posted June 24, 2021 07:41 PM            

Just a short stay tr Moon square N. Chiron.
Old memories have flooded in. Healing energies are open.

posted June 26, 2021 02:21 PM            

I think ATROPOS helped me see that it was important to cut ties and not drag this on in any way for his own good.

posted July 01, 2021 01:56 PM            

Santorini is what remained after the explosion of the Thera volcano taking place somewhere between 1645 BC to 1500 BC. The remains of the volcano are still visible in the beaches with black sand, in the pebbles of solidified lava or in the Red Beach.

http://imgur.com/SOSbj2u

Historians still hold that the eruption of the volcano and the subsequent tsunamis played a huge part in the downfall of the powerful Minoan civilization in Crete. The eruption also caused significant climatic changes not only in the eastern Mediterranean region and the Aegean Sea, but in the Northern Hemisphere as well. And Plato of course in his dialogues ″Timaeus″ and ″Critias″ speaks of the sea-faring circular Atlantis...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cKedc8trR2Y

posted July 01, 2021 09:55 PM            

Saturn square Uranus is a major planetary aspect that occurs every 22 years. Saturn square Uranus 2021 is exact on February 14, June 14, and December 24.

I definitely feel its influence very strongly, its this push to break down structures that no longer work for you and create your own path, this desire to do your own thing and for increased freedom and autonomy in career matters. Is also clear this influence wants you to create this change that you need in your life in a planned methodical way that requires patience and will play out in phases but the reward is that you will reach your goals but it won't happen quickly but slowly and in phases which is a bit frustrating but will perhaps generate valuable lasting results layed down in a solid foundation if you play your cards right! Ultimately a lot of good things will come out of this transit but you will have to plan it carefully and have patience and courage.

http://astrologyking.com/saturn-square-uranus/

That being said when will this transit break up exactly?

"2021’s most powerful aspect, a Saturn-Uranus square, happens three times in 2021. It came into orb, which means close enough to be impactful, on 11/23/20. It will last for 26 months, thru 1/24/23. There are exact Saturn-Uranus squares, all in 2021, today (2/17), 6/14 and 12/24."

Lord so it will be active until 1/24/23 BUT felt the most strongly in 2021 since the exact aspects will take place then so there is that.

For me its falling in my 2H (Saturn) and my 5H house (Uranus), I am trying to get pregnant and in the process of slowly making some career changes and moves so I can have more time to be a mom when the baby comes. Is actually quite fitting.

I should add there is a strong focus on our business growing this year to the point we have to consider taking measures to expand, which also means we have more work and are busier which fits transit Saturn in the 2H square Uranus in the 5th with this increased activity/traffic in our small business.

posted July 02, 2021 09:17 AM            

Welp I've been married for a week now!

My husband and I have been busy bees. I feel like we can go on spiffy dates again. Today we have a reservation at a very nice restaurant.

We also have 3 weddings to look forward to. One in August, another in September, and another in April!

We had some out of country travel plans fall though. (I wont get into that)

But we have a new opportunity to travel out of the country now.

posted July 02, 2021 06:50 PM            

Neptune is EXACT, degree and minute conjunct my midheaven! PLUS my sun/moon mid point (22°25 ♓ within less than a degree. My last year has been more of an introspective/spiritual time in my life. Ik spiritual matters always take priority specially during significantly important periods. But it was still painful to go through all of that. Rewarding? Absolutely!! But exhausting.

But like a wind up toy...once Gemini season rolled in..I propelled forward just in GO mode.

Uranus has been farting all over very sensitive points the past few months as well.

posted July 02, 2021 09:02 PM            

We don't want to make our selves to be either. Alot of abusers like to play the victim I have noticed & it reminds me I do NOT want to be that person.

With my Moon I can easily victimize myself so I have to pay attention. While I can give in to self pity & put the blame on others for my suffering. It is usually reactive in someway, so there is an abuse factor a bit it is not always done out of malice.

But I am not going to lie and say that I am completely at fault either. Alot of times I am truly a victim. I have a generous nature & I try and see the best in people which has caused some suffering mentally and emotionally. Moon is in the 12th so there are many hidden enemies, mental illnesses & self undoing. It's the house of unreedemed karma so I really reap what I sow this lifetime.

But neither Dejanira or nessus are very active in my chart nor has it really played a huge roll in synastry.

Anyway..right when mercury turned retro, I bumped into this leach of a girl I haven't seen since 7/2019. She would attempt to take advantage of me (money/time/car rides) I met her at work at the beginning of 2019) idk how I got her stuck to me exactly..it's like she did it instantly. I remember the moment I met her getting that gut feeling like "ugh...this one is going to be a real pain in the ass" & boy did my Moon call it!"

The 1st night she asked if she could sit in my car for about 10 minutes because her ride was running late. Being who I am I saw it as no real inconvenience & I was in a good mood so I didn't even hesitate..man did I regret that.

An hour of her nonsense..this guy hitting the f/u button everytime she called and her having drama fits. I said I am leaving & I would drop her off wherever she wanted. I didn't know her and I thought maybe she had a troubled home life so I tried to be empathetic yet firm. Luckily she was only 10 mins away from my house but she seemed hesitant to go there. She asked me if I would drop her off at her boyfriends which was only 25 mins out of my way in the opposite direction. So I drove there. Once I got there she asked if I would give them a ride back to this chic house, the one she couldn't go too an hour ago -_-. I tell her absolutely not but they were overly persistent & my generous and naive self inevitably gave it. But my self respect told them if they gave me $20 & a few of their cigarettes (I smoked at the time) I would.

The next morning I wake up to this girl calling/texting me nonstop. I ignored it for about an hour, then thought maybe it was important. Sweet/stupid self taking back over.

So I answer her next call & say what's wrong. She just starts rambling on about people I don't know. I recognized the name of the guy who was supposed to pick her up and telling me he finally called her back and just dumb **** I had absolutely no interest in. I ask her why she is telling me all of this and I don't remember her response but probably something that sufficed at the time. Anyway I politely rattle off some excuse to get off the phone. Alot of times I had to just hang up on her cause she made it impossible to end the convo.

I cannot for the life of me recall why I allowed her into my life but I was in a very weird place then so I can only believe there was reason at the time but not the best of reasons obviously.

The second night I worked with her she had gotten a ride to work but seemed to assume I was giving her a ride home o_O I tell her no I have plans in some town completely out of the way. I didn't but I didn't want to be completely honest in that moment because it would have come out "**** off" instead.

She kinda seemed shocked and I could tell she was desperately searching for a way to convince me but couldn't. Not long afterwards she broke down on stage & ran off crying. I knew it was cause she didn't have a ride. I felt a little bad but not really. Some other chic gave her a ride though.

I worked with her about 3 months and I made significantly less money than before I met her. Like she dominated my time & hassle. Always crying about something stupid and pulling me away until I realized how dumb she was being & I'd be like "ur fine" and go back.

My TF came to visit me one day and she knew how excited/nervous I was to see him yet she had no problem trying to pull me away for no real reason. I remember my TF one time asking what that was all about & I go "idk she's an idiot" and he laughed.

In July 2019 I managed to scrape her off my shoe & haven't spoke or seen her until I ran into her late may.

The first night we really hung out, I remember having a fight with my ma that morning & a little later I go "OK let's see what's going on with the moon" the moment I checked the moon was exact my nessus. Degree & minute. 😐

That night our conversations (girl & me) had a rather nessus/Dejanira element too them.

I checked out her chart and her nessus is 20° Sagittarius, conjunct my 23° sun 22° uranus and exactly opposite my 20° moon & 18° chiron. Also squaring my Pisces MH & sun moon midpoint.

So needless to say she was on my radar. I was watching her like a hawk.

She ended up trying to steal from me & invaded my privacy (I arranged a few things I didn't want her snooping around in, in a way I knew but she just saw chaos & wouldn't think I would notice.

I literally took a 5 minute shower with the door open so I could kinda talk to her and keep her in sight as much as possible. Literally 5 mins. In that time she took some of my mascara..which she returned AFTER I gave her some dollar tree stuff I was gonna throw out anyway & Once she realized she would have been caught. She goes "oh I accidentally took some mascara" I checked the drawer & yep. Everything rearranged indicating someone had been riffling through it.

Our "friendship" ended 2 days later. It was not pleasant. She called me & I texted her back exactly what I thought of her & I didn't have any time for her nonsense. I did not hold back. I told her she could be sweet though, which isn't a complete lie. She did have some likeable traits, it wasn't all terrible. But the negative severally outweighed the positive.

She is a really damaged girl but she completely does it to herself & plays the victim & can't really see too clearly. I honestly hope the absolute best for her & said I loved her, & I do, but I in no way wanted her in my life.

Her reply was exactly what I expected. A bunch of incoherent, baseless vulgar insults. Filled with the cracking up emoji 🤣 thinking her juvenile insults had any effect on me other than cheap entertainment & relief. The only thing I took seriously was when she told me to look in the mirror. & I did. I knew I was going to feel the effects of my hurtful outburst but I took that risk.

I did. I got a minor bruise that has already healed.

No part of me enjoyed hurting her. I honestly didn't. But this was an extreme form of tough love. She deserved my words & I deserved hers. Not proud of myself but definitely relieved.

Anyway, where I am in life now, I haven't been this content & happy...in probably forever.

This year I have lived by the mantra "no pain, no gain" I have pushed myself mercilessly. I feel it is finally starting to pay off but geeez what a scarring year. Good old saturn always knows what he is doing:P I'd marry that planet if I could.

Anyways I just wanted to share my nessus Dejanira story.

It's funny. Humans would rather play the victim as we value compassion. In nature the "abuser" is preferred (in some sense) because they are the ones that survive. They don't have the conscience we do. Where we hurt someone we often feel bad ourselves as I did in this situation.

Oh well, just some ponderings 🤔

posted July 03, 2021 07:19 AM            

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
Hi Vero! Glad your are using this thread to reflect and gather your thoughts! Welcome to Lindaland btw since is my first time seeing you around!

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Thanks Hypatia 😄 nice to officially meet you too

posted July 03, 2021 09:07 PM            

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Originally posted by Aries23Degrees:
Got kicked out of Facebook for the umpteenth time today. It seems I was just too spicy!!!😶

Trans Moon in Aries in house 1.I don't feel energetic much. I just feel annoyed and angry with silly people during this transit.😒

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hahahaha my husband gets kicked out of facebook a lot! I have surprisingly not gotten kicked out that I can remember.

posted July 04, 2021 06:37 AM            

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
hahahaha my husband gets kicked out of facebook a lot! I have surprisingly not gotten kicked out that I can remember.

He is less in there these days so it has not been happening lately.

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posted July 05, 2021 09:46 AM            

Husband had to hit the road back to work today.
It's bitter sweet. He loved being home enjoying the space with me and updating the place, and making it something he can be proud of. I really felt like I had a team mate around the house. But he was also bummed that he couldn't do everything he wanted. He only had a week and two days to do anything unrelated to the wedding.

BUT we will be able to grasp his work schedule better now. Where he is located will determine if he can go to his cousin's wedding in August and my cousin's wedding in September. Love is in the air! LOL

I recently got more into numerology. My number resonates to a 7. 7 can have water problems, we have had many in the short time we've been here.

NOW that it's summer it's been real buggy here. How are they getting in? I am getting fed up with it and will probably say something to the guy we are renting from too. And I have been able to clean a hellofalot more due to my life being in a better place. I'm talking putting stuff away where it goes and purging, and sanitizing and scrubbing on pretty much a daily basis. At the old place I would go weeks on end with out cleaning, and I did not have bug problems like this.

posted July 05, 2021 09:56 AM            

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Dude did anyone else have a particularly exhausting Gemini season & mercury retrograde. But for real today has been the first day I have been able to sit down for a minute & that didn't start til about 2 hours ago. The ONLY reason I am is because I woke up with a completely flat tire. I ran over a nail nearly a year ago. I have LITERALLY been out of stable work for exactly 1 year. I started working in my career field on the exact day I had to be hospitalized for one of the worst.. if not THE worst psychotic episode I have ever experienced. & I just realized this is the one year anniversary of when I was released from the hospital. I have spent the past year struggling tooth & nail to stay above water financially. I am blessed to have a mother & a sister who have helped out as much as possible. My sister moved cross country right after Thanksgiving & Once 2021 hit I was bombarded with unexpected bills. Emergency vet bills, court fees, car problems. The day saturn entered my 8th house I was pulled over for having suspended plates & DL. The cop was nice enough not to arrest me but I still had to pay 500 to get my car back. I had to call my ma for the money since my sister was no longer an option. She makes more money and doesn’t get all salty, she's real understanding & she I will pay back asap cause she's so awesome. Anyway my ma...not so much. I almost asked to be arrested to avoid that. If I didn't have my dog then I probably would have, that's how much I dreaded that. Anyway...8th, other people's money. My Sun is in my mom's 8th house & her sun is in her 8th house. My mother and I have a very karmic relationship. Honestly probably the most PAINFULLY irritating one I have experienced. Her and I have really healed our relationship over the past few months significantly. But we still drive each other NUTS.

Neptune is EXACT, degree and minute conjunct my midheaven! PLUS my sun/moon mid point (22°25 ♓ within less than a degree. My last year has been more of an introspective/spiritual time in my life. Ik spiritual matters always take priority specially during significantly important periods. But it was still painful to go through all of that. Rewarding? Absolutely!! But exhausting.

But like a wind up toy...once Gemini season rolled in..I propelled forward just in GO mode.

Uranus has been farting all over very sensitive points the past few months as well.

Idk...I could go on but I just wanted to see if anyone else was noticeably effected over the last month or so. 😐🤔😴😜🤪😠🤬🥱😳😕🤨

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I can really like Gemini season. But with mercury and nodes here too, it did get to be a bit overstimulating at times.

I can never get through Cancer season with out having a good cry which is so not like me most of the year.

There is really something about Neptune transits being an emotional roller coaster.