posted April 11, 2021 10:25 PM            

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Originally posted by teasel:
I really need to try yoga.

I played the floor is lava today. Met some toxic kids and guys, and met some great ones, too. The last kid I spoke to/played the game with, was so sweet.

I have seeds started, and want to start more off. I bought a grow light that arrived mid-week, and it is helping.

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Yes Yoga does nourishes both your body and spirit, you tend to feel nice after like you are nourishing yourself.

posted April 11, 2021 10:50 PM            

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Originally posted by teasel:
I really need to try yoga.

I played the floor is lava today. Met some toxic kids and guys, and met some great ones, too. The last kid I spoke to/played the game with, was so sweet.

I have seeds started, and want to start more off. I bought a grow light that arrived mid-week, and it is helping.

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Ohh is nice you met a sweet kid and enjoyed your interaction with him.

Yoga does nourish both your body and spirit IMO, you tend to feel nice after like you are nourishing yourself, your muscles will feel it too but you will notice your spirit is happy.

I have been dabbling a little with Kundalini yoga which is different and I don't know if it is related but today in the last hour or two I have felt about 3 times this sharp energy hitting my throat chakra out of nowhere and it was weird and don't know what to make of it, it might be unrelated but this piercing energy happens in a flash and did not feel great to me, maybe is just bc is strange to me. Is on the right side of my throat this odd energy, like something wants to break out and wants to get out, its weird.

Come to think of it a while ago I was feeling a sharp sensation in my stomach for a while and that cleared out, I also felt this intensity in my heart and that has cleared out so maybe now I am feeling that intensity in the throat, is just an odd place to feel it.

Nada 4106, 
 - divine music, sound heard when kundalini activated
Parana 1779 - prana - life force, yogic breathing

Tr Nada is conjunct sun in virgo which is ruled by mercury in virgo and Mercury rules the throat chakra. Both Transit Nada conjunct my SUN are inconjunct Tr Parana in Aquarius.

Garuda 2307 - a bird, mount of Vishnu, related to kundalini awakening

I have Garuda in Libra at 1 degree and I woke up last night out of nowhere while Moon was in Aries at 1 degree.

Sounds like you are doing some gardening, how nice! what are you growing?

ADDED LATER
Loved this:
http://fractalenlightenment.com/18091/spirituality/kundalini-rising-part-5-the-thr oat-chakra

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7NKNx3dESxQ

After that meditation at the end I had this vision, it looked like a female deity but not Kali nor Ganesha, looked more motherly, I think it was Parvarti, pretty sure it was Parvarti actually:

"Parvati is the Hindu goddess of fertility, love and devotion; and also determination. She is a manifestation of Shakti, the divine feminine energy of the universe. She is the wife of Shiva, the supreme being. She is the mother of Skanda, the god of war, and Ganesh, the remover of obstacles."

"She is also called Shakti, the mother of the universe"

"Parvati is everywhere at once—an omnipresent mother watching over her children."

"We find Parvati when we dance, do yoga, and meditate. We find her in nature and very much in the mountains when we run, hike, and frolic amongst the trees, rivers, and animals. Parvati loves the challenge, the adventure, and all things that bring her strength, such as her love for Shiva and for true partnership."

Natal Kali in SCORPIO 15 degrees (conjuncts my name)
Transit Parvati in PISCES 15 degrees (approaching moon and tr neptune at 21 degrees)
Natal Parvati in GEMINI 15 degrees (conjunct widely my northnode in gemini 19 degrees)
Transit Mercury in ARIES 15 degrees (conjuncts serendip 16, bless 17, pholus 18)

Basically I have a YOD with natal Kali at the apex and natal Parvati and Tr Mercury as the legs with Tr Parvati trining the APEX of the YOD which is my natal Kali and squaring my own Natal Parvati.

Oh wait we have Tr Norhtnode in gemini 11, natal Parvarti in gemini 15, and natal northnode in gemini at 19 so my natal parvarti is at the midpoints of Tr NORTHNODE and my NATAL NORTHNODE! maybe this is why I tapped into her at the end of my meditation. Is interesting bc I am not familiar with these things but I did have this vision none the less.

posted April 12, 2021 08:50 AM            

Jupiter and Neptune will conjunct April 2022.
I read a Mystic Medusa post about the last time Neptune was conjunct Jupiter in pisces, was in the 1800's.
https://mysticmedusa.com/2021/04/the-piscean-teenager-who-invented-purple/

So far I am all for it. Because the late degrees of Pisces are simpatico to my chart. I realize it will be a very special time for me because I will be a guest at a destination wedding at that time. This is a very big deal for me.

Also I haven't paid much attention to Neptune sextile saturn. But it sounds like a nice one.

"When transit Neptune is sextile your natal Saturn, there is a balance between idealism and reality. This allows you to work hard to achieve your ideals and structure changes to reach a reality that is higher and more spiritually true. You can accept everything that is real, without regard for the profits or egotistical gain."
https://astrolibrary.org/transits/neptune-saturn/#:~:text=When%20transit%20Neptune%20is%20sextile,balance%20between%20idealism%20and%20reality.&text=This%20transit%20provides%20you %20with,spiritual%20meaning%20in%20your%20life.

posted April 12, 2021 02:08 PM            

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
Today transit MOON is in Aries at 8 degrees a few hours ago activating the aries/libra full moon exact (from March 28th) while also conjuncting CHIRON.

I brought up the need to "forgive" these two ladies in order for him to free himself of them and heal (e.g. not for their sake). He has Mars conjunct Uranus in Scorpio on this DC and Mercury in Scorpio and said "I never forgive." I talked to him a little bit about how forgiveness is not for their benefit but for his and he listened and stayed quiet.

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Surprisingly, a day or two before, I had a somewhat similar conversation about childhood memories and forgiveness with a Taurus. Ours wasn’t much productive.

Maybe, tr. Mercury Chiron in Aries together with new moon bringing old traumas and dramas. Even all the nice planets around my DC don’t let me go too bananas and I am more nice than I should... The background energy is more anxious.

Anyway , doesn’t an idea Aries and Scorpio Mercury talking about forgiveness sound ridiculous by itself?... Yes, it’s a miserable attempt. The Korean dictator preaching peace would be equally believable.
“Forgive?! WTh. What are you talking about?”🤯 - “it’s just a method of letting go” - “ 😬?!” - “We probably need to find a different one.I don’t think this works....” Well, I’m not a one to preach forgiveness nowadays. Pluto transits still don’t let me go even at 4 degrees, but sometimes I miss that intensity when they were direct. However, I need to be careful with it..

posted April 12, 2021 09:14 PM            

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Originally posted by Librapurr:
Surprisingly, a day or two before, I had a somewhat similar conversation about childhood memories and forgiveness with a Taurus. Ours wasn’t much productive.

Maybe, tr. Mercury Chiron in Aries together with new moon bringing old traumas and dramas. Even all the nice planets around my DC don’t let me go too bananas and I am more nice than I should... The background energy is more anxious.

Anyway , doesn’t an idea Aries and Scorpio Mercury talking about forgiveness sound ridiculous by itself?... Yes, it’s a miserable attempt. The Korean dictator preaching peace would be equally believable.
“Forgive?! WTh. What are you talking about?”🤯 - “it’s just a method of letting go” - “ 😬?!” - “We probably need to find a different one.I don’t think this works....” Well, I’m not a one to preach forgiveness nowadays. Pluto transits still don’t let me go even at 4 degrees, but sometimes I miss that intensity when they were direct. However, I need to be careful with it..

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hahahahaha

You are funny, I mean right on! you are right about mercury aries and mercury scorpio hahahahaha but I am right that not forgiving is like drinking poison hoping it will poison the other, one of my favorite clients said that to me, she is a libra with moon in cancer like my husband but way more evolved LOL, I adore her, she really taps into the beauty of her sun in libra and moon in cancer but I don't think she has mars in scorpio at an angle squaring her nodes like my hubby LOL, love them both but she is way cooler.

Just checked her chart and she has VENUS in libra and Mars in VIRGO and there lies the difference between my husband's VENUS in LEO and Mars conjunct Uranus in scorpio at an angle and her.

posted April 13, 2021 06:39 PM            

I found this amusing, because his life is somewhat that of a taurus stereotype. His Mercury is in Gemini, but he reminds me the taureans that I’ve been closest to. They love the countryside, they are very much their own people, can be blunter than us Arians, don’t mind their own company, but can appreciate a good party/dancing.

posted April 13, 2021 11:10 PM            

I also feel energized, Tr SUN in aries is trine exact my MARS in Leo at 24 degrees!

This combo of feeling energized but calm, grounded and at peace is just perfect. Is the perfect up and down balance, SUN in aries energizing the body and moon in taurus calming the emotions.

posted April 14, 2021 12:58 AM            

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
I really enjoyed my day today, felt very balanced and grounded and lord and behold we have MOON in TAURUS, I always enjoy this MOON cycle, my body is not restless or tense, did not feel as restless last night in bed and it was so nice, I have RLS I believe.

I also feel energized, Tr SUN in aries is trine exact my MARS in Leo at 24 degrees!

This combo of feeling energized but calm, grounded and at peace is just perfect. Is the perfect up and down balance, SUN in aries energizing the body and moon in taurus calming the emotions.

Consider yourself lucky if you have SUN in aries and Moon in Taurus!

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posted April 14, 2021 10:33 AM            

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hahahahaha

You are funny, I mean right on! you are right about mercury aries and mercury scorpio hahahahaha but I am right that not forgiving is like drinking poison hoping it will poison the other, one of my favorite clients said that to me, she is a libra with moon in cancer like my husband but way more evolved LOL, I adore her, she really taps into the beauty of her sun in libra and moon in cancer but I don't think she has mars in scorpio at an angle squaring her nodes like my hubby LOL, love them both but she is way cooler.

Just checked her chart and she has VENUS in libra and Mars in VIRGO and there lies the difference between my husband's VENUS in LEO and Mars conjunct Uranus in scorpio at an angle and her.

Her MARS conjuncts my SUN and her Venus conjuncts my Pluto, her Moon probably trines my Moon which my husband's doesn't and her Jupiter and Pluto conjuncts my Venus and Mars so we have a Venus/Pluto double whammy, no wonder we get along so damn good.

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Yes, non forgiveness is a poison unless you can channel it properly. That’s why they say Scorpios (or scorpions as their symbol) poison themselves with their own poison. However, often you need to gradually come to forgiveness with time. Also, for intense people as Aries and Scorpio, I think it’s part of their fuel and nature. I don’t like to believe that you cannot teach an old dog new tricks, but we still have our charts.

posted April 14, 2021 06:55 PM            

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Originally posted by Aries Eagle:
That's two exalted placements!
Today I was thinking about getting another finance certificate the exam will be in November I'm going to prepare for it and attend online classes.
Transit NN in 9th

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That sounds great! about the finance certificate!

posted April 14, 2021 07:05 PM            

I've been getting a lot done with the wedding. While I also need to keep myself in check for wedding planning burnout. I am very fortunate that my fiancé has been willing to pick up some of the wedding planning. I've asked him to help. Plus I have him to kind of deal with his family who really want to be involved. But I am glad his family is more than willing. Now that everything that is super important to me was done my way. But all that other little stuff, oh yes his family will do....and thank God. Because I was so burned out by Monday.

Finalized the details of the wedding cake, and decided to have my florist do it.

I can tell my stress level is down a few octaves.

My goal is to get formal wedding invites ordered this week. But I am sort of overwhelmed. I have a schedule I have the hotel blocking. I don't know if I'll order some today but I will start looking.

posted April 14, 2021 07:12 PM            

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Yes, non forgiveness is a poison unless you can channel it properly. That’s why they say Scorpios (or scorpions as their symbol) poison themselves with their own poison. However, often you need to gradually come to forgiveness with time. Also, for intense people as Aries and Scorpio, I think it’s part of their fuel and nature. I don’t like to believe that you cannot teach an old dog new tricks, but we still have our charts.

Sometimes I with I had more intense Mars. I feel like my Virgo doesn’t give me enough energy and I cannot get much done.
I find Jupiter and mars synastry aspects (not hard) pretty energizing also.

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I have met so many scorpios in my life and they are softies and they don't like to hold grudges, they struggle with this. Like my scorpio client explained today, he said he has forgiven his mother but cannot forget the pain. Is like scorpios distance themselves not because they hate you or haven't forgiven you but bc they feel vulnerable, its a self preservation protective instinct more than it is a vindictiveness or desire to hurt you, but my husband is not a scorpio he has mars in scorpio and mars rules anger and war and is at home in aries and I don't see him as a resentful person personally, but is a pain thing for scorpios, not been able to let go of the pain or forget the pain like my client explained and often times they want to figure out how to do this but don't know how, fixed energy does not facilitate this.

I think you can channel anger or resentment and use it to drive you yes but up to a point, that is more a short term plan as long term negative emotions like that can make you physically sick. There is strong evidence and research that links negative emotions to health issues. I have a client whose ex struggles with anger and nourishes deep resentment and I feel it has become an addiction for her to be in a state of anger, she already has had to have her gallbladder removed and there is strong evidence that anger and the gallbladder are connected. That been said negative emotions are important to notice them and allow ourselves to feel them but is not good to nourish them and hold on to them either, they are meant to be noticed, felt, reflected on, learn from the information it has for you, act/change and release.

5 Emotions and which body part they affect:

posted April 16, 2021 01:41 PM            

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
I have met so many scorpios in my life and they are softies and they don't like to hold grudges, they struggle with this. Like my scorpio client explained today, he said he has forgiven his mother but cannot forget the pain. Is like scorpios distance themselves not because they hate you or haven't forgiven you but bc they feel vulnerable, its a self preservation protective instinct more than it is a vindictiveness or desire to hurt you, but my husband is not a scorpio he has mars in scorpio and mars rules anger and war and is at home in aries and I don't see him as a resentful person personally, but is a pain thing for scorpios, not been able to let go of the pain or forget the pain like my client explained and often times they want to figure out how to do this but don't know how, fixed energy does not facilitate this.

I think you can channel anger or resentment and use it to drive you yes but up to a point, that is more a short term plan as long term negative emotions like that can make you physically sick. There is strong evidence and research that links negative emotions to health issues. I have a client whose ex struggles with anger and nourishes deep resentment and I feel it has become an addiction for her to be in a state of anger, she already has had to have her gallbladder removed and there is strong evidence that anger and the gallbladder are connected. That been said negative emotions are important to notice them and allow ourselves to feel them but is not good to nourish them and hold on to them either, they are meant to be noticed, felt, reflected on, learn from the information it has for you, act/change and release.

5 Emotions and which body part they affect:

https://timesofindia.indiatimes.com/life-style/health-fitness/photo-stories/5-emotions-and-which-body-part-they-affect/photostory/55808831.cms?fbclid=IwAR1cT8NXzJ07WhRYSySzdIz-

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I know Aries who starts to vacuum when he is angry. Pretty productive anger lol

“nourishes deep resentment and I feel it has become an addiction for her to be in a state of anger”
This’s really screwed up and scary.
I remember a book about a woman who put her wedding dress on her wall as a reminder of her heartbreak so It motivates her toward her goal. However, I don’t remember what her goal was about...

posted April 16, 2021 02:09 PM            

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I agree with negative emotions being a cause of many illnesses. But is it possible to not feel it? I had time when I was in positive thinking much. Probably, I didn’t do it the right way because I ended up to suppress and avoid negative emotions or feeling bad because I cannot be that positive and good for people as I should.

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posted April 16, 2021 03:16 PM            

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I have NEVER suggested EVER that you should suppress negative emotions. In fact in my last response to you I said the opposite of that. I always tell every one that negative emotions are healthy and give us important information and you have to allow yourself to feel them fully in order to heal but some people nourish negative emotions and become addicted to them or stuck there and that is not good either, you have to honor your emotions, feel them, learn from them and then release them. No counselor in this world will tell you otherwise, no counselor in the world will tell you to suppress any emotion and I HAVE NEVER SUGGESTED THAT, if you ever thought I said that then you misunderstood my message.

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posted April 16, 2021 03:53 PM            

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[QUOTE]Originally posted by hypatia238:
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I know Aries who starts to vacuum when he is angry. Pretty productive anger lol

“nourishes deep resentment and I feel it has become an addiction for her to be in a state of anger”
This’s really screwed up and scary.
I remember a book about a woman who put her wedding dress on her wall as a reminder of her heartbreak so It motivates her toward her goal. However, I don’t remember what her goal was about...

I think pain, anger, and not forgiveness are tied up with each other. You can say that you forgive, but if you still feel pain, you don’t let it go completely. It means you don’t forgive completely the whole situation. Also, I think sometimes anger might be an attempt to take control of your pain and powerlessness toward a situation. Feel pain might be worse than anger because pain goes more inside, but anger is more toward outside. It might vary by person.
Your Scorpio Mars Uranus partner should find Smash therapy helpful and enjoyable: http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=jOZ-uC3Gt2Q

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YES I think he would like Smash therapy! LOL

I like it when people let themselves feel anger and encourage it, it can definitely be channeled in a positive way short term like the example you gave about vacuuming or even to motivate you to earn the respect of others when you are not been seeing or leave a toxic place etc...that is anger been used in a positive way like you are talking about..if you hold unto it longer than you need to type of thing is were I feel it turns into an issue and that can vary I suppose from situation to situation.

As for pain I still feel is important to feel it but while you HELP the person not internalize the negative stuff the other person made them believe about themselves, that is critical to make the healing process and feeling the pain be constructive and yes people that feel too much pain and internalize too much they need to connect with anger more, I know what you are talking about too.

Sorry about last message, I think maybe I was more intense than necessary. You are great and very insightful, I loved your insight about pain, anger and forgiveness and how they are all connected.

Tr Mars conjunct DC in Gemini
Tr Moon conjunct Northnode in Gemini

Feeling focused and energized today, doing notes and getting them done quickly.

posted April 17, 2021 11:49 PM            

Tr MOON and Tr Mars and Tr PSYCHE were ALL conjunct my DC at time of dream, the 3rd dream of this series, it feels very much like all three dreams are connected.

Maybe soul contracts take place while we are dreaming in the 5th dimension and since most of us don't remember our dreams.

Composite SELENE/PSYCHE/ENDYMION in VIRGO were trine Transit EROS

Composite ANUBIS is conjuncting Tr PLUTO by 2 degrees with Tr PLUTO approaching composite ANUBIS so this transit will go on for a long time. Tr Pluto is also squaring our composite chart ruler PLUTO in the 12th which is part of a tight stellium so transit PLUTO is squaring our 12H stellium while is conjunting ANUBIS, Tr PLUTO is also trining our Composite CHIRON and there is a healing theme in these astral experiences I am having with him as well so yes it looks like TR PLUTO has something to do with this three dreams.

"Anubis was also instrumental as a guide of souls, assisting them across the threshold between life and death."

April 17th 7:47am to 9:47am

posted April 19, 2021 12:02 AM            

I feel her southnode is holding me back or trying to trap my northnode ruler and mold it into her southnode if that makes sense. I also feel she feels held back by my mercury bc its setting boundaries on her southnode saying or screaming "I don't want to hear it, talk to me without expectations or an agenda." I want her to talk to me without an agenda, just express herself and tell me what works for her without expecting something from me. It just feels when I talk with her I know there will be tension and it will feel uncomfortable somehow and that there will be some strings attached, something she wants me to submit to in some way.

Mercury RX rules my NORTHNODE and is also squaring my nodes so is my skipped step and it conjuncts her Southnode. Feels like a very karmic synastry aspect and I feel I always have felt not heard by her.

Is possible that southnode aspect a planet in synastry makes both feel held back for different reasons.

Is also possible that the more you integrate your northnode the less you enjoy southnode aspects in synastry if that makes sense, the less tolerance and patience you have for them, southnode contacts in synastry can feel like you are going around in circles with someone and this could be why these relationships don't last and people tend to outgrow them even if there is strong love there which brings me to this: the desire or need for personal growth is stronger than love, love is great because it heals and expands and gives you confidence to take chances and venture off but is not the end game, personal growth is the destination but the bridge to get there is love, love triggers the journey to personal growth and gives you the strength to get through the journey filled with ups and downs which ultimately moves you forward towards a more whole and integrated you but still imperfect.

But yes is clear I have karma with my mother and I need to do some healing work around our issues. She is a good mother but her blindspots are so strong and I am tired of it, tr Pluto square my Pluto in the 10th does not want to deal with this stuff with her anymore, she needs to outgrow certain things bc is is getting harder for me to turn a blind eye to it and allow myself to "live" with it unfortunately.

I let some stuff out today when I spoke with her and my father and it was a bit intense I think for them but I felt peace after. I feel like "I should" feel bad for what I said bc I said it a bit intensely but also felt peace after like this sense of that was hard for them to hear but it needed to be said, I have talked about this already before but today felt different, is like I was trying to clear out a cycle with her, the energy that I put behind my words was strong and backing the need for us to evolve in how we communicate yet I think they felt I was communicating "intensely" but I feel they won't listen otherwise as I said is not the first time I bring this things up. The difference this time was that I communicated intensely but there was power in my words and the energy I put behind them, there was this needs to end and stop energy. Tr PLUTO square Natal PLUTO forming a tsquare with natal atropos while tr pluto is trining my SUN could part of it.

I put it in god's hands this karma I have with my mother, may this karma be healed fully.

Tr Mars in GEMINI conjunct my DC
Tr Mars in GEMINI ruled by Tr MERCURY in ARIES at 29 degrees conjunct exact Tr SUN in ARIES at 29 degrees

^^no wonder I set a boundary and it felt very critical degree 29; like this dynamic needs to end and we need to outgrow it urgent message for the sake of our relationship very Mars on the DC but yes message came out strong, Mars style and Mercury in ARIES at 29 degrees style.

Okay I send blessings and healing to her, may we break through this, may I forgive, may we start a new cycle, may there be peace and healing and love carry us forward.

posted April 25, 2021 10:09 AM            

We also spent last night re-arranging the kitchen after we came back from home depot and have decided we want to get a new stove and fridge. The kitchen space looks nicer after we worked on re-arranging it and we checked out a ton of stoves online, the one he wants is so TAURUS, is the closest to a commercial stove for home. He has Taurus rising and Moon in Cancer in the 2H which the full moon tomorrow with moon in Scorpio will trine which is I feel what is bringing all these disruption and changes (e.g. issues with his truck, decision to get new stove and fridge, re-arranging the kitchen and developing a new vision for it).

The full moon does have SUN conjunct URANUS in TAURUS perhaps highlighting disruption involving possession's and things we value, bringing changes in these areas, letting go of the old to make way for the new (e.g. new stove, new fridge), as our old stove and fridge are very old and came with the house.

So a lot of stress initially do to issue with the truck but also coming together to work on this issue and positive changes happening in the house in the context of letting go of possessions and getting nicer things.

Taurus season is indeed here but Taurus is coming with Uranus on its back! and I have definitely experienced that this week .

Also, April was a bit slow for him this year for his business although he did okay but MAY is going to be a great month for his business financially so that may also be do to Taurus season and the full moon tomorrow trining his MOON in Cancer in the 2H blessing his finances but the truck thing is simultaneously threatening his finances so there is that.

When the truck thing went down Tr DEJANIRA was septile his natal NORTHNODE conjunct TR KARMA. His NORTHNODE conjunct Tr KARMA is quintile his MERCURY conjunct KARMA and his Mercury rules his intercepted VIRGO!!! he also has Tr Northnode conjunct KARMA preparing to SEPTILE TR Aesclepius this coming week under 2 degrees (e.g. resurrection, miraculous comeback). I think he will use his creativity, intellect and resourcefulness coming from mercury in Scorpio in the 6th and the quintile to his northnode to fix truck issue and this will result in a resurrection/miraculous come back of his truck. This situation is forcing him to work on something he cares about so he can work on integrating more his intercepted virgo/pisces and develop his character more. He has been handling crisis well, owned it was his mistake and he is doing everything he can to fix it. My Saturn falls on his Mercury conjunct Karma, I feel I have been handling this situation well with him too and our communication through out this has been good.

Full moon is activating my Saturn opposite JUNO in TAURUS.

posted April 28, 2021 11:53 PM            

I think this may be the effects of the supermoon in scorpio still and also today transit moon was conjunct my chart ruler jupiter conjunct Uranus.

I love you mom and dad, you are shooting stars.