posted August 16, 2021 04:05 AM            

I never have a great time when the Moon crosses over to Sag. This I find quite odd considering my Sun/Jup/Nep/Ura are all in Sag. So its supposed to be a blast right? No. Its never a good time.

Anyways, strong feelings of resentment , jealousy and unease were the order of the hour. It took me a while to settle down to sleep and the feelings seemed to have come out of "nowhere".

It was completely insane.I got heartburn and felt so misaligned and bad through and through. I thought that I was about to have a heart attack.

I recall similar intense emotions when Moon progressed to Sag last year 18- 21 Dec 2020. It was awful. I battled to make sense of what was happening. It didn't make sense.

posted August 16, 2021 10:38 AM            

I got back from my trip last night. I had a blast!

I have so much to do today!! I have to spend so much more on groceries now. IT'S ANNOYING. I want to eat healthy, but I don't want to cook all the time, while I am really trying to get back into maybe just cooking a healthy meal from scratch at least twice a month.
The timing has been BAD when I get low on food. Like my moon cycle then going on a trip and then getting back from the trip.

One of my frugal habits is when I am low on food, is using one of my gift cards. I have some from Tim Hortins BUT the only thing I can get there for breakfast is egg bites. I get sick of that real quick. Just giving my self a moment here now. Before I go get it. I am out of k cups too.

I also need to shift gears back to teacher mode. I am kind of already having a "oh my god, can you chill?" with the other 3 yr old teacher I work with. She has already reached out and emailed the parents like 8 days ago. I usually check my work email at least once a week. But the week I don't, she emails her parents all this crap.

If I was just starting out, I would be freaking out more. But I'm not because our boss did not tell us to do that. And I am still doing summer vacation things! Early August? Come on. School doesn't start until September. The other teachers joke that no one can keep up or compete with that teacher.
But on the bright side she sent me everything she emailed. So we can be on the same page.

I made a little joke to myself "if I am now expected to email my new parents in early August, maybe I do want to take my husbands offer and quit my job and just travel around with him." Naw...I can't make a huge decision like that. He brought this up to me in July. He brought that up a few weeks after the wedding.

But then it does kind of seem to be in the stars...with Pluto being in my 9th house.

My thing is it so frowned upon for women to not work now. Could I handle being stigmatized by my family and in-laws? Busy bodies would be like "you could do insta cart." But it's like why would I quit teaching to do insta cart? (From a passion life calling point of view.)

But I am feeling enticed by the offer when the other teacher does not ever stop working. And yes teachers are compared to each other whether we like it or not. And this condo has cockroaches! So I am really feeling the temptation today to just leave it all behind and hit the road with husband a lot.

But it does feel very liberating to go through life with a "I don't NEED this job, I'm here for passion and to have my own little cash stash." I love seeing the full circle when in the past I've had the worst job ever and felt like I couldn't quit it.
I think 80 percent of the teacher at my job are there not because of money but because they want to be there. There are really only two that NEED the money but this is their calling. It really seems like to be a teacher you need to not need the job. Because teachers really are exploited for being in a "passion" job.

posted August 17, 2021 06:20 AM            

Sighhh Pluto will go direct on October 6.

posted August 17, 2021 10:10 AM            

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Originally posted by Stawr:
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Any ways these transit are making me freakishly discontent with my life right now....

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Getting an opinion pool about quitting my side job.
Aqua Aries: Dump them! Usually, If I feel something wrong I refuse to make deal with people.
Taurus Aries: You call it negative? When I worked ******, you couldn’t imagine what kind of scandals and back stabbing we had. People were told straight in the face to quit. And they made bulletproof face and still came back the next day. (But she doesn’t work anymore…)
Aries Capricorn: Is it an actually job?… I think it’s just distracting you from the things you’re supposed to do.
Aries Taurus Scorpio: BS
The Aries pool lol

I probably would be gone long time ago if it’s not transit Uranus sq. Saturn. Emotionally, I’m already disappointed and over, but Saturn keeps looking at the reasons. Probably, the major challenge here is not to come in crappy mood and keep a somewhat positive face.

posted August 17, 2021 11:08 AM            

I also relapsed and bought a pack of smokes today. I haven't bought any since March. That's how miserable I am feeling.

My job is really making me feel like my mental health and well being doesn't matter.

Good luck with joy after work. It is hard for me in my personal life when my work life is awful. Sometimes that time after work we need a good sulk before the next strategy.

I need to give my self breaks today. If I could force my self to be a robot I would I tried but I don't have it in me I'm exhausted.

I am watching a youtube video about Uranus transits. According to the people in the video folks can have sleep problems. I could not sleep last night so by 5 am I just gave up. Once I got a work flow I started nodding off. I did not know Uranus was related to the nervous system.

I notice when anything in Virgo squares my ASC...it is too hard to even pretend to be okay. I can't hide it. I see it with my 8 degree rising sister too. Anything making us miserable or mental just surfaces. I've been thinking about this more...like why do people have to act like they are fine all the time? I don't really think it's healthy. With Virgo being 10 degrees and my rising being 11 degrees I feel like I am at the "I am not okay" climax.

I did allow a half hour nap after I did something. I feel 2% better now.

posted August 17, 2021 05:02 PM            

Finally today I have clarity around when I will give my notice for my full time job. I plan to give my notice Sept 14 and this will give them 3 and half months to find my replacement and will give me plenty of time to properly prepare my clients to graduate from therapy or be transferred to a new provider. This will also allow me to not take on more cases at F/T job since she will know that I am leaving by the end of year so it will help with managing my stress better while I have two jobs and start the process of building up my own private practice too.

posted August 18, 2021 01:21 PM            

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Originally posted by GalacticCoreExplosionV2:
Glad to hear you had a nice/fun trip Stawr.

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posted August 18, 2021 04:23 PM            

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Originally posted by Librapurr:
Thank you, Straw. I hope your stress will stop. Take it easy.
I appreciate the fire’s point of view. Sometimes to nail it the right way, you need to be the actual Aries and to be able to handle consequences with this energy 😊
I’m in shock how many people in people managing positions have no care about healthy work-place environment and don’t know about mental health at all.

I cannot handle sleep problems nowadays and take melatonin and might be a small dose of painkillers (it’s the worst case scenario). Transit Uranus make it hard to shut down my mind,

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Thank you!! My mental health was a dumpster fire yesterday. I cried, and I cussed out my husband. I really thought I wasn't going to get everything done in time but I sent everything out by 10pm. I took a walk took two sleeping pills. I woke up at noon today. I am feeling better and I see that Mercury is one degree off my rising now. Virgo is very compatible with the later degrees in my chart.
I made sure to take a magnesium supplement to support my nerves.

I will be doing a lot of email communicating with parents now. But I am still allowing myself some breaks.

posted August 18, 2021 04:47 PM            

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Originally posted by Stawr:
Thank you!! My mental health was a dumpster fire yesterday. I cried, and I cussed out my husband. I really thought I wasn't going to get everything done in time but I sent everything out by 10pm. I took a walk took two sleeping pills. I woke up at noon today. I am feeling better and I see that Mercury is one degree off my rising now. Virgo is very compatible with the later degrees in my chart.
I made sure to take a magnesium supplement to support my nerves.

I will be doing a lot of email communicating with parents now. But I am still allowing myself some breaks.

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posted August 18, 2021 04:48 PM            

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Originally posted by PlutoWasHere:
Just returned from a Japanese restaurant with my kids and ex. The kids were absolute angels, the food was delicious and we had a great time together. On the way home I silently cried a few tears for my broken family and my broken heart.

Transit Saturn square natal Venus.

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posted August 18, 2021 05:58 PM            

Tr VENUS in LIBRA conjunct MC under 5 degrees.

Tr SUN conjunct VENUS and MARS

Tr Mercury conjunct Tr Mars in Virgo conjunct my own mercury under 5 degrees, stimulating conversations for sure!

Wait....

posted August 19, 2021 11:27 AM            

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Originally posted by Aries23Degrees:
Thank goodness the dark pool of the Mooon in Sag period is over. I can think more clearly now with transiting Moon conjunct my Moon. I am able to evaluate my feelings and bring them back to balance👌🏿

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posted August 19, 2021 11:48 AM            

I knew I was tired last night but I just couldn't relax. Am I really going to have another day with zero hours of sleep? No! I think around 3 or 4 am I finally had that solution. Luckily I had a creepy dream that made me want to stop sleeping in. haha Dreams where I think I am still in high school in general will do that.

Anyways I guess Uranus can involve sleep issues so I will share all that Uranus is doing.

Uranus trine Urnaus
Uranus conjunct Mercury
Uranus trine Neptune
Uranus sqaure N. node
Uranus square S. node
Uranus square MC
Uranus square IC
Uranus oppose Moon
Uranus oppose Lilith
Uranus oppose Moon
Venus square Uranus
Chiron rx square Uranus
Mercury trine Uranus
Mars trine Uranus

posted August 19, 2021 06:27 PM            

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
Mercury goes retro September 27th, are we already in the preshadow phase of it? can anyone tell me? It sure feels like it LOL

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posted August 19, 2021 06:27 PM            

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
Mercury goes retro September 27th, are we already in the preshadow phase of it? can anyone tell me? It sure feels like it LOL

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posted August 19, 2021 09:18 PM            

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Originally posted by Stawr:
Absolutely!

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Okay finally had time to check:

September 27 to October 18: The pre-retrograde shadow begins September 6, post-retrograde shadow ends November 2.