posted January 15, 2021 05:57 PM            

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LOL about the earrings!
Thank you for answering. This new moon squared my sun one degree away. And conjunct my Saturn one degree away. So accurate about the dark and yucky.
I was totally spiraling yesterday. The noise wasn't too bad here yesterday, but it's the anticipating being woken up so much.

Struggling with that "it's almost over" attitude. I question, "am I going though another one of those things where even though I am almost done I still need to hurry up and be done even faster?? even though it's like are you kidding me? it all works out in the end???"

I've been dealing with mainly through substances and such, tv white noise and it hasn't been cutting it.

I finally just rolled over...to position my head to sleep under my rose quartz I've placed on my window ledge above the bed and did a visualization technique to relax. I might of fell asleep at quarter to 2. I don't even like to look at my phone, because that just makes it worse sometimes.

Not sure what my merry go round mood swing will be each day as I finish this out but...it's starting to feel like I am beating a dead horse. Of I am so sick of talking about this so much, and other people have got to be sick of hearing about it too.

I hope you and your husband are feeling better! Sure sounds like it.

I'm getting rather sleepy before midnight. Yay!

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posted January 16, 2021 09:43 AM            

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
I am doing better this month of January overall than I was in December. I am not completely out of the woods but significantly better this month, last month was very emotional and centered around grieving not been able to see my parents for the holidays but this month I am struggling with the cumulative mental fatigue of all the issues we have been dealing with collectively to keep it broad, it really feels like abuse to me personally and I am trying to step out of all that, cut back a lot on social media and be still and let god be god and work on getting my strength back, I feel strong today. I am having issues with sleep this week for sure though. I think is that mercury square uranus, once they are no longer squaring will check to see if my sleep quality improves again.

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posted January 16, 2021 10:22 AM            

I can sleep well again. Sun is 25 degrees now. 3 degrees moving off my sun.

I did a lot after work yesterday. I feel like I am starting to get my groove back. Grocery shopped, Clorox wiped everything before putting it away. Did cardio.cooked dinner. Did a cleaning power hour. And did some new feng shui to attempt being content while I finish living here, and then nodding off.

The day is young and the only thing trying me right now is my lap top is acting up and I can’t use it right now. All I can do is try to fix it or get a new one.

With the four day weekend, and with how frustrated I’ve been, I’ll be happy to just accomplish one thing off my to do list, and not be so hard on myself. I’m just going to wing it.

posted January 16, 2021 08:44 PM            

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Originally posted by Stawr:
I really feel for you about not visiting parents at Christmas. Zoom is not the same. I hope this is the year things can go back to normal.

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I do enjoy video chatting with them but since I haven't seen them in over a year (since October 2019) I felt a strong need to see them face to face for the holidays but yes this will pass and we will see each other again face to face before you know it!!!!!!!!

Gorse flower essence is super helpful essence for these times, keeps you hopeful, uplifts you.

posted January 16, 2021 08:50 PM            

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Originally posted by Stawr:
The Capricorn stuff going on is easing off my Sun again! Earlier in the month (leading up to new moon)it felt like the more I tried to push forward, the more issues and goof ups I started to have.

I can sleep well again. Sun is 25 degrees now. 3 degrees moving off my sun.

I did a lot after work yesterday. I feel like I am starting to get my groove back. Grocery shopped, Clorox wiped everything before putting it away. Did cardio.cooked dinner. Did a cleaning power hour. And did some new feng shui to attempt being content while I finish living here, and then nodding off.

The day is young and the only thing trying me right now is my lap top is acting up and I can’t use it right now. All I can do is try to fix it or get a new one.

With the four day weekend, and with how frustrated I’ve been, I’ll be happy to just accomplish one thing off my to do list, and not be so hard on myself. I’m just going to wing it.

I think Pluto will move another degree by next month. Mwahahaha!! I see that Venus adding to the Sun square is around the corner. But for now I’ll enjoy my space.

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Coincidentally Mercury and Uranus are no longer squaring but Mercury is in Aquarius so I am thinking that will still impact sleep to some extent but less so now that is no longer squaring uranus, racing thoughts and feeling you cannot control your thoughts at night make it hard to fall sleep or have a deep sleep and aquarius/uranus on mercury I think make our thoughts unpredictable and hard to control.

posted January 16, 2021 08:58 PM            

My husband who has jupiter and saturn in his 10th house with MC in aquarius at aries point as been making programming videos lately, this will turn into a passive income for him. He got rid of his facebook account and has shifted into spending his free time more constructively. I am proud of him, he has one business that has been working out well for a few years now and now is making better use of his time, we are thinking of starting another business together and he is doing the passive income thing with the videos he is making.

He will then have Pluto enter his 10th house after saturn and jupiter leave his 10th house.

Currently with his Saturn and Jupiter in the 10th and Saturn and Jupiter in my 2nd house with tr Uranus in my 5th house, you can say all this activity aligns well with the transits we are both experiencing. This will follow up with Tr eventually entering his 10th house and my 2H so all the ideas we are having right now and taking action on I think will bear fruit.

Saturn conjunct Jupiter is laying the foundation for something and tr Pluto will reap the rewards if we take advantage of the opportunities Jupiter is offering and lay down the ground work well (Saturn).

posted January 16, 2021 09:38 PM            

The world needs healing, we really need to come together, stop seeing the other side as an enemy, understand we can have our own views ands till love one another and work together, we need to get OFF this political merry go round drama triangle and stop listening to the TV and start connecting and listening to each other and put love first. Divide and conquer is the objective of some powerful people, we need to turn off all this hate programming and start healing, and you heal by loving one another.

We need to come together and heal. My moon ruling the 8th squaring my nodes conjuncting tr Neptune squaring the nodes feels this is Neptune's message in aspect to the nodes.

posted January 17, 2021 08:39 AM            

I do not know the exact astrological cause. I wrote before in this thread that I felt an intense pull towards something that I do not want to access.

Guess what. I accessed it. Last night, from 1am to 8am... I spoke with my ex after more than a year of silence and resentment, hate, trauma.

I managed to FORGIVE and FORGET. I cried and we both apologized for everything. Never ever did I believe that this could happen, even with all the therapy.

The LIBERATION and CALMNESS I feel, you can not imagine.

Also, RESOLUTION.

At the beginning of each month I pull 3 cards for the upcoming month. These last 2 months the Judgement card popped up when I was pulling and I did not really understand why, since my life is all study and work right now.

Guess what, Judgement just happened. My inner calling pulled me to communicate and I ended up rebirthing.

I still feel like crying, like washing all of the remained energy away. Music helps.

posted January 17, 2021 09:10 AM            

Other than that I will actually be happy to have a new laptop. The how you say, refurb I have, blows. (Bad speakers)
I am also reminded that the CD player in my classroom is starting to crap out.
I need up dates. I’m mildly inconvenienced but the technology makeovers will feel good.

I also told my atheist fiancé to book our room before Mercury goes retrograde!

Mercury trine Asc
Mercury square Mercury
Mercury conjunct n. Node
Mercury oppose s. Node
Mercury conjunct Mc
Mercury oppose IC
Mercury square moon
Mercury square Pluto
Jupiter trine ASC
Jupiter square Mercury
Uranus conjunct Mercury
Hekate trine ASC

posted January 17, 2021 05:14 PM            

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Ladies and gentlemen.

I do not know the exact astrological cause. I wrote before in this thread that I felt an intense pull towards something that I do not want to access.

Guess what. I accessed it. Last night, from 1am to 8am... I spoke with my ex after more than a year of silence and resentment, hate, trauma.

I managed to FORGIVE and FORGET. I cried and we both apologized for everything. Never ever did I believe that this could happen, even with all the therapy.

The LIBERATION and CALMNESS I feel, you can not imagine.

Also, RESOLUTION.

At the beginning of each month I pull 3 cards for the upcoming month. These last 2 months the Judgement card popped up when I was pulling and I did not really understand why, since my life is all study and work right now.

Guess what, Judgement just happened. My inner calling pulled me to communicate and I ended up rebirthing.

I still feel like crying, like washing all of the remained energy away. Music helps.

Perhaps its the direct transit Uranus? Ever since it went direct, I felt like accessing this past. Whew, its in my 4th house.

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Very powerful Day! It could be the solar eclipse from December 14th since it tends to play out in the following 6 months. Sounds like you two are coming together to reconcile and release karma and clearing that out before you get married sounds lovely!

The solar eclipse on December 14th had AC conjunct PLUTO squaring your Sun and Saturn in Capricorn at critical degree 29, a degree of endings and closure or crisis. Saturn in Capricorn is at home and Capricorn at 29 degrees is very karmic and it was conjunct Jupiter so MEGA karma needing to come to closure and be worked through perhaps on a collective level from December to June. Then you add that at the time of Solar Eclipse when Jupiter was conjuncting Saturn at critical degree 29 that JUPITER was ruling TR SOUTHNODE making this conjuncting even more MEGA karmic.

I am happy for you! is great you guys talked it out and came to a place of forgiveness! Thanks for sharing.

posted January 17, 2021 05:24 PM            

I feel very CENTERED, CALM and GROUNDED today and slept good last night. I have been smudging my bed for two nights in a row and clearing out the energy in it, I have also sprayed on that area some stuff that has essential oils and flower essences on it. Today I went and bought me some San Palo and smudged the whole house and I have been doing some energy work on myself with flower essences which I feel is paying off, my energy field and chakras finally feel balanced. I also got myself a spray called "Be Present" with essential oils and flower essences and a crystal Lapis Lazuli with very centering strong relaxing energy.

I feel great, very calm and centered.

Perhaps moon conjunct moon in pisces is also contributing to it since is an easy going energy that feels at home for me.

posted January 17, 2021 10:54 PM            

I've been dabbling with salting the home myself for good vibes.

posted January 17, 2021 11:20 PM            

My favourite follow on Instagram, in the past month, is http://instagram.com/sharonsaysso - she shares political facts, and information on wild animals that she loves. She’s really approachable and relatable.

My aunt is now in a wheelchair, and on oxygen.

Dad bought me the Shadowland Tarot, for Christmas, but I haven’t tried to use it yet.

posted January 18, 2021 12:31 AM            

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I think I might have an epsom salt bath, and then go back to sleep.

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posted January 18, 2021 11:36 PM            

Today was a pretty uneventful low profile day. Feeling kind of blocked with progress especially today even with the simplest of tasks. I'm sick of the winter weather here.

I did get my laptop fixed at a repair shop.

Fiance's mom wants to help with the wedding more. That is great but I still have my guard up.

posted January 20, 2021 12:29 AM            

There was some kind of moon or something in Leo back in August...in my 4th house. That’s when I really started to have issues. So next month it will be 6 months. What will the end game be?

posted January 20, 2021 09:47 PM            

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My state is one of the rather strict states throughout the whole deal. Casino's are definitely not open where I am right now. I can get the vaccine now, as a teacher. I should have the antibodies in my system until March. My fiancé still wants me to get it anyways before I come out. He has tested negative every single time. Maybe I'll sort though this matter over MLK weekend.

Oh man I am hoping for better days ahead for you and all your hard work.
I hope for better days for us all.

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posted January 20, 2021 10:24 PM            

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
I continue to feel strong and grounded. Continue to receive compliments on the article I wrote this month, one from a client of my co-worker and the other from someone I was doing an intake for. I am surprised people are reading our newsletter. My boss and office manager complimented me on it but now strangers I don't know are too. COOL.

Mercury squaring my nodes and my nodal return is still happening.

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posted January 21, 2021 10:23 PM            

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Happy to hear that, you deserve all the good things.💚

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posted January 21, 2021 11:12 PM            

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I really hope so! I’m feeling edgy with transit Mars conjunct Uranus in my 12H and on my natal Sun. It’s making me irritable, worried and unmotivated. Had a fight with my guy. I read that Gemini ASC people have been having a tough ride over the last 2yrs and that’s me. I need an upturn soon!

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Sorry to hear that hikaru29.
I had a quarrel with my fiancé last night, but we smoothed it over an hour later.

Oh I wonder why they are saying that about Gemini risings? Anyone in the later degrees of Gemini is experiencing their Neptune square.
My Gemini rising is 11 degrees so Neptune is done with me! 10th house! This was part of the push I needed to be serious about my career goal of becoming a pre school teacher. But the classes and job changes it was an emotional roller coaster. Neptune transits are either a nightmare or a dream. Last year was the finale of Neptune squaring my ASC.(when it went retrograde) My better job became unbearable at that time from Oct2019-February 2020

I was really about to go over the hump with this transit in 2017. Unbearable work life. Took me 10 months to get out of there and land my dream job.

My sister is an 8 degree Gemini rising. She had the worst work environment in her mid 20's during this transit. She was actively looking for a new job for 3 years the whole time she was there . Close to the end of this transit she found part time in her field with benefits, for a company that has like the lowest turn over ever.

Last year I felt like my Aries Sun sign was being beat up (Pluto and Saturn square at the same time in Capricorn season!)

Now I am post Saturn return and the worst of the Pluto square is over. But when another planet waltz into Capricorn, I feel unnecessarily tested by life. Venus Capricorn is creeping up to my Aries sun while Pluto is still squaring. I suppose I'll throw a tantrum, but it will nice and powerful when it conjuncts my Saturn after.

My biggest challenge right now is finishing up living here(apartment life) I bust my butt. I make more from when I first moved in here, and have two college degrees. I am ready to have more to show for that.

I try to have that positive mind set like I am almost done make the most of it...and then my neighbor's grandkids being to wild when they come over escalated. Like banging on walls and windows past 10am. I've pretty much have done everything I can about that. I really can't do anything else at this point, even with it being super inconvenient to me. This month I've had to focus on letting go. I think part of why it was hard for me to drop it is the no bedtime thing for children is child neglect. I just tell my self to relax about it, growth is not for everyone, time to give this situation up to a higher power or someone else. I pretty much just have to accept it. It's to the point of the only way it will get better is if walk away. While it is good to have that awareness, it's also super frustrating since I can't really do that until the end of this year.

Oh so Uranus and Mars in the 12th house conjunct your Sun. I could see that playing out differently than mine. I have 11 house Sun. I was so much more carefree back then.

I have seen the change in me becoming more introverted. And it's liberating to admit that I do like solitude and spirituality. My social batteries have been pretty low since being in my 12th house.

I have Mercury in Taurus 11 degrees, and I think "uh oh, people are going to know what I really think about them I usually keep that to myself."
I cannot with emotionally draining chatty Cathy's, I will hit that decline button, I will ghost with texting. And that has been liberating. I have also become less "aggregable." no more "oh, okay"