posted August 29, 2021 09:48 PM            

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Originally posted by Librapurr:
Retrograde Pluto again. Mercury, Mars, Sun in Virgo. I’m again with my power struggle problems. I think most of my troubles about establishing of my third chakra. People wants to make me back to be much smaller. Not the first time.
I think the more problems actually started because I got a new girl to train and manage. But the boss doesn’t like me to have much authority because only she is supposed to be a star, and I’m supposed to run around her. She could get extra critical about me in front of the new girl and trying to diminish my authority.
I saw from the beginning she tried to put girls against each other and find an enemy. I understand she needs personal assistant type to catch her every word and adore her, but it’s not my type.I just want to do my job without all these complicities of human nature. Can I?!

I went to college to see what other useless degrees to get to make me a little more excited about life and stop employees considering me as their personal property.

I actually contacted Virgo Sun woman who I didn’t see for a long time in this Virgo season. She should have something in Saggy. She is pretty blunt, but I don’t find her indecent, but hilarious .
She has that talent when she can call somebody a-hole and it sounds funny, not offensive. I wonder if I’m only one who thinks like that because we have good aspects.

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What degree is your Libra? I will be thinking of you when I count down Pluto moving! My boss use to undermine me in front of my assistants. It was so infuriating.

posted August 29, 2021 10:08 PM            

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Originally posted by Librapurr:
Retrograde Pluto again. Mercury, Mars, Sun in Virgo. I’m again with my power struggle problems. I think most of my troubles about establishing of my third chakra. People wants to make me back to be much smaller. Not the first time.
I think the more problems actually started because I got a new girl to train and manage. But the boss doesn’t like me to have much authority because only she is supposed to be a star, and I’m supposed to run around her. She could get extra critical about me in front of the new girl and trying to diminish my authority.
I saw from the beginning she tried to put girls against each other and find an enemy. I understand she needs personal assistant type to catch her every word and adore her, but it’s not my type.I just want to do my job without all these complicities of human nature. Can I?!

I went to college to see what other useless degrees to get to make me a little more excited about life and stop employees considering me as their personal property.

I actually contacted Virgo Sun woman who I didn’t see for a long time in this Virgo season. She should have something in Saggy. She is pretty blunt, but I don’t find her indecent, but hilarious .
She has that talent when she can call somebody a-hole and it sounds funny, not offensive. I wonder if I’m only one who thinks like that because we have good aspects.

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@Librapurr thanks for sharing, I feel your frustration but it sounds to me like you are going to find your way/path, I like to take the road less traveled.

"The road less traveled means acting independently, without the inhibitions and conformities of others." Amen to this!

"Man cannot discover new oceans unless he has the courage to lose sight of the shore."

Your virgo friend sounds like my kind of girl LOL

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Originally posted by Stawr:
What degree is your Libra? I will be thinking of you when I count down Pluto moving! My boss use to undermine me in front of my assistants. It was so infuriating.

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posted August 29, 2021 10:20 PM            

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Originally posted by Aries23Degrees:
So transit Venus in Libra 16 is square my natal Mercury 16 Cap(ruler of my 6th), Moon at Cancer 17 (ruler of my 4th) and conj Mars at 18(ruler of my 8th and 1st). Its transit is in the 7th house (whole sign) of relationships. I am under so much pressure. Tomorrow I have a presentation(7th).😶

Add to that, Mercury Virgo 29 is squaring my Sun in Sag 29(ruler of the 5th house) and Mars is widely squaring Jupiter (ruler of my 12th and 9th).

Moon just entered Gem(Natal 3rd house in whole sign system) and it'll oppose Natal Uranus tightly tomorrow at the time of the presentation.

Will the presentation be rescheduled? We'll see.

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There is a lot going on right now for you transit wise! Well based on these transits I think people will find your presentation refreshing and stimulating, original.

posted August 30, 2021 11:36 AM            

Turns out Tr MOON is SEPTILE my EROS.

Tr VENUS is SEPTILE my VENUS conjunct MARS (VENUS rules my 5th and falls with MARS in my 8th).

Essentially venus septile mars and moon septile eros! No wonder.

posted August 30, 2021 11:58 AM            

Today my saturn in scorpio conjunct pluto with venus conjunct mars and karma in the 8th were lighted up. This karma related to intimacy and my sexual nature and drive finally make sense were it comes from, comes from within and an imbalance in myself that I have to work through and until I do I will find myself in this all or nothing situations connected to intimacy/sex.

I am going to say that Tr VENUS septile VENUS and MARS and tr MOON septile EROS are the reason why I came accross this insight.

Wait for it, I also have EROS square SATURN LOL

F***CK MEeeeeee LOL

posted August 30, 2021 12:04 PM            

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
There is a lot going on right now for you transit wise! Well based on these transits I think people will find your presentation refreshing and stimulating, original.

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❤❤❤It was nerve wrecking. The CEO was interviewing me and other important people😶. Very intimidating.

posted August 30, 2021 01:35 PM            

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Originally posted by Aries23Degrees:
❤❤❤It was nerve wrecking. The CEO was interviewing me and other important people😶. Very intimidating.

Now its the waiting game💁🏿‍♂️

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posted August 30, 2021 02:12 PM              

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
WOW I just had an an epiphany! I got in some deep reflection and realized that imbalances in my life are a reflection of imbalances in myself...

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That reminds me some of a guidance experience I had years back. It was a handful or so years after my mom's body died and she phased back to the nonphysical. Anyways, at the time I was thinking intensely about the big changes that I felt were coming to the world, and was trying to figure out what exactly was going to happen and why.

During this period, I had a dream where my mother and I were talking about all this, and I think I had asked a question out loud, and she said something that really struck me, she said, "Often the outer mirrors the inner".

Up until then, I had mostly focused on the physical part of these changes (the outer), but this was a big clue as to how it all was first happening on an "inner" consciousness level first, and the physical was reflecting that. Or as Cayce's guidance often said, "Mind (in the sense of nonphysical consciousness) is the builder, and the physical is the result."

This is why often times when Yeshua was helping people to heal, after that was accomplished, he would say things to them like, "go and err no more". He was cluing them in to the fact that internal processes and imbalance was leading to external, bodily imbalances, and to keep that new found health, they had to keep the internal balanced to maintain the external/bodily balance. (this is not to say that all ill health/disease is of that nature, sometimes purely physical/external causes are the primary reason).

posted August 30, 2021 09:45 PM            

And when **** hits the fan, I’m basically completely out of food.

posted August 31, 2021 12:08 AM            

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Originally posted by GalacticCoreExplosionV2:
That reminds me some of a guidance experience I had years back. It was a handful or so years after my mom's body died and she phased back to the nonphysical. Anyways, at the time I was thinking intensely about the big changes that I felt were coming to the world, and was trying to figure out what exactly was going to happen and why.

During this period, I had a dream where my mother and I were talking about all this, and I think I had asked a question out loud, and she said something that really struck me, she said, "Often the outer mirrors the inner".

Up until then, I had mostly focused on the physical part of these changes (the outer), but this was a big clue as to how it all was first happening on an "inner" consciousness level first, and the physical was reflecting that. Or as Cayce's guidance often said, "Mind (in the sense of nonphysical consciousness) is the builder, and the physical is the result."

This is why often times when Yeshua was helping people to heal, after that was accomplished, he would say things to them like, "go and err no more". He was cluing them in to the fact that internal processes and imbalance was leading to external, bodily imbalances, and to keep that new found health, they had to keep the internal balanced to maintain the external/bodily balance. (this is not to say that all ill health/disease is of that nature, sometimes purely physical/external causes are the primary reason).

Anyways, what you said just kind of reminded me of that experience and that whole concept.

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You get it, exactly! Thanks for hopping in and commenting, enjoyed reading your response.

posted August 31, 2021 12:31 AM            

Interesting enough I believe Septiles are known for infinite wisdom.

posted August 31, 2021 01:58 PM            

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Originally posted by GalacticCoreExplosionV2:
You're welcome Hypatia. Yeah, ime, the Creative Forces tend to be very "hands off" and let people do their own thing--that whole freewill thing. Especially so in an individual sense. They might try to nudge you here and there some, but that's about it.

(However, sometimes, once in a great while, the Creative Forces do intervene in a more collective and major way when things get really bad and off track, and the world will be seeing this within the next few years.)

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Yes I agree that for the most part the creative forces may nudge you one way or the other and only sometimes in a few rare occasions do you feel an intense push to go one way or the other that is very hard to ignore.

posted August 31, 2021 04:13 PM            

Tr MOON in GEMINI conjunct DC
Tr MARS in Virgo square the NODES
Tr MARS in Virgo opposite MOON
Tr MARS in Virgo conjunct Mercury (north-node ruler)
Tr Saturn trine MC
Tr Southnode conjunct Chart Ruler and Southnode Ruler Jupiter

posted September 01, 2021 06:19 PM            

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
WOW I just had an an epiphany! I got in some deep reflection and realized that imbalances in my life are a reflection of imbalances in myself.

Today my saturn in scorpio conjunct pluto with venus conjunct mars and karma in the 8th were lighted up. This karma related to intimacy and my sexual nature and drive finally make sense were it comes from, comes from within and an imbalance in myself that I have to work through and until I do I will find myself in this all or nothing situations connected to intimacy/sex.

I am going to say that Tr VENUS septile VENUS and MARS and tr MOON septile EROS are the reason why I came accross this insight.

Wait for it, I also have EROS square SATURN LOL

F***CK MEeeeeee LOL

I get it universe, I get were my lessons lie. Gotta love this journey we are in, so interesting.

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Wow Hypatia, that's a lot! I have been reflecting a lot on my own intimacy issues and am finding chakra yoga/working with chakras generally helpful for rebalancing... I am sure you will be able to rebalance and overcome. And congrats on the resignation!

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
Yes I definitely think is northnode transiting your 12th as this will give you a desire to retreat into your own self, rest, sleep, meditate and socially isolate to recharge and when you add transit neptune squaring your sun this theme is reinforced further. The desire to escape will also be stronger and more of a theme probably.

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posted September 01, 2021 07:41 PM            

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Originally posted by sashavittoria:
Wow Hypatia, that's a lot! I have been reflecting a lot on my own intimacy issues and am finding chakra yoga/working with chakras generally helpful for re-balancing... I am sure you will be able to re-balance and overcome. And congrats on the resignation!

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I do chakra yoga and meditation and love it.

With me is more like I am very all or nothing with intimacy, I can be extremely attracted to someone and open to the attraction, allowing myself to be vulnerable around them and then I become addicted to the attraction and sex with them but if I don't feel that intense attraction the interest in sex with that person is zero even if I love them and feel connected to them strongly in other ways (emotionally, intellectually) so that is what I mean by their being an imbalance in me that I need to explore more bc I end up in relationships were the physical intimacy is great but the intellectual connection/intimacy is not there or were the intellectual intimacy/connection is there but the physical attraction and or intimacy is not, I feel that reflects some kind of imbalance in me I need to explore more and work through.

Then again I could say that I don't have intimacy issues, that I am open and vulnerable and ready and that my partner is the one that has intimacy issues do to attachment issues stemming from childhood trauma but I can also own there is something there too that may connect to me, as I am too all or nothing with intimacy, I want it intense or nothing at all and that can indicate that I am a love addict and sex addict and that is more about the rush that attraction and physical touch give me but I looove physical intimacy. Yet I also am able to have very intimate conversations and moments with others all the time that don't connect to physical attraction too.

My love language is physical touch and quality time so physical intimacy means a lot to me but there is something there I need to unlock further and understand at a deeper level.

My readiness to be vulnerable, surrender and for physical intimacy is a huge strength for sure and a beautiful part of me but also a source of pain and karmic, something about it needs to be balanced out and understood more deeply. I have already learned that surrendering all the way and giving yourself too much to someone is bad, I have learned that you can get lost in and addicted to a fantasy and lose yourself in someone through that fantasy, I have learned you need to value yourself first and not fall in this trap of over-valuing others (romantic partners) by putting them up in a pedestal. I have learned that love addiction and sexual addiction is also a way of escaping reality. I have learned a lot of these karmic lessons stemming from the aspects I mentioned but there is more I still need to figure out I feel.

There is karma around love addiction that needs to be transmuted and I have made a ton of progress with this but is also true that I am extremely capable of great intimacy in bed, allowing myself to surrender fully to the other body, mind, spirit and emotionally but is like intimacy is addicting to me and I need to explore more the implications of all this and how it plays out in a long term relationship for me, like getting involved with someone that I cannot fully express this about myself is part of the karmic pain but is also how this is being forced to be balanced out as well perhaps. Learning to experience intimacy without the physical dimension of a relationship may be part of the karmic lesson bc that was overly emphasized in other lives (Geisha conjunct Saturn and DNA square EROS, venus conjunct mars and Karma in the 8th, eros in the 8th). I will continue to explore this, ultimately I want to experience the type of intimacy I have experienced but in a more balanced way without falling into addictive traps or the need to escape through those encounters and without getting lost in the other (that is a start).

posted September 02, 2021 03:34 AM            

"This is a favorable time for communication about love and relationships. It will not make the communication either good or bad, but it will help to ensure that communication happens."

I didn't find his message, until late tonight.

I find it interesting, that I had positive aspects when I felt like utter crap, and Moon square Pluto and Jupiter, when I pulled myself out of it, in the afternoon. Moon conjunct Saturn = feeling fine. Mercury is about to oppose Jupiter, and conjoin Pluto.

posted September 02, 2021 12:10 PM            

I am still incensed. Depressed. And ready to help anyone who needs it, in Texas, however I can. Maybe I can donate my grocery money, or some of it. I don’t know. As some have said, covid has reproductive rights in Texas, but women don’t. This is about controlling bodies of women, and nothing else. And it is not comparable to vaccine mandates for schools and private companies, during a pandemic. Nor is it comparable to being asked to wear a mask in a grocery store.

posted September 02, 2021 01:32 PM            

With Uranus square N. node (EXACLTLY yes like 0 degrees apart.) As much as I value my teaching career, it just feels like I'm dealing with too much BS. But my boss has a good attitude with me. While I am secretly freaking out about getting certain things done. I think Covid kind of helps like "thanks for working during Covid and risking your life" lol I feel like I can't live my life with teaching preschool with out it biting me in the @ss later!

I've been doing this for four years and I still feel like having a personal life will bite me in the arse with me job later. It was annoying at times planning my wedding with this job. (moving faster than planned didn't help either) I did not like to admit that I was happy to be done with the school year so I could just focus on my wedding. I wanted my wedding to be right in the middle of summer vacation for a reason. I did not do summer camp and I don't think I ever want to do it again. As much as I enjoy it and the money is super easy and it's a little under two weeks. I need time with my husband since he travels for a living.

I feel like visiting him now is going to bite me in the arse. And I am going to be miserable when I get back home. I get home at night. And the next day I have a zoom meeting with certain parents, and I am completely out of food at home and have to get groceries. And go into work to prep my classroom more before the first day of school.

If my job is always going to feel like there is no life balance, why don't I just quit in the next year or so and see the whole country with my husband!? I think I would be happier. No one can be happy all the time of course, I am currently happier with my life than I was previously overall. We are going to see where we are with having babies after honeymoon anyways. And I do want to be a stay at home mom for at least the first two years of hypothetical child's life anyways.

At least Neptune offers a tad of stability and only makes positive aspects to my chart. Much needed. It sextiles my Saturn Capricorn house 9, and trines my Scorpio Moon conjunct Pluto and Dark Moon Lilith house 6.

posted September 02, 2021 09:49 PM            

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Originally posted by sashavittoria:
Thank you for your reflections, Hypatia I can definitely relate although I feel I know myself less well at this point but I am trying to learn. It sounds like you have a strong urge towards soul growth and are very self-aware and I admire that, as well as your bravery in intimacy. I wish I could have all forms of intimacy with the same person but I am not sure if that is just fantasy or what.

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Thank for the words of encouragement.