posted November 01, 2022 07:56 PM            

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Originally posted by teasel:
I just keep crying tonight. I'm so tired of this. I felt okay earlier. Moon is in cappy, square my aries. Pluto is always with me, squaring the same aries, and will be square my uranus/ascendant. Mercury is conjunct uranus/ascendant, right now.

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I hope you are feeling better.

posted November 02, 2022 03:34 AM            

Conjunct Uranus. It's going to be wild. I feel the rebel coming out of me. I kind of feel like my Scorpio stellilum died and it's going to Phoenix.

I'm actually considering driving back to my home state to hit up a bunch of parties. But IDK. I have a lot of plotting to do.

Whew and Saturn and Uranus will be over the hump with my Moon sigh and Pluto sign.

This will be in the same degree as my Leo IC and Aqua MC.

posted November 02, 2022 04:30 AM            

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Originally posted by Kannon McAfee:
I hope you are feeling better.

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posted November 05, 2022 12:47 AM            

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Originally posted by PlutoWasHere:
Thank you Kannon, I’m still getting plenty of distraction because so much stuff needs to be done for the funeral. The wave of loneliness will hit me later. I’ve become experienced at letting go these last years, so I expect I’ll come to terms with this as well.

Transit Mercury, Sun, Venus and south node will conjunct my north node when I’ll say my last goodbyes to my mother. It looks like a good transit for that day.

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posted November 06, 2022 12:57 AM            

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Originally posted by teasel:
Thank you. I'm so-so, and I keep having nightmares, which isn't helping. I corrected my sleep schedule, but am not fully resting when I fall asleep, and then am waking up before 2am, thanks to these nightmares. I'm drinking my "calm" drink, and have something else brewing, that relaxes me.

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**** . That's no good. If your calm drink or brew isn't working to prevent them TCM has some herbs that relieve dream-disturbed sleep, prevent it from happening:
- Red Sage root / Dan Shen: http://tcmwiki.com/wiki/radix-salviae-miltiorrhizae
- Amber powder / Huo Po: http://tcmwiki.com/wiki/succinum
There are others, but those are the main ones, especially the Red Sage root.

posted November 06, 2022 07:06 AM            

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Originally posted by plutonianmenace:
So sorry for your loss. I know how it feels having lost my father last year and now having to wake up every morning worrying that the rest of my family is okay. My condolences friend.

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Thank you plutonianmenace. It’s much appreciated.

It was a bittersweet moment yesterday at her funeral. Lots of family and friends showed up, at least 50 people were there. Even a brother of my grandfather, my mother’s uncle, who is already 101 years old, was there. I did put a lot of effort into it, a slide show with photographs, music and I gave a speech about her life. Two of her friends also spoke at her funeral. Everyone who came was so sweet to me. Lots of hugs and words of encouragement. Her health had been declining for some time now, she was spared a lot of suffering by her early departure. But still, my mother is gone and I feel sad. Grieving is a process and I’ll honor both my mother and myself by allowing these feelings.

posted November 06, 2022 02:48 PM            

I had to take a moment to remind myself that its likely transiting Moom in Gemini opp natal Sun or something similar that has me feeling so forlorn. That it's not me.

posted November 08, 2022 10:17 AM            

I looked at your chart. You have quite a bit going on right now.

Pluto is between your Sun Aries & Pluto Sco opposition. So this could exacerbate the up/down emotions. This in particular since Sun is exalted in Aries. So the highs are HIGH. And Pluto is in domicile in Pluto. So the lows are dark and intense.

I often feel a lot of anger when Aries Moon or Aries planetary transits aspect my Asc in Aries. It's really intense. So I can just imagine what you are also experiencing with Sun there.

In your case, I also see that transiting Uranus in Taurus is square your Ic(emotional security). And Uranus can definitely mess with our sense of emotional peace through disturbing our sleep patterns, having us worried about the future or just turning our lives into "turbo" mode where everything is happening all at once. And we just don't have time to take everything in.

The good news is that Jupiter has regressed into your 5th house. There will be opportunities presented to you to laugh, smile and forget. But you have to let go a little and postpone the worrying.❤

posted November 08, 2022 10:46 AM            

I typically look at Mercury when it comes to jobs.Its proved reliable thus far. This in terms of natal position transits if planets to Mercury. Or Mercury the planet itself moving along the birth chart as a transit.

[img]https://i.ibb.co/h21FHr5/Job-opportunity-transits.png[/img]

I expected Mercury transiting the 6th to be the trigger. The 6th house being the house of "work". But alas, it was not to be. Even transits to Mercury via natal proved ineffective in that area.

Then I thought that perhaps Mercury in Libra would do the trick? The 7th also governs contracts. So with Mercury (the planet of commerce) in the 7th, that would suggest contractual work or the signing of a contract towards employment? No. Nothing there.

During this offer, I noticed the following;

Transiting Mercury entered house 8. And I kid you not when I say that this position came our if "nowhere". I didn't apply for it.

The retrograde motion of Uranus in Tau directly opposite my Venus in the 8th house of "sudden upheavals". Also signifying how random this opportunity is. Venus rules the 7th house of contracts but also contacts.

The opportunity came through a female(Ven). A contact from a previous job (7th). One day she called me randomly to talk about this job. Does that fit?🤔

Retrograde Jupiter in Pisces square my Sun(ruler of 5th house of fun). 5th house is also associated with kids. And Yes,I will be dealing with young people in this job.

Add to this, the position will be 9th house related too(where my Sun in placed). I will be a facilitator within a teaching capacity.

The only downside is that retro Jupiter also squares my Neptune(ruler of 12th). Trans Jupiter has just entered my 12th house. The work is practically " pro bono"(12th house). They promise it's only for 2 months max. So that's the bummer I have to endure.

posted November 08, 2022 06:27 PM            

The moon is in my 7th, but I get emotional at weddings now. Even when I don't personally know the people. I wasn't fussed when I was a teenager, and a bridesmaid myself. I didn't know they had a camera on me, too. My feet were hurting, and I just wanted to sit down.

posted November 10, 2022 10:00 AM            

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Originally posted by Librapurr:
PlutoWasHere, I’m sorry about your loss

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Thank you Librapurr.

There were some misunderstandings at my work at the beginning of the week, but I stepped in at the right time. And today everything turned out alright. Just a little effort from my side made a big impact. Sometimes things just work out. Also, my manager and coworkers have been so nice to me these last two weeks, I feel very lucky to have this job.

posted November 10, 2022 01:31 PM            

“Single ladies, and ladies under 40 have been captured by democrats… so we need these ladies to get married.”

Pfft. Lmfao. They need women to be tamed by a ring, and the mighty penis. 🙄

Democrats did a lot better than the polls were showing, so Ohio mostly sucks, but it wasn’t a fascist wipeout. Ohio still has illegal voting maps, that were supposed to be changed, but the republicans refused to do it. They just refused. I need to get out of here.

posted November 11, 2022 10:20 PM            

I was starting to feel better!!! I shared with my sister why I was feeling better. She was completely appalled and made fun of me. I even had my appetite back. I saw a judgment look from my brother in law and my stomach turned again. My heart is so broken. You really learn who your real support is in these times.

I’m staying at my friends tomorrow. I think I will not spend thanksgiving with my family. I think I’m also bringing out a lot of insecurities in my sisters and husband’s marriage. I just feel like we can’t be close anymore.

posted November 12, 2022 02:50 AM            

Just hurt on top of hurt on top of hurt!!!

No healing in sight! I have no idea what I am going to do tomorrow. But it still beats being with my husband. Or honestly either out come seems to be the same of constant suffering.