posted September 03, 2021 10:06 AM            

My boss emailed me to make sure I enjoy my time with my husband. It is getting easier. We had a nice time out to eat last night. It was his birthday dinner that I finally got to treat him to.

While he is working I think I will use this as a get ahead day. Order things for my classroom. Schedule professional development. I need 10 more hours by the end of the year.

I might get a jump start on the weekly news letter too. Pretty easy I will just be reinstating some important things. I seem to have a great group of parents this year. And I have earned a good reputation through word of mouth.

posted September 03, 2021 01:38 PM            

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Originally posted by Stawr:
What degree is your Libra? I will be thinking of you when I count down Pluto moving! My boss use to undermine me in front of my assistants. It was so infuriating.

edited: I forgot to mention I started doing solar plexus charkra yoga almost a year ago. My boundaries are way more fierce than the past, part of me thinks it comes with transformation. I also started incorporating more yellow in my home. (kitchen, dinning area, bathroom. Not so much my fashion. I did get a yellowish stone and am thinking of adding more. I've always had gut problems. So it was interesting for me to learn that the gut is connected to boundaries. I might start adding some third eye yoga and alternate. I'm transitioning in learning how to cope with Uranus instead of Pluto.

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Exactly. Can we stick to constructive criticism at work without being mean?!
I can tolerate a lot privately, but once it’s becoming unnecessary public, it’s the different story. I don’t have that crazy emotional reaction when Pluto was closer to my moon. I might should say thanks to Pluto because I don’t need as much approval as I needed before.

I see sometimes it doesn’t really matter what you do . Or sometimes Uranus would want things to move and help you decide who /what should stay or go.
Uranus is like riding waves. I’d like to keep things the same, but it’s so hard with Uranus…

posted September 03, 2021 09:37 PM            

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Originally posted by GalacticCoreExplosionV2:
@ Hypatia, meant for other thread perhaps?

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hahahahahaha

posted September 04, 2021 10:18 AM            

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Originally posted by Librapurr:
Exactly. Can we stick to constructive criticism at work without being mean?!
I can tolerate a lot privately, but once it’s becoming unnecessary public, it’s the different story. Maybe, because I have 10 th Leo Nessus, all my Scorpio Stellium is starting to wriggle under my skin. It’s like Devil wears Prada at my job nowadays . And I don’t know how long I could handle it.
My latest Libra is 23 degree if it’s correct. Even events might be more demanding and difficult, I don’t have that crazy emotional reaction when Pluto was closer to my moon.

People like to diminish many things I do and don’t give me any credit. I might should say thanks to Pluto because I don’t need as much approval as I needed before.

I see sometimes it doesn’t really matter what you do and not about me . Or sometimes Uranus would want things to move and help you decide who /what should stay or go.
Uranus is like riding waves. I’d like to keep things the same, but it’s so hard with Uranus…

I’ve always had many digestion problems. I even went through a little surgery. I think it’s getting better because I try to like myself more and give myself credits.
I did meditation for third chakra, but I didn’t do it for a while. I need to try yoga for chakras again.
My friend told me not to wear yellow because it’s not my color. I still wear it. I think it’s again about people around me like me more when I’m not expressing my lower chakras.

@ hypatia238 thank you for your good words.

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Oh man, one degree away! Come on October! I don't think I've ever watched the full The Devil Wears Prada. I catch bits of it on TV sometimes. I definitely feel like Emily sometimes. LOL Why am I running my self so raged, it's just preschool!

Oh yes credit, my boss use to not like to acknowledge if other teachers used my ideas, she already made up her mind that I suck. I would at least get recognition last year if I brought up an idea in front of the whole staff.
Now I just deal with my sister in law attempting to discredit anything that comes out of my mouth, and either I or my husband puts her in her place respectfully. But I am very embarrassed for her. It's really like dealing with a grown woman who regresses to a 3 year old for getting a new younger sibling, and doesn't like when I have attention or any validation.

I am so glad I did not deal with the Pluto square sun climax with Uranus squares. I am excited to know I'll have a break. From it squaring my moon and Pluto. If I receive mildly upsetting news right now, I act b@t shhh crazy.

Glad to hear your plexus has improved! I plan on doing some plexus yoga moves tomorrow. (Today is walk day) I haven't done meditation in 8 years or something. The guy who got me into it was into OBE's. Around that time my third eye was open to some paranormal things. I saw a shadow figure once, and an orb another time. I would hear voices when I meditated. So I've been a little freaked out to get back into it. But mediation for chakras does intrigue me. I think I could benefit from a mindful pause in my day.

Good for you for still wearing it! I wonder, if that is possible cause there are different ways to do yellow. Classic yellow, pastel yellow, butter scotch yellow, sand yellow, yellow/green, pencil yellow. I've been told I look good in yellow, and wonder why I don't do it more? (dark brown hair, medium fair skin, hazel eyes) I don't like limiting myself and only wearing colors I look best in. Every color has a benefit on the psyche.

posted September 04, 2021 10:52 AM            

I am going to shower, and then check out an art museum today. Get lunch somewhere. Relax at hotel and do a little thing for work.

Husband wants to go to a steakhouse today. Of course now that I am here, he has had to work overtime. Waiting for him to come home for dinner can be hard sometimes.

I had some real mood swings in the evening. I wondered what the moon was doing. It's in Leo not too active in my chart. The early degrees of Leo is my house 3. Gemini can have that mood swing reputation, as well as Dr. Jekell and Mr. Hyde. I should get my cycle around the full moon. I wonder if it will be on time cause of how stressed up I've been. But after my mood swings, maybe it will.

I was all sweet and affectionate when husband got home, then he informed me about something mildly upsetting news. I freak out and start yelling. He tells me I better stop doing this after he buys my food. Once we got home with the fast food he motioned his arms for me to come hug him. I start crying and get my hug. I didn't order anything to drink but he offered me a sip of his lemonade and I start crying again, I had to regroup to even sip it.

lol wtf.

posted September 04, 2021 05:35 PM            

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
Check out my NEW MOON thread, how is the new mooon interacting with you chart? The new moon conjuncts atropos between 14-15 degrees in virgo and trines URANUS so perhaps an ending to unemployment and new opportunities, where does does the new moon in virgo fall in for you and what house is uranus falling in for you right now?

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The new moon falls in whole sign 6th🤔. Ura is in whole whole sign 9th.I certainly hope its an end to the unemployment tenure I have been cosmically tied into. We'll see.

posted September 04, 2021 06:11 PM            

Now subsequent to that, trans Ven 23 Lib has arced to square the MC/Ic axis at 22 Can/Cap as well as the Dsc/Asc at 20 Aries/Lib. Trans Moon in Cancer in whole sign 4th.

My uncle passed on and his funeral was on this interaction. And that meant getting together with Fam -which is often a highly stressful time for me (Mars Lib in 7th is square Moon Can in 4th). And this was no exception.

I don't think I enjoyed the trans Ven in Lib 22 conj Mars 18 in 7th.Coz it automatically opposed my Asc and squared my Moon in 4th.

I can do interviews. But I can't do family "dos" where I am forced (square) to superficially interact (Lib) and feign closeness(Can). I really struggle. 😐

The trans Ven in 7th square Moon in 4th also showed that i would be sharing(Lib Ven 7th) some living space (Cancer Moon 4th). Last time I had this, trans Jup in Lib was square natal Moon in Cancer. I moved in with someone. In this case however, I had to share the same bed with a cousin.

I don't know whether I was well received by relatives(old as well as the newly acquinted ones)? But something tells me I was (trans Ven conj Mars in Lib in 7th) and even thought of as "nice".

This is despite the inner conflict of not feeling particularly "real" or authentic internally with any of them(square to Moon in Cancer 4th). I had to conceal my more reticent nature and pretend to be more extroverted than I really am.

Now back to the Moon in Leo that I want to address. Its currently in the whole sign 5th and started this progression during the funeral.

Did I "gamble" or have fun? Not quite as easy as that (as stated in the previous post). It was more like I was "forced" to socialise and put on a "performance". Meet new people and expand my social skills by default.

In the process, I felt it was more "situational" than "recreational". That's why I say it felt "forced". 💁🏿‍♂️

Mars in Virgo is arcing to square my natal Sun in Sag soon. It currently squares my Natal Jupiter. And for the latter, that typically means travelling(Jup). So with the square involved, this usually suggests it's out of necessity than pleasure.

posted September 06, 2021 02:27 AM            

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Originally posted by Stawr:
Oh man, one degree away! Come on October! I don't think I've ever watched the full The Devil Wears Prada. I catch bits of it on TV sometimes. I definitely feel like Emily sometimes. LOL Why am I running my self so raged, it's just preschool!

Oh yes credit, my boss use to not like to acknowledge if other teachers used my ideas, she already made up her mind that I suck. I would at least get recognition last year if I brought up an idea in front of the whole staff.
Now I just deal with my sister in law attempting to discredit anything that comes out of my mouth, and either I or my husband puts her in her place respectfully. But I am very embarrassed for her. It's really like dealing with a grown woman who regresses to a 3 year old for getting a new younger sibling, and doesn't like when I have attention or any validation.

I am so glad I did not deal with the Pluto square sun climax with Uranus squares. I am excited to know I'll have a break. From it squaring my moon and Pluto. If I receive mildly upsetting news right now, I act b@t shhh crazy.

Glad to hear your plexus has improved! I plan on doing some plexus yoga moves tomorrow. (Today is walk day) I haven't done meditation in 8 years or something. The guy who got me into it was into OBE's. Around that time my third eye was open to some paranormal things. I saw a shadow figure once, and an orb another time. I would hear voices when I meditated. So I've been a little freaked out to get back into it. But mediation for chakras does intrigue me. I think I could benefit from a mindful pause in my day.

Good for you for still wearing it! I wonder, if that is possible cause there are different ways to do yellow. Classic yellow, pastel yellow, butter scotch yellow, sand yellow, yellow/green, pencil yellow. I've been told I look good in yellow, and wonder why I don't do it more? (dark brown hair, medium fair skin, hazel eyes) I don't like limiting myself and only wearing colors I look best in. Every color has a benefit on the psyche.

I'm glad Jupiter rx is back in Aquarius. Saturn Aquarius will also bring a much needed positive boost to you in the future.

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I wouldn’t expect teacher’s environment to have that toxicity. It sounds like you have passion for your job to be excited about it even when relationships aren’t good. This is a great asset! Also, it’s so sweet your husband is so supporting even with his relatives.

I’ve not gotten deep into meditation because I did have some weird experiences and disconnection with my body. I had time when I couldn’t relax much because of fear to completely lose connection with this world or my body. I think now I’m in a somewhat better place to be more open to spiritual experiences. Several years ago, I would tell somebody who is looking at the signs and dreams to help with work problems to get prescription pills. Nowadays, it’s kinda new normal for me lol 🤪 I might need more grounding again…

I like Yoga Nidra for meditation (without visualization). It supports connection with your body. And sometimes I think I attract new situations, people when I start to do affirmations.
I heard It might be not really beneficial to work on your upper chakras before you work your lower (maybe some of them) or have some grounding. Your third eye experiences sound like that situation I’ve read about. It said it could have bad side effects to have your highest chakras open before the right time. Shame, I don’t remember exactly what it says.

I could look differently. Like I could be pale some days, and some shades of yellow could make me look sick. Also, I have days when my blood starts to move, and I get red tint in my face. So some colors look differently on me. Sometimes it’s just about different people like to see me differently. And they all are pretty opinionated. For example, I know somebody who despises black and doesn’t let her child even wear anything with it, and the other thinks black is classy and stylish. They are very serious about their opinions. People with strong Venus and Pluto lol
Yes, yellow should be good with dark brown hair, lucky you.

posted September 07, 2021 08:29 PM              

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Transit MOON Conjunct MARS on my SUN in VIRGO
Transit MOON conjunct MARS square my DC

I feel annoyed today, one of those days I find people annoying LOL

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Yep, I hear you. Mars is conjoining my N. Saturn (in 2nd), ruler of Sun, Mercury, 6th, and co ruler of Desc and Venus.

It has manifested especially in annoyance and frustrating conditions with jobs. I almost took a job with a guy today, but my gut told me that he was likely a narcissist or close to same. How very Martian. I experienced two back to back red flags with him. First, his initial call to me contained some low level demeaning where he said 2.5 years of experience essentially equated to being fresh off the streets and that didn't merit much of a pay difference from same (while a skilled labor position, not one of rocket science by any means, not that complex, intricate, etc). Then, we had previously agreed to him giving me the address on Monday evening to go to the job today (which, I needed to see how far away it was etc). Waited and waited, and then at 9:30 wrote him, "address?", no reply. Still set my alarm for early, and ended up waking up much earlier, with a gut feeling that even if he did text me the address that morning, I shouldn't take it. He did, but I told him that lack of congruence between what he said/planned and actual action was a red flag to me (I didn't say it, but I was also thinking of how he talked to me initially to which he had had admitted in a second call, probably made him sound like an ahole and that he was surprised that I called him back).

Then today, I went to go do a delivery gig, got there, waited for a half hour waiting for the order to be ready, and then app had a "technical error" message, and the block magically disappeared from the app. So waiting there for a half hour, plus a half hour drive (total) and no money whatsoever. I wrote a pointed message to the company saying that I should at least be compensated for that lost hour of time, and that it appeared they were trying to pressure me to take a later and/or longer block that would better benefit them. More irked and short tempered than usual, especially in relation to work/jobs.

Sorry for the rant, but felt like I had to express it out.

posted September 07, 2021 08:37 PM            

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Originally posted by GalacticCoreExplosionV2:
Yep, I hear you. Mars is conjoining my N. Saturn (in 2nd), ruler of Sun, Mercury, 6th, and co ruler of Desc and Venus.

It has manifested especially in annoyance and frustrating conditions with jobs. I almost took a job with a guy today, but my gut told me that he was likely a narcissist or close to same. How very Martian. I experienced two back to back red flags with him. First, his initial call to me contained some low level demeaning where he said 2.5 years of experience essentially equated to being fresh off the streets and that didn't merit much of a pay difference from same (while a skilled labor position, not one of rocket science by any means, not that complex, intricate, etc). Then, we had previously agreed to him giving me the address on Monday evening to go to the job today (which, I needed to see how far away it was etc). Waited and waited, and then at 9:30 wrote him, "address?", no reply. Still set my alarm for early, and ended up waking up much earlier, with a gut feeling that even if he did text me the address that morning, I shouldn't take it. He did, but I told him that lack of congruence between what he said/planned and actual action was a red flag to me (I didn't say it, but I was also thinking of how he talked to me initially to which he had had admitted in a second call, probably made him sound like an ahole and that he was surprised that I called him back).

Then today, I went to go do a delivery gig, got there, waited for a half hour waiting for the order to be ready, and then app had a "technical error" message, and the block magically disappeared from the app. So waiting there for a half hour, plus a half hour drive (total) and no money whatsoever. I wrote a pointed message to the company saying that I should at least be compensated for that lost hour of time, and that it appeared they were trying to pressure me to take a later and/or longer block that would better benefit them. More irked and short tempered than usual, especially in relation to work/jobs.

Sorry for the rant, but felt like I had to express it out.

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I am glad you let it out! You get exactly how I am feeling today. Flaky people are soooooo annnoyinnnnnnnnnng!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

posted September 07, 2021 08:49 PM              

It kind of sucks though, because I've been doing the gig thing for awhile, but getting sick of it. This job would have been a full time, consistent job and I was kind of looking forward to that consistency, and the pay was decent. I mean, I like the gig stuff because I can make my own schedule, and sometimes the jobs I get pay quite a lot, way more than I'm used to making. For example, I did a job about a month ago that paid almost 64 dollars per hour, and it was a 6 or 7 hr job--I've never made money like that previously working full time stuff.

But it is really hit and miss, and those kind of jobs are few and far in between much of the time. Heck, even I could get just 2 of those gigs per week with the regular diddly stuff, I would be fine--enough to pay bills and pay off debt some as well with a little left over.

posted September 07, 2021 08:55 PM            

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Thank you for understanding Hypatia. Yep, completely agree about flaky people.

It kind of sucks though, because I've been doing the gig thing for awhile, but getting sick of it. This job would have been a full time, consistent job and I was kind of looking forward to that consistency, and the pay was decent. I mean, I like the gig stuff because I can make my own schedule, and sometimes the jobs I get pay quite a lot, way more than I'm used to making. For example, I did a job about a month ago that paid almost 64 dollars per hour, and it was a 6 or 7 hr job--I've never made money like that previously working full time stuff.

But it is really hit and miss, and those kind of jobs are few and far in between much of the time. Heck, even I could get just 2 of those gigs per week with the regular diddly stuff, I would be fine--enough to pay bills and pay off debt some as well with a little left over.

Part of me thinks I should try to buckle down with my invention product that I'm designing, but just have been feeling quite apathetic and low energy lately, and daunted by the steps that come after completing the prototype (such as making and editing a video to put it up on kickstarter or the like).

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Ask for your internal guidance for guidance, what path do you feel is nudging to get on? This whole saturn square uranus has everyone contemplating about change or in the middle of transitions so you are not alone, change and transitions are in the air, everyone is trying to find their way this year it seems

posted September 07, 2021 09:02 PM              

Good point about the Saturn Uranus square. Yes, definitely been feeling this intensely since this is angular for me. T. Uranus has been conjoining my MC, and T. Saturn was conjoining my Desc (though a bit past that now in its retrograding).

You're completely right, I should ask my guidance about it. Usually I am pretty in touch with same, but lately it feels like I'm cut off some, especially with the more overt messages like through dreams and meditation. The gut feeling of course was a guidance message, but it would be nice if it was a little more obvious. Like an arrow or something, "go in this direction"...

I remember you mentioning that it is relating a lot to relationships and career for you? And sounds like you've already made some major changes.

posted September 07, 2021 09:08 PM            

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Good point about the Saturn Uranus square. Yes, definitely been feeling this intensely since this is angular for me. T. Uranus has been conjoining my MC, and T. Saturn was conjoining my Desc (though a bit past that now in its retrograding).

You're completely right, I should ask my guidance about it. Usually I am pretty in touch with same, but lately it feels like I'm cut off some, especially with the more overt messages like through dreams and meditation. The gut feeling of course was a guidance message, but it would be nice if it was a little more obvious. Like an arrow or something, "go in this direction"...

I remember you mentioning that it is relating a lot to relationships and career for you? And sounds like you've already made some major changes.

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WOW yes you must be really feeling it, it will definitely lead to change for you that transit. Your internal guidance indeed communicated to you today but I agree an arrow would just be so lovely LOL

Yes tr saturn is in my 2nd house and Uranus is in my 5th and I am in the process of starting my own private practice so very fitting.

Relationship stuff I feel is just a lifetime journey for me (Venus conjunct Karma exact, DC ruler and northnode ruler is mercury rx square the nodes).

posted September 07, 2021 09:33 PM            

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Best of luck to you, or rather, best of conscious awareness and listening to your intuition!

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Thank you! it will be an adventure, at least I am keeping myself on my toes and taking chances, definitely have outgrown my current job so time to test new waters.

Like the saying says "Man cannot discover new oceans unless he has courage to lose sight of the shore."

posted September 08, 2021 01:26 AM            

Uranus still opposing moon conjunct Pluto. This sneak preview of not getting along with women including my mother too apparently.

posted September 08, 2021 05:44 PM            

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Once I think I am handling life better, another thing happens.
And while another thing happens, a part of me is like yes sure, why not. What’s another thing at this point. I’m kind of getting desensitized to it all.

Uranus still opposing moon conjunct Pluto. This sneak preview of not getting along with women including my mother too apparently.

N. Node square Venus is like getting hit with the ugly stick, and bickering with spouse here and there.

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tr Uranus opposing your moon conjunct pluto definitely explains your sentiment "Once I think I am handling life better, another thing happens.
And while another thing happens, a part of me is like yes sure, why not. What’s another thing at this point."