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Topic: Transits and Mood Log 2021
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teasel
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posted June 06, 2022 03:25 PM
  
December 2013, less than a week before Christmas, my drunk mother accidentally set fire to her bed (my parent's room is on the ground floor, just off the hallway, and close to the front door). I was freshly out of the shower, sitting at my computer, when I heard her exclaim. Just as I was getting up, I smelled smoke, so I ran to the kitchen, before realizing that it was coming from downstairs, and fire was spreading across their bed, just as my dog Dora, jumped off the bed. Mum was on the hallway floor, and was too heavy for me to get up. She had been trying to run to the bathroom to get water, and to get help from us. My sister was asleep in her room, and I was screaming for her to wake up. I ran to the little bathroom, and they had a massive towel there, so I wet it under the tap, and managed to throw it over the quilt - most of it - just as my sister ran downstairs, and grabbed the other side of the quilt, throwing it over the wet towel. We were incredibly lucky that it didn't catch the pillows, the walls, or jump over to the curtains. We then got mum up into a rocking chair that was in the hallway, that Dora liked to sleep in. I grabbed the quilt, and the phone, threw the quilt out into the show (there were still parts of it alight, like those embers that won't entirely go out). I went to the deck outside, to call dad, and try to stop shaking. It was the end of the day, so he was on his way home anyway, thank goodness. My sister grabbed the broom, and swept up the mess on the floor. When dad got home, the mattress was checked, and then flipped. The bed was made, and she was back in it. My sister left me alone, until she left on Sunday, when my dad drove her up to Canada, to spend them with her husband - the arsehole. We weren't spending time together, but she didn't do anything nasty. That Friday night, when it happened, I just zoned out on the couch, in shock. By Sunday, my mother was drunk again, and I got to deal with the BS that had been created here. When she was sober, a week later, I asked if I could use her email to contact my sister, asking that the trouble be put behind us. I don't know if there was a response, because mum wasn't regularly checking her email. But, when my sister came home, she was fully indoctrinated, and was reading a book, gifted (and signed by) her husband, about dealing with manipulate people. That ****** wanted it all to keep going, and it did. I saw the book open on the counter, wondered what it was, and then not only saw that, but his encouragement, in writing. When it comes to this, my mood is permanently hostile. IP: Logged |
GalacticCoreExplosionV2
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posted June 06, 2022 04:55 PM
Teasel I am truly sorry you went through those things. I've been through some stuff too. My chart ruler, is in Capricorn square Pluto the ruler of my IC--kind of speaks for itself. Was not a fun childhood. It does no good holding on to it. Best to be let go of. There is nothing wrong with feeling justified anger when someone hurts or does wrong to us. But holding on to it, doesn't bother them at all, but creates stress and inharmony in our own systems and bodies. You seem to have a lot of pent up, repressed anger in you. Have you thought of taking like a kickboxing or similar type of class? Two birds, one stone. A way to let out anger and get exercise meanwhile. IP: Logged |
GalacticCoreExplosionV2
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posted June 06, 2022 05:04 PM
I mean, I can regal you with various accounts of sh*tty things that have happened to me, like when I was 4 or 5, and I had a bad earache, and so went into my parents room late at night to tell them that my ear hurt, and my still drunk, but half asleep dad slapped my hand so hard that it bled. Or how, a bit earlier when we still lived in CA (which typically has bigger waves than the east coast), my dad let his friend throw me into the ocean--finding it funny though I couldn't swim at the time (I was like 4), and I also couldn't get water in my ears because I was very prone to ear infections and abscesses. I could probably spend most of the day writing down various traumas and ****** things that have happened to me at the hands of others. Heck, just stuff with my step father alone would take up a lot of time and space to go over. But while I occasionally talk about some of these things, I've let it go on an emotional level. It's in the past. I don't feel anything about or to it anymore. When I review these memories, its like watching a movie of someone else's life. Feeling permanently hostile to these things doesn't help anything. IP: Logged |
Aries23Degrees
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From: South Africa
Registered: Dec 2012
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posted June 06, 2022 06:02 PM
@StawrI was born with Plu trans my 7th house (Placidus). And I can't say that i recall much about this transit. How i saw it play out was through my parents. I became aware of the dynamics of the relationship between them. That things were off balance and unfair ( to Mom). IP: Logged |
MoonMystic
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posted June 09, 2022 02:01 AM
I just recovered from an ugly unnoted viral thing. That was not fun but alas my transit today tr Mars cnj my natal Mars really hit me in the negative arena.
According to a site "hurt feelings" ..yes!
Today after being on cloud 9 my feelings for the last time **I should allow**.
Why are people so easy to jump to conclusions? In return I get mercilessly hurt. I need a dingy and island and go be MM.Solo.😐
I was trying to figure out my transits but I just need to get **** done and get over my emotion bs..
Update: I was able to get back on my lifting, fitness and better nutrition. Mars held with some of this. Tr Mercury in 6th, Taurus. My routine and palate. Healthy food is good again. IP: Logged |
Librapurr
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posted June 09, 2022 12:37 PM
I’m thinking what worse to have harsh transits or to have people around having them. I started to get concerned with somebody is being obsessive and revengeful about little things. The second person got me brain freeze with the coffee story.
Three weeks past I’m still getting reminded how I was supposed to get a half of latte, but it was a little less and something else was wrong with it. The most ridiculous part, it was my latte what I offered to share! I’m not talking about being picky about more things and taking my jokes personally or seriously. That was the best of him because I didn’t need to think about filtering myself much.
Exact Pluto for both. It could be the big problem because I didn’t recover from my Pluto yet and I cannot sacrifice currently.
The third is Saturn return. It’s more doom. I knew I cannot count on promising here. But why it came my way…IP: Logged |
hypatia238
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From: Mercury novile and parallel Pluto, Pluto septile Southnode
Registered: Sep 2014
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posted June 09, 2022 03:45 PM
Its interesting that tr Uranus through the 5th seems to have taken off when it started to trine my DC ruler which is also my northnode ruler. Definitely interesting times, have met a lot of soulmates and have had passionate flings but this last guy who is a Sun in LIBRA conjunct PLUTO at 29 degrees in the 7th with venus conjunct mars in virgo, we are hanging out a lot and are making plans to go to Mexico this summer, we have moon conjunct pluto in davison and venus conjunct mars in the 7th and in composite we have moon opposite pluto with venus conjunct mars in the 7th, venus conjunct mars sextiles the moon conjunct pluto in davison. His venus conjunct mars in virgo conjuncts my DC ruler Mercury, his moon trines my sun and sextiles my moon and opposes exact my Psyche, my venus and mars in the 8th falls in his 5th house.Anyhoo with tr Uranus in the 5th trine my DC ruler is hard to trust that anything will last right now but something feels different about this Libra guy, we practically have been hanging out almost daily since we met Sunday May 29th, last time that happened I ended up getting married to that person, but with him I would have a healthy relationship and there is passion, we get each other, more compatible for sure. Our progressed Davison is very interesting, all the angles are at ARIES point with the vertex on the DC also at aries point and VENUS in the 7th conjunct the DC. I feel vulnerable with him but also very calm and secure. Tr moon in virgo on my dc Ruler mercury trine tr uranus led to some emotionally charged communication with the ex on Wednesday. Made it clear I am not interested in getting back with him. IP: Logged |
Stawr
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posted June 11, 2022 11:09 AM
Mercury Taurus h12 trine Saturn Capricorn h9
Saturn Aquarius rx h10 conjunct Mars Aquarius h10
Neptune Pisces h11 trine  The last few days I've gone totally ape **** making my last week of work special. I got the director who is retiring and the new director chocolate covered strawberries. I bought Donuts for the rest of the staff. I got a gift card for the custodian. I bought a coworker a bottle of wine for hosting a end of the year party. The staff and children made me feel special on my last day. I cried when they surprised me with a collage they made me. The staff also got me a 150 Amazon card and a bumble/honey bee necklace. Yesterday was so beautiful, but I can tell that I am exhausted and getting run down now. I was so spent that I could barely talk to my husband on the phone and I even asked him to talk to me on the phone until I fall asleep cause I have nothing left to give. IP: Logged |
MoonMystic
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posted June 12, 2022 03:06 AM
Well this looks evidently like my current issue.
http://www.astrolada.com/transits/transit-venus-opposition-natal-mercury.html These are things that happened from the "other" - this is by someone I've shared everything with. Both houses ruled by Saturn. (Values/communication)
Unfortunately the positive was done thoroughly before the negative occured.
Positive:
• Tell somebody how you feel Negative:
• Lack of harmony in your communication
• Misunderstandings in your relationship IP: Logged |
Aries23Degrees
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Registered: Dec 2012
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posted June 12, 2022 03:56 PM
Mars in Aries is arcing to aspect my Moon/Merc/Mars/Mc/Asc mix. Transiting Chi is currently parallel my Asc. What could that mean?🤔IP: Logged |
Stawr
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Registered: Nov 2010
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posted June 12, 2022 08:51 PM
Mercury transit 12th house
Uranus oppose Pluto
Pluto rx conjunct SaturnWe surprised our boss at church today we did a special service for her. I later went over to my sisters to go over cat sitting. I remembered to RSVP for a wedding rehearsal and buy her a gift. How could I not get her the candlestick holders!? IP: Logged |
Librapurr
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posted June 12, 2022 09:00 PM
I thought why I feel emotionally unstable like it’s full moon. Because it’s full moon in couple days!
I didn’t think transits through Gemini would affect me emotionally bad.
Online videos trigger me. That guy triggers me. I don’t think he does what he’s supposed to and see a little lies, but I’m trying to give him benefit of the doubt.I just said he needed to be on top of things. I don’t think it helps because he has self-rightness.IP: Logged |
Stawr
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posted June 13, 2022 07:01 AM
I'm going into the school to close up my room! I might even have to return my keys. I am not looking forward to that part. I also plan on taking a dirty photo of me in my classroom for my husband. My two assistants want to help!Venus oppose Moon
Pluto rx conjunct Saturn
Lilith conjunct Jupiter IP: Logged |
vansio
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posted June 13, 2022 09:07 AM
Tired. Managing to have low expectations for the sake of living in the present. IP: Logged |
amelia28
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posted June 13, 2022 01:48 PM
I am starting to realize that transits going through a house truly become active when they start to hit something in your chart, this explains why sometimes you have a planet transiting through a house and nothing seems to be going on that connects with that theme until it starts to hit something in your chart and then it really comes out that energy; then it comes to life.Tr Uranus in the 5th trine my DC ruler has been a lot of fun. I am really glad I separated and am living on my own and being single, I feel I skipped this stage of my life when I moved out of my parents and then moved in with my ex and I am happy, I am realizing for so long I lived for him, accommodating and adjusting my life for him and now I am making ME happy. I am also glad to say that he has accepted we are done and we are in decent terms. I can still be a source of support in his life when absolutely needed. The full moon this week will fall in my AC and DC. I feel its validating my decisions and this new phase in my life and also telling me to just enjoy what comes and not overthink things. I am going to Miami this week for a Bachelorette party! and will visit friends and family, go to the beach finally, I suppose this is also fitting of the full moon falling on my AC in saggy and DC in gemini; travel and connecting with loved ones I have not seeing in a very long time. Went shopping yesterday and had a blast getting stuff for summer and the trip. IP: Logged |
teasel
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posted June 13, 2022 07:51 PM
Exhausted, but in a better mood for now. You know how they say that someone looks like they're feeling better, when they get the colour in their cheeks back? I don't know how to say that about my dog. He's eating, just not in large amounts. He accidentally bit me, grabbing a piece of warm hot dog, in the early hours.I only had a couple of hours sleep, this morning, and then accidentally took a nap this afternoon, when I was waiting for the kettle to boil. I'm sad that Spring is almost over. I've barely been outside. IP: Logged |
Aries Eagle
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posted June 13, 2022 08:37 PM
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Originally posted by Stawr:
Hot!
Please have some mercy on us single dudes.. we have souls too! p.s must be the saggy moon 
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Stawr
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posted June 13, 2022 08:38 PM
Thanks for the full moon alert amerlia28! I just lit a candle. I am going through a huge transition right now. But one that should allow my life some enjoyment. It's fitting that I intuitively reached for the pink mimosa candle for my new beginning.I am so happy for your Miami trip! I went to Nashville last year for a Bachelorette party. It was so much fun. I am so glad I went! IP: Logged |
Stawr
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posted June 13, 2022 08:46 PM
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Originally posted by Aries Eagle:
Hot!
Please have some mercy on us single dudes.. we have souls too! p.s must be the saggy moon
LOL!!! My one assistant distracted the director. While the other one got the shots. She did my ideas as well as give me ideas. My assistants are both Libras. IP: Logged |
Stawr
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posted June 13, 2022 09:22 PM
I cried turning in my keys and clocking out at work today. I worked with such an amazing team.Moon oppose ASC
Chiron sextile MC
Lilith conjunct Jupiter IP: Logged |
SimplyLuna
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posted June 13, 2022 10:30 PM
Feeling bless transit Jupiter conjunct my Sun. I needed that. IP: Logged |
Stawr
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posted June 14, 2022 06:24 AM
Great to hear simplyluna! I have my Aries Sun 22 degrees. IP: Logged |
Stawr
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posted June 14, 2022 06:35 AM
Jupiter square Jupiter
Jupiter square Uranus
Lilith conjunct JupiterFirst day waking up not being a teacher anymore. I'm glad I lit a candle last night, and woke up to my room smelling amazing...and starting to wake up wondering why my room smells so amazing! I am thinking today that I will finish my husband's honeymoon album. And plan a dress for my friend's rehearsal dinner. IP: Logged |
teasel
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posted June 14, 2022 04:52 PM
I spoke too soon. That lack of sleep, ended up giving me some sort of migraine. A sick headache. I used to get them a lot. So, I got sick, then took a full dose of ZZZquil + ibuprofen, to get some sleep. I did sleep for a while, but was awake and zoned out for, I don't know how long. My dog who is scared of thunder and lightning, was on the other end of the couch, not smothering me - what a sweetie - but sitting there, and panting. At some point, he curled up next to my legs, but was sitting up again, as more thunder hit.I was not aware of any thunder or lightning, but my dad was. wtf? I don't know the full moon chart, but if it's in sadge, it's in my second house. Sun in the eighth. Mars is only halfway through Aries? It's trine my MC, and Neptune, and moving towards my Mercury. Mercury is once again conjunct my Moon/Venus. IP: Logged |
hypatia238
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From: Mercury novile and parallel Pluto, Pluto septile Southnode
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posted June 14, 2022 06:30 PM
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Originally posted by Stawr:
Thanks for the full moon alert amerlia28! I just lit a candle. I am going through a huge transition right now. But one that should allow my life some enjoyment. It's fitting that I intuitively reached for the pink mimosa candle for my new beginning.I am so happy for your Miami trip! I went to Nashville last year for a Bachelorette party. It was so much fun. I am so glad I went!
Thank you girl!  Looking forward to the bachelorette party. Glad your are going through a transition that will allow more enjoyment in your life! Many blessings to this new beginning in your life. I have no idea why I posted that under my old screen name LOL IP: Logged |
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