posted April 05, 2021 10:40 PM            

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Originally posted by Aries Eagle:

Solar Return day
Had a full day spa and massage at a 5star hotel, feeling refreshed and relaxed.

*its night here

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posted April 05, 2021 10:51 PM            

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Originally posted by Aries23Degrees:
⚠️ ⚠️Long(ish) post.⚠️⚠️But i just wanted to put it out there🙏🏾

This may seem silly but yesterday was such a horrible day for me. My wastebin was stolen. And on top of everything that is going on in my life(i won't bore y'all but its a lot).

I just feel so emotionally raw , that this petty thieving incident felt like the straw that broke the camel's back.

When I looked at my chart;
Trans Mars Gem parallel Moon Can
Trans Sun Aries square Moon Can
Trans Moon Cap opp Moon Can
Trans Ven Aries square Moon Can

Its no wonder I was crying spontaneously🤷🏿‍♂️. Crying about the bin, crying about my life and even calling a friend up(Pisces Moon) to cry on his shoulder & ask him to check up on me today.

I was just not stable.Too emotionally cut up. And I feel like the momentum will carry over to today too. All this started because of a stolen bin?🙆🏿‍♂️ Who knew that that would be my trigger?Aih😭😭

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Hugs Aries23! I feel you.

You could never bore us with your life, we are here to listen. Glad you reached out to a friend and shared your pain and frustration with us. I feel your pain.

Is transit Chiron squaring your moon?

My partner too with moon in cancer at 6 degrees and sun in libra at 8 degrees has been feeling vulnerable today, talked about his fears, transits today seem to be bringing up fears and insecurities to the surface for you two maybe.

posted April 05, 2021 11:06 PM            

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Originally posted by MoonMystic:

Frustrated with which direction to go.

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Looove that image!

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Originally posted by teasel:
You can just come and go. That’s what I do. I’m not always prepared to make a definite end, because feelings come and go.

I’ve wanted to respond fo a few things, but I’m not really in the mood to talk much. I thought I’d responded to Aries23, but I must not have posted it. I don’t want anyone to think my shortness or potential crabbiness is because of them.

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I second what Teasel is saying, I took a super long break of Lindaland in 2020 and so did Aries23 and he just recently started popping back up.

Don't say goodbye but take a long vacay from Lindaland if you need it.

posted April 05, 2021 11:13 PM            

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Originally posted by Stawr:
I think Saturn exactly square Mercury(aka my ruling planet) right now is making me feel very tense, and part of the "I feel like I can't even have a conversation with certain people if I mildly disagree with them, or if I do not do something exactly their way of doing it" and having a difficult time keeping it inside that I don't like people telling what to do. (Mercury Taurus 12th house I'm secretly a stubborn bull, and certain people make me feel cornered right now.) It's to the point where I am starting to not look forward to each day and even the weekend, because people at work and future in laws drive me up a wall.

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Tension! I hear you. I am really working with my body lately to release tension.

posted April 05, 2021 11:18 PM            

Apr 11, 2021 10:31 PM New Moon 22 Aries 25
Apr 26, 2021 11:31 PM Full Moon 7 Scorpio 06 (Super Full Moon – near the Moon’s perigee, near)

posted April 06, 2021 01:17 AM            

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Originally posted by hypatia238:

I second what Teasel is saying, I took a super long break of Lindaland in 2020 and so did Aries23 and he just recently started popping back up.

Don't say goodbye but take a long vacay from Lindaland if you need it.

We appreciate you but understand!

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posted April 06, 2021 03:00 AM            

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
Hugs Aries23! I feel you.

You could never bore us with your life, we are here to listen. Glad you reached out to a friend and shared your pain and frustration with us. I feel your pain.

Is transit Chiron squaring your moon?

My partner too with moon in cancer at 6 degrees and sun in libra at 8 degrees has been feeling vulnerable today, talked about his fears, transits today seem to be bringing up fears and insecurities to the surface for you two maybe.

Hang in there friend, hope your week brightens up and some love and laughter and relaxation comes your way.

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Thank you so much. I certainly hope that things will brighten up. And I have already started feeling better tbh.😁

I didn't think to check Chiron tbh. Its currently opposing my Sun/Moon midpoint. Perhaps also adding to the vulnerability I have been feeling lately?🤔

posted April 06, 2021 05:08 PM            

It's like my own special hell where if I leave my home, I have to interact with busy bodies that drive me up a wall.

posted April 07, 2021 05:58 PM            

While I am rather compatible w/ Gemini energy in the middle and late degrees...I think the multitasking is taking a toll and adding stress to my body. I feel very tense still, I noticed I just had to keep my hands busy at work to feel more at ease. I feel like I can never put my guard down and that my business is a hot topic for busy-bodies. I hope all this multitasking is worth it, and will feel earned relief when mars transits cancer in my second house. Hoping I can reap the benefits. Plus I will have bridal showers during this time. So I will physically be receiving gifts. Does second house rule gifts?

Mercury square Jupiter is easing off.

Oh thank God, I am past the climax of the Saturn square Mercury transit. My Mercury is 11.46
Saturn right now is 11.53

Just like many interpretations, I had to make an important decision that no matter what I will not be making somebody happy. No matter what I choose I will have applause and disapproval.

It's complicated wanting Saturn to ease off my Mercury...because of my Pluto conjunct Moon Scorpio 17-18 degrees.

I am feeling a wee bit more positive. But this weekend and week has been a range of feeling, overstimulated hot mess, annoyed, overwhelmed and up a wall, rushed, peeved, and pressured.

Hoping for positive outcomes in so many areas of my life.

So many errands, deadlines, and appointments.

posted April 07, 2021 09:37 PM            

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Originally posted by MoonMystic:
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I love that image of her in the labyrinth too. My RL is going to be where I should be *focusing*. I'll  study still  but Teasel, You and Aries23Degrees are wise ones.  I'm going to do some problem solving here, aside from LL, wait out some transits & work on my new (y) poses. Thank you Hypatia+Teasel. ♡
 

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posted April 07, 2021 09:45 PM            

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Originally posted by Librapurr:

It sounds like a plot for a stupid comedy what’s not gonna end up well. I cannot figure out if I should laugh or be freaked out.

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hahahaha even though this is not funny what is happening to you with this lady that comment made me laugh.

Mercury/Neptune opposite Jupiter sounds like the culprit for sure LOL! Lord help us.

I think you should just be authentic, don't let her lack of sense force you into acting like anything but what you feel comfortable with being.

posted April 07, 2021 09:50 PM            

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Originally posted by Aries23Degrees:
Thank you so much. I certainly hope that things will brighten up. And I have already started feeling better tbh.😁

I didn't think to check Chiron tbh. Its currently opposing my Sun/Moon midpoint. Perhaps also adding to the vulnerability I have been feeling lately?🤔

Will have to monitor the transit. Never thought to until now. It also foms a contra-parallel aspect to my Mars(Asc ruler).🙏🏾

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So glad to hear it! talking things out to release your feelings and thoughts into the world even in a thread like this or with the right person is helpful I feel, you feel lighter after and more clear

It can be interesting to follow chiron transits.

posted April 07, 2021 10:20 PM            

My boss mentioned in our meeting today she plans to have me do clinical supervision in the future. I have felt appreciated and seeing by her the last few weeks.

I cleared out a lot last month and did some healing work and some karma was released between her and I, since then there has been a shift.

Anyhoo, I am here to serve and do what I can, its simple work and that humility has centered me and helped me reconnect to the core of me and why I came into the field. I released things that needed to be released that were never truly a part of who I am but then again maybe that was a part of me that I was not aware was there. You can say then I did shadow work last month and owned a part of me that I needed to own to integrate, heal, work through imbalance and release. If I get to do some clinical supervision I think it would be a cool experience and I would do well at it but is not something that needs to happen, it just is.

Sharing mainly bc the timing of mars on my natal north node I feel fits me feeling more recognized and seeing by my boss the past few weeks and her talking about me doing some clinical supervision in the future.

Is interesting that Saturn conjunct Pluto in the 10th house rules my intercepted Capricorn in the 1H and this is the part of me I needed to acknowledge is a part of me and needed attention from me and to be seeing by me and also needed and wanted to be seeing by others but I had not owned that it was a part of me until last month, acknowledging this part of me allowed me to heal, integrate, clear out karma and balance that out.

posted April 09, 2021 06:19 PM            

The new moon is supposed to be conjunct my Ceres/Chiron/Sun and my Mercury, too.
http://www.discovermagazine.com/mind/the-traumatic-loss-of-a-loved-o ne-is-like-experiencing-a-brain-injury
http://www.press.jhu.edu/news/blog/and-after-loss-neurologist%E2%80%99 s-perspective-loss-grief-and-brain

posted April 10, 2021 09:31 PM            

Well my husband reached out to me and told me there are two memories from boarding school he cannot stop thinking about and keep coming back to him (sticking points, indication healing has not occurred and these wounds have not been worked through). I listened attentively and with compassion and anger was the main emotion behind them and I helped him process how these two incidents made him feel and validated his pain and anger. He brought up a number of times these two situations never got "resolved" (like he doesn't have closure and has not healed from them). I brought up the need to "forgive" these two ladies in order for him to free himself of them and heal (e.g. not for their sake). He has Mars conjunct Uranus in Scorpio on this DC and Mercury in Scorpio and said "I never forgive." I talked to him a little bit about how forgiveness is not for their benefit but for his and he listened and stayed quiet.

Lets hope he starts to forgive them bc these two memories are trapped in his mind weighting on him, he carries around that anger and it has been over two decades.

I thanked him for sharing with me this two stories (e.g. has before but is interesting they are resurfacing under this full moon right on his SUN and tr moon conjunct CHIRON shortly after activating the full moon).

Transit chiron is going through his 12H, maybe this will force him to work through trauma and anger he has buried in his 12H and decided not to work through. Interestingly Tr Uranus through his 12H I don't feel has done much for him but maybe chiron will do the job that uranus was not able to.

There is more, this full moon hit his chart very intimately after all.

Today we had a big conversation about changing our nutritional habits, he doesn't take good care of himself and he initiated this conversation himself which is super surprising, he took steps today towards our new nutritional plan already. What we decided to do I feel is a big commitment but still realistic. Is definitely a significant change towards healthier habits and could lead to a big turning point for him if we stick to it for a while.

^^He has SUN in the 6H square MOON in the 2H which transit PHOLUS (turning point) is completing a T-SQUARE with! and the FULL MOON completes a Grand Cross with!

posted April 10, 2021 09:32 PM            

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*edited. Chatty feeling is gone again.

The new moon is supposed to be conjunct my Ceres/Chiron/Sun and my Mercury, too.
http://www.discovermagazine.com/mind/the-traumatic-loss-of-a-loved-o ne-is-like-experiencing-a-brain-injury
http://www.press.jhu.edu/news/blog/and-after-loss-neurologist%E2%80%99 s-perspective-loss-grief-and-brain

My favorite time frame continues to be 10pm-3am.

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posted April 11, 2021 08:54 PM            

I completely forgot the new moon was today so is interesting that I cut my hair and went on my first hike of the season today.

I also felt very moody and angry for a few hours but I feel good now, doing some reflecting and socializing in Lindaland snapped me out of it LOL.

I have continued doing YOGA, did some on Thursday and Friday, went for a walk with my dog yesterday around my neighborhood and today on a small hike by myself ARIES style, wanted some alone time.

Last weekend and this weekend physical exercise has been highlighted and my muscles are feeling it, is like I am waking up my muscles from winter slumber. I will try next winter to do yoga during winter months, I tend to be more active non winter months.

I should add that soon my husband and I will start a new routine with our diets that we talked about yesterday and have started taking steps towards, I think the full moon in ARIES/LIBRA and this new MOON both are playing a role in this, this would be a new beginning for sure.

posted April 11, 2021 09:29 PM            

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Have you tried EMDR therapy? or Trauma/Tension Release exercises with a certified provider?

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posted April 11, 2021 09:32 PM            

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Today has been up and down for me and today there is a NEW MOON in ARIES at 22 degrees. I did get a haircut, it was needed, I tend to put haircuts off and I went on my first mini hike of the year, weather was nice, the hike was nearby so nothing super exciting but I did enjoy this part of my day a lot and it uplifted my spirit, I got a taste of why I enjoy hiking so much and how nice it feels when I hike, the experience of it, it was a nice reminder.

I completely forgot the new moon was today so is interesting that I cut my hair and went on my first hike of the season today.

I also felt very moody and angry for a few hours but I feel good now, doing some reflecting and socializing in Lindaland snapped me out of it LOL.

I have continued doing YOGA, did some on Thursday and Friday, went for a walk with my dog yesterday around my neighborhood and today on a small hike by myself ARIES style, wanted some alone time.

Last weekend and this weekend physical exercise has been highlighted and my muscles are feeling it, is like I am waking up my muscles from winter slumber. I will try next winter to do yoga during winter months, I tend to be more active non winter months.

I should add that soon my husband and I will start a new routine with our diets that we talked about yesterday and have started taking steps towards, I think the full moon in ARIES/LIBRA and this new MOON both are playing a role in this, this would be a new beginning for sure.

Helpful Crystal of the day: Malachite

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I really need to try yoga.

I played the floor is lava today. Met some toxic kids and guys, and met some great ones, too. The last kid I spoke to/played the game with, was so sweet.

posted April 11, 2021 09:35 PM            

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Originally posted by teasel:
No. I’m mostly okay, but I sometimes need a reminder that there is a reason for certain things. I had a dream that I was talking with mum today, but I woke up uneasy, because of things on my mind.

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I hear you, I get that. I had a crazy dream with my grandmother who passed away many years ago the other day and it F******cked with my head, pardon my language. It just totally did. Made feel like her spirit is still in her apartment and she has not realized she passed away since she had dementia when she passed, I was like crying intensely in the dream.

posted April 11, 2021 09:56 PM            

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
Tension! I hear you. I am really working with my body lately to release tension.

I feel Trauma/Tension Release Exercises and Yoga have helped. I am storing tension in my right foot and spent like half an hour last night massaging it with an oil I mixed with essential oils.

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Oh yes! I am feeling a bit better now that my "cycle" is over. I did some yoga tonight. I told my self, the emails can wait do yoga! My mom even joined me, she cracked me up because she made "ruff-ruff" noises for downward facing dog.
I had lots of tension in my belly for a week and a half.

I used up my all my "Let Go" oil blend. (basil, peppermint, and lavender)
No way, I was going into work with out any. I replaced it with a lavender roller ball on Friday. I rubbed it allover my stomach and head.

posted April 11, 2021 10:19 PM            

My best friend went with me to get some shoes for my wedding dress. We found the winner and he bought them for me as a birthday/wedding gift.

Fiancé picked out his suit. His best man and dad went with. Best man bought fiancé's suit. And fiancé bought my nephew's ring boy suit.

Had my dress fitting today. It is really coming together.

Mom is finding me a good deal on veils.

Matron picked out her dress style.

Celebrated my future mother in laws and my birthday this weekend. It was a nice time.

Fiancé gave me my gift today. And took me out to dinner and dessert.

Tomorrow is my real birthday, and I got the day off of work. It will be spent doing more wedding planning.