Bless The Child That's Got His Own (Whitney Houston, lyrics) [4:26] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IoHtH6OjsUk

I hate being dependent on people, AND sometimes you got to be able to 'receive' too. So, just saying' ~~

Now, these are the thoughts and musings that have been going on in my head and heart. AND!! I am 'open' to suggestions and guidance from those persons who truly love me and have my back. (You have NO IDEA how much I thank God for you... Thank you for helping me get back on the right track in life. Who~all gets Second Chances?... with a so-called 'bad chart'? ME. I do. tytytytyty)

I have had a strong meta-bent my whole life. I've been 'into' those realms from time as a child.

I am also very grounded when it comes to the metaphysical and psychic explorations. Some persons might find me TOO grounded for them, perhaps. With my Saturn 11th, I tend to BE more skeptical? But then too, I 'make things real' for groups and individuals who dare to dream astrophysically? (If that's a word~~ ) 'Wet' blanket? since it's in Scorpio? But DEEP.

As I said before I state my wants, but I TRUST those who are MORE Knowledgeable out there in the fields. I am mutuable~flexible.... most of the time, LMAO!

RELO-potential.... Still thinking SoCali.
Stripped of my knowing who's there, I have sensed out before that there's 'something' there. In relo's I've done before, it's as though I meet the forces of the air over a place. And sometimes after a move, I have been reduced to DEEP DEEP intercessory prayers once I'm there. There have been moves where I've spent a week crying on the floor, bent in two, getting to know a place by it's soul and spirit.

So, there has been something of a draw towards SoCali, and I haven't yet totally understood it. Maybe won't until I spend some time there, perhaps.

SoCali would give me a Scorpio Rising, with Sun just into the 8th House. It would also place Mars (natural ruler of 8th), Mercury and Sun (penetrating the veils and 'undercovers' of consciousness? The Vertex moves out of Cancer and joins my South Node Gemini almost exact in the 8th, with Part of Fortune in H4 Aquarius. Relocates my natal 8th House Vesta Uranus and Jupiter INTO the Higher Consciousness 9th House, and with Cancer on the 9th Cusp relo's my Moon Virgo to the 11th House of Groups and Networking. Like I said my relo Sun is ON the Cusp between the 8th/7th and Hygeia is relo'd to the 11th. Libra would be on the 12 house cusp, with Taurus Venus relo to 7th Taurus cusp around 8 degrees. Relo Saturn would be IN the first house, which is where my tSaturn in natal is heading for. Puts Capricorn on the cups of relo H3. Places Pluto in Leo relo-MH dealing with having and using my 'authority' (and dealing with authorities).

Oh no!~~ I'm in a delineation mode again! I don't even KNOW if what I'm 'seeing' is the right way to DO relo-interpretations. Sometimes you just read the major points and the planets relocated TO those points? Oh welp. What I'm 'seeing', I HAVE to interpret the 'positive' way. I like what TD Jakes has been saying about 'perception' and being led BY those and TRUSTING that God is giving GPS info. (Bothers me that Chiron gets relo to H3 of home-tribe and communications. I don't like to hurt people and I avoid doing that. People need 'space' to BE who they are.... hmmm And I guess that puts ME into that equation too.)

So anyways I see as a Higher Consciousness type of chart, and those are my interests.

Again, I want to repeat that I have my thoughts, but I also know that I may NOT be perceiving correctly.... But at LEAST I communicate here so that the wonderful plans can be made. I am eager to explore what I can do. And I know there are Beautiful 'experts' out there who have an idea that will REALLY REALLY help me take flight, be grounded, and BE the BEST I can be FOR myself, and FOR the Gorgeous Beautiful Collective. ... hehheh, I have to 'shock' MY own self into Awakening to Higher Purposes here.

The relo would boost my transits right now to the ENDS of the houses that are about to or have been receiving natal transits. I KNOW how things are worked-out ENERGETICALLY first, THEN manifest themselves firmly into material reality.

I cry and cry out of sheer WAKING into Possibilities here. Astounds me. There is soo much POSITIVE that CAN happen, when we 'all' work together For The Good!!

I see that relo to 'almost' any place on the West Coast can be beneficial to me. I want to find and plug-in to 'my people' ...

Remaining here on the extreme East and southern part of US also retains my ability to write, and post about things that move me.

It still gives me the Sun in H10 Virgo... which my Progressions Chart has recently moved my P-Saggi Moon. It's about Good and promoting Social Awareness and consciousness of things like that. (But then, a move to West Coast would also have my relo Moon in the 11th where I 'sense' the moods of the groups I'd be networking with.) ... Bottomline has GOT to be that 'It's ALL Good'... Think Positive, Ground in Reality, and Trust that God and People who love me have my back.

So, until another Day comes and swishes the winds of change around my chart, (it's an almost-GOOD SONIC DAY here right this minute, hurray!!!! I don't feel all-TOOsick-- *note to self, see that? You're okay.... awww*).

So! Back to A Christmas Heart... There are just tooo many sad sad things around this time of year. Christmas-pasts may have brought many many many tears to me, but I BUILD my Future now....

One foot into emotional prep for my next-lifetime (if there is), and releasing what is Behind.

Pressing for the High Calling... In Christ

(Oh-- someone asked me a question about religions: I cannot 'become' an islamist in order to make somebody-else be happy. People who are regular readers here are acquainted with me. You want to 'make it' about religion? Then you already KNOW that I belong to Christ Jesus.

And I LOVE the Holy Spirit of God here on this Earth... My recent 'local-exposure' to catholic-friends shows that they do NOT Value the Holy Spirit as I do. (Not to say that catholics don't.)

I have a LOVE-relationship with that Beautiful Spirit of GOD, and I NEVER want to Offend this Spirit that made BEAUTIFUL LOVE AND LIGHT upon THIS Earth and the worlds beyond this, Possible. The Holy Spirit IS the Hovering DOVE (of Scorpio?).

posted November 24, 2015 03:47 PM            

So much Gratitude Love and Appreciation for Soulfulness, Happiness.... And for a Soul-FILLED Group of Friends!

posted November 24, 2015 05:55 PM            

Love you soooo much Barbra. Your music has inspired and moved me for years and years!