posted August 11, 2022 08:32 AM            

I’m lucky I didn’t end up in the hospital. I can’t afford to. We are in another surge, and nobody cares, unless they’re trying to avoid it.

The full moon is in my fourth house, and I’m just going outside to read, and take care of my garden. If I have the energy.

posted August 11, 2022 02:00 PM            

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Originally posted by Stawr:
^LOL"Can you imagine how fun he is?!"

Glad he could call a truce.

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It was Libra’s initiative👩‍⚖️ Cappy could only go after that opportunity and express appreciation. His luck is he has some charm.

posted August 11, 2022 10:17 PM            

After a bit of slacking I decide to update and start my professional development.

posted August 13, 2022 09:17 PM            

I'm in this one store that I love, and grabbed my favourite chips to eat, that I can only find there. I also grabbed a scone mix, double cream, guava jam (both on sale), and a little mushroom cup with a lid. So, I'm sitting in a chair two seats over from where my dad had been sitting. he'd taken the basket, and gone up to stand in line. I was just checking my phone, and this woman asks if she can sit with me - two seats down. I say "yes".

She covers the lower half of her face with her top, and I thought that was nice, and immediately started telling me that her son, elsewhere, has covid, but it isn't as bad as it was before. I meant to ask if he's okay, but said, "Yeah, I caught it a few weeks ago" and that was as far as I got, before she leapt up, and got further away from me. I was just stunned. She continued to be nice, rushed out questions like, had I had the anti-viral, and she was glad that I was still alive. I thanked her, and told her no, that my mask had only been off briefly, and the viral load hadn't been that bad. So, I wasn't in the hospital, and didn't need the anti-viral - although I'm so used to taking care of things myself, I don't know what would be bad enough for it. I wasn't having trouble breathing, so that was good, to me.

I just haven't seen someone move that fast, in a long time. She had just been telling me that it's not as bad as it used to be. It's kind of funny to me now, but I was just stunned. I'm not contagious anymore, I was wearing my mask, and we weren't all up in each other's faces.

posted August 14, 2022 02:37 PM            

Still hanging out with my Libra guy who needs to get his life/s*it together.

I am not sure I am supposed to get married again or to have a boyfriend again, I left my ex-husband and part of me wants to find someone to have a conventional relationship with but having a conventional relationship hasn't exactly worked for me, I mean you never know maybe it can work but maybe I need to embrace that my path is supposed to be different in this front.

On one had Saturn opposing my venus and mars right now wants me to slow down, be patient and work on myself and learn to let things unfold naturally without having an agenda or trying to control the outcome, enjoy just being friends and lovers and work on the foundation of the relationship from that angle and saturn will reward this when the time comes type of thing.

Or maybe relationships are not meant for me, I have an empty 7th house and VENUS in LEO rules my MC and 5th house and falls in the 8th, career wise I am blessed, always had clarity on that end and am competent at what I do. Maybe I am supposed to just have romances in his life time, friends and lovers arrangements and just have fun instead of keep trying to fit into this mold society tells me I need to fit into as that is when I run into problems.

I am still not interested in dating multiple people at a time or sleeping around as that is not my style, I have always liked just sleeping with one person at a time, I think that is the 8th in the works. VENUS in LEO in the 8th wants to have one lover at a time. Even with ruler of the 7th falling in my 9th (DC in gemini), I am not meant to only get married once, that placement shows someone with a big heart that will love more than once in her lifetime but when you combine it with venus in leo ruling the 5th and falling in the 8th and juno in Taurus in the 5th I am meant to experience romances in this life that I take seriously, the focus in my chart is not marriage truly.

posted August 15, 2022 12:41 AM            

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Originally posted by Aries23Degrees:
Mercury parallel Asc is anxiety inducing. I am glad the transit is separating. My stomach is doing somersaults. Plus being around people doesn't help.🙆🏿‍♂️

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Just to follow up on this. I am getting the good sense and affirmation that I am not a person who likes the company of others for too long a period of time. This includes family ☝🏿

This past week has taught me of how stressful those situations are. I get irritable, easily offput by one thing or the other.And just want to spend time alone hiding from everything and everyone.

Trans Mercury formed a parallel aspect with natal Mars. I wondered how this would go. And it manifested as being in an irritated state whilst riding in the car with family.

I had to put my earphones on because my mood switched to "ice" mode quickly.And I had to disengage to not mwke things awkward.

Around the same time, transiting Moon was parallel Asc. I was in my feelings and wanted NOTHING to do with nobody.

On the other hand , its made me realize that this is why I have been single for so long. I have no love for others(which a relationship requires). Nor the willingness to even try. I am quite self-centred and into my own head. And when I have had enough, I am done. I totally switch off.

Unless there is some "evolved" soul out there that is able to handle all of that. I will continue to be single for the rest of my days. Maybe some cuddles here and there? But nothing too long-term. I am too irritable of a person to tolerate another (let alone entertain them).

Juno in Aries is parallel my Mars(in the 7th) and conjunct my Asc. Moon is square Juno. And Pluto is in the 7th. Could this be why relatonships are not a natural occurrence in my life?🤔

posted August 15, 2022 07:56 PM            

I am on 4 hours of sleep, and my sister in law came over. When I am on such little sleep, I cannot deal with that level of “rude beeotch” So I am staying in my room and “sleeping”

I feel ballsy making that statement tonight. I could be gaslight for it, but I am doing the right thing. When I am not in the best mood for whatever reason…I am no longer interested in subjecting myself to that. I’ve learned from the past.

I am usually fortunate enough with family having Jupiter in Cancer. But my SIL’s Venus opposes my Jupiter. It’s got to be more than that. Pluto also opposes my Mercury so anytime I speak up she takes opportunity to discredit, one up me, or flat out refuses to speak to me.

I kind of feel like I’m being rebellious and protesting.

posted August 16, 2022 04:13 AM            

Those are stressful aspects.They'll make u edgy.Its a touchy period for u.It's not that people are intentionally irritating u.U are just sincerely irritable right now all on ur own. So others will feel "chafing" around u.

I can gladly link Ura to exacerbating existing inner tension . This especially when Mars comes into the fold. People will think you've gone and just lost your damne mind 🙆🏿‍♂️

posted August 16, 2022 10:10 AM            

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@Stawr

Those are stressful aspects.They'll make u edgy.Its a touchy period for u.It's not that people are intentionally irritating u.U are just sincerely irritable right now all on ur own. So others will feel "chafing" around u.

I can gladly link Ura to exacerbating existing inner tension . This especially when Mars comes into the fold. People will think you've gone and just lost your damne mind 🙆🏿‍♂️

Its like walking in a landmine.You don't know where triggers will be.And guess what? When you step on a bomb, tue others around get to experience your fireworks all at the same time that you do. So you can't even warn them🤷🏿‍♂️

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Thank you for keepin it real!

This hasn’t happened in a while where I barely sleep for two days. My husband and I are sleeping on a twin bed at his dads. But this is not working. Only one of us gets good sleep on it. The first night I was able to sleep on it. And now my husband gets the good sleep. We ordered an air mattress.

Yeah I just knew I would not be able to keep my composure around my SIL. I’ve experienced this when my old job was stressing me out a lot, and when I’m getting hangry.

I’ve thrown up and down my hands towards her before. And then told off my husband on the phone for two hours how rude she is finally. The time I was hangry I blurted out to my cousin “this is what I’m talking about” as she was walking away and then decided she’s going down, and if someone is just going to be rude why would I care what they think? And I usually have energy to get under her skin on purpose and mess with her head these days. And just let her know in subtle ways that she doesn’t matter and that everyone here is worthy of more respect.

I even refused food they offered to get for me. (Hunger strike?!) I told my husband not to wake me up next time. He knew not to wake me up when they came over.

I kind of had a hunch that I’ve experienced climax round 1 of Uranus oppose moon. My moon is 18.50something.

I see by noon Uranus will be 18.56! I’m a huge believer in the decimal points. I noticed some returned sanity once it’s passes over.

I plan on getting drunk tonight. Sleeping pills, w33d, and lavender do not work right now.

posted August 16, 2022 10:41 AM            

I feel like there is no relief with Uranus, Chiron, and Pluto!

Pluto is squaring my sun one last time. Has me feeling like “come on hit me 81+(h and gtfo of here!” and then being like God this is awful w/ everything else going on.

Chiron is conjunct my Eris. Healing from discord??

Saturn rx conjunct mars square moon/Pluto/Lilith has me sort of apathetic, the easiest things seem difficult.

The retrograde posse feels like moving forward being productive is challenging.

Uranus will move 19 degrees soon, away from my moon but closer to my mars. Then it goes retrograde back over my moon and stuff.

Too much character development has me turning into the villain.

I notice today that Neptune rx is 24 degrees exactly sextiling my Saturn.

posted August 16, 2022 01:50 PM            

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hypatia238, I wanted to say you have a good taste (Libra Virgo 😁 ), but I’m not sure I would want to make a deal with my own placements myself lol And get Libra to get its **** together… We’re better at getting somebody else’s **** together🙃

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hahhahaha @ "We are better at getting somebody else's **** together."

Yes he has sun conjunct pluto and saturn with pluto conjunct the DC and venus in virgo ruling his DC so he is a guarded person, it takes him a long time to truly let someone in and tr saturn is hitting very tightly his moon in taurus in the 2nd so he is not having a great time right now, he is in survival mode and does not have much to give emotionally yet we hang out a lot and I want to be there for him.

posted August 16, 2022 01:59 PM            

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Originally posted by Aries23Degrees:
@hypatia 238

Do you think that you want an unconventional relationship? Or are you just willing to settle for that type because its what you can get?

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Thanks for asking this Aries23.

UPDATE 8/19:

posted August 17, 2022 01:18 AM            

I feel like he's a tiny version of my dog.

posted August 19, 2022 07:31 AM            

I’ve been in a better mood though lately.

Today I am going vintage and thrift shopping with a friend. One friend had to cancel because she realized it’s too much with the last week of her class.

Seems like a very festive thing to do with Uranus (friends groups) NN (fate) and I’m on my phone so I’m not sure if Mars is still in Taurus (shopping, spending money, the finer things in life)