posted December 12, 2022 12:27 PM            

quote:

---

Originally posted by Stawr:
OMG I feel that. Right that's just life, it can take so much inner work for me to give a better reaction sometimes, but sometimes being petty is fun too. lol But yeah it's nice when people can talk about each others weird quirks in an endearing way. I don't mind breaking each others bawls either.

Oooo having Venus Mercury sounds like an awesome advantage. Now that I think of it my Venus sextiles my Mercury.
Aww this Mercury Taurus loves the Mercury Scorpio's.

My Scorpio is so there, but it's so hidden being in my 6th house and in the moon zone plus the rx pluto. When people have guessed my signs here when I posted photos ages ago. Scorpio was one of the last things guessed along with my Aries Sun lol. At least in my early 20's I gave off very strong Gemini, Leo, Virgo, Cancer vibes.

I am starting to attract for eccentric calm people. But I've been asked a number of times by my sister and our other friend..."where do you meet these people?"

I'm pretty sure I still look like a nerd and good girl when I wear black. Haha. But my navy blue was starting to become more of a staple for me in the last few years. I think that was good to put more of that energy out of "trust me, I got this, I'm an ADULT" vibes.

I love my dark reds too, but I feel like that kind of signals "I'm mature, and I'm also full of subtle passion rage, and I am plotting." lol

I am seeing my diagnosis as a huge relief. Really made me evaluate the people in my life too. Life is a jungle and I am thankful for modern medicine and technology. I had no idea you didn't eat bread. Kudos. Once my body heals, I'll have to see how I metabolize bread and evaluate how much carb intake works for me and my vanity if I even care anymore.

I couldn't of been GF on and off so long if it wasn't for potatoes.

From my digestion issues, I weighed 109 pounds at the doctor. Seeing my shadow around the home as I get more physical. I was like I almost look like a rail of a ballerina.

---

I liked to show more tough and cool because I had more Neptunian appearance in adulthood. Like I’ve heard I looked lost, very calm or sad. And I didn’t like that sometimes, especially when I felt somebody might feel sorry for me. I don’t remember somebody actually did, but I didn’t like to come across as a helpless fragile creation.
So I had been gathering around people who often failed to notice I had feelings.
Now I want the opposite: can I get some empathy? I’m actually a dang fragile creation.
When almost all my progressed chart in Scorpio.
I have moon near AC, and my mood could affect my appearance much. I need to be mindful of negative because sometimes it’s too easy to read it lol

Where can I get those eccentric calm people? Funny, my brother also asked where did I meet my pals. But he added whether it was a line to a psychiatrist office or a crazy people convention 😄

It’s interesting about colors. I’m not a big fan of blue. I need to try it. I like purple and green. But I have gray days sometimes when I wear a lot of neutral pale colors.

I had crazy weight fluctuations. I had time when I was too thin. I didn’t feel like that, but a scale and people said it. I got some small diagnoses here and there what I think is kinda bs. I try to eat healthy to manage.

It’s good if you can take your health under control. It’s kinda annoying sometimes to follow rules and watch what you eat.

posted December 12, 2022 10:39 PM            

Its interesting 2022 is a 9 year personal year number for me and I left my husband, I ended our marriage after been together for a total of 15 years including the time we dated ect so a huge ending.

Last time I had a 9 year personal number was in 2013 and that year was a very significant year too were something came to an end abruptly and that changed everything and we were forced to move back to Miami November that year. The following year during a 1 personal year I completed my master's degree and that indeed was a new beginning for me.

This month I have been feeling the 1 personal year energy, its nice, feels good, I can feel that fresh new energy coming in and I am starting a new 9 year cycle numerologically speaking.

I am still with my libra guy and we had a real nice month in november and it feels like we are entering a new phase now in December but that could be the energy from the personal year 1 that is kicking in.

I feel happy, I had a nice weekend with him. I have decided I am potentially going to move back to FL in 2024 but I need to wrap some things up in 2023 before I make that move. This will give me another year or so to continue seeing scott and see how this story develops and evolves. If we work out I may stay in CO I suppose or he will come to FL with me. I am not sure what is in store for us but have a real good feeling that whatever this is it will be worth my time and I will enjoy it while it lasts and it will lead to transformation and growth. We have moon conjunct pluto and saturn in composite and I feel this is a great aspect for us to work on our attachment issues and learn about intimacy, connection and commitment but it will happen slowly over time. We are still friends and lovers but it feels like a relationship so is like an unconventional arrangement which in the end fits the transits I have going on; Tr URANUS in the 5th TRINE my DC RULER with tr SATURN opposing VENUS and MARS perhaps causing delays in my love life and adding some frustration but that will break up early next year.

I read attached by Amir Levine and it has been extremely helpful in helping me understand our dynamics that were triggering me and how we have different intimacy needs and with this information and us talking through things I feel like I am entering a new phase with him were I am actually working through my attachment issues and using the relationship as a vehicle for that, I understand him more which makes it easier to navigate our differences. I am also learning to live more in the now and let go of expectations and just enjoy this opportunity for growth.

The last 7 months have been challenging since I left my husband and that has been a big transition and feeling like I don't have roots and starting a new relationship that is supposed to be casual but with moon conjunct pluto and saturn in composite (nothing casual about that) has put me in a position were I feel more vulnerable and my attachment system was getting easily activated but I feel like finally this month there has been a shift with all that and I am feeling grounded. Adjustments usually take about 6 months to work through after all. I could see how attachment issues emerge more easily during a big transition/adjustment specially if you add your support system/roots is far. Well hopefully this explains how unstable I have been coming off this year when I talk about my love life since I left my ex.

Anyways I am settle-ling into my new life, I feel more grounded and have more clarity and healthy expectations around what is ahead as in I don't truly know but am excited and feel optimistic around what is coming after feeling so uncomfortable with uncertainty this past 6-7 months. I am feeling comfortable with it now as the year ends and a new 9 year cycle starts.

posted December 13, 2022 04:34 AM            

I’ve also been drinking activated charcoal at times. Something I hadn’t forgotten about, but I thought I had some in the cupboard, and kept forgetting to buy it. I sometimes add it with an enzyme capsule opened up in water. I can’t swallow capsules. The other night, I had a little while when my stomach didn’t hurt, and also wasn’t telling me to feed it. It was just satisfied. I rarely feel that. I had sone trouble later on, but that was such a nice feeling.

posted December 13, 2022 05:33 AM            

Today is turning out to be a very sh*tty day. Literally. My cat has an upset stomach and has been leaving puke and diarrhea all over the house. The floor in several rooms, my new velvet bed spread and the wall??? I’ve had to clean so many spots, I’m just going to clean all the floors today because I don’t want to find out later that I missed a spot. In addition, my youngest son has been sick and coughing since Friday and my eldest fell of his bike yesterday. Both of them want to be pampered and are constantly asking for food and cuddles. Especially my little Cancer Moon youngest. And in between all of this, I still need to get my work done. I’m happy I can work from home, but it’s all so overwhelming. I just want to go to bed right now and hide under the covers. But finding time for a cup of coffee is all I can do at the moment.

posted December 14, 2022 02:52 PM            

quote:

---

Originally posted by Stawr:
I love this for you!!

---

posted December 14, 2022 04:02 PM            

quote:

---

Originally posted by hypatia238:
Many Blessings to everyone for this new year coming up. May 2023 be full of wonderful positive surprises for us all.

---

posted December 14, 2022 11:46 PM            

quote:

---

Originally posted by Librapurr:
[QUOTE]Originally posted by Stawr:
[b] OMG I feel that. Right that's just life, it can take so much inner work for me to give a better reaction sometimes, but sometimes being petty is fun too. lol But yeah it's nice when people can talk about each others weird quirks in an endearing way. I don't mind breaking each others bawls either.

Oooo having Venus Mercury sounds like an awesome advantage. Now that I think of it my Venus sextiles my Mercury.
Aww this Mercury Taurus loves the Mercury Scorpio's.

My Scorpio is so there, but it's so hidden being in my 6th house and in the moon zone plus the rx pluto. When people have guessed my signs here when I posted photos ages ago. Scorpio was one of the last things guessed along with my Aries Sun lol. At least in my early 20's I gave off very strong Gemini, Leo, Virgo, Cancer vibes.

I am starting to attract for eccentric calm people. But I've been asked a number of times by my sister and our other friend..."where do you meet these people?"

I'm pretty sure I still look like a nerd and good girl when I wear black. Haha. But my navy blue was starting to become more of a staple for me in the last few years. I think that was good to put more of that energy out of "trust me, I got this, I'm an ADULT" vibes.

I love my dark reds too, but I feel like that kind of signals "I'm mature, and I'm also full of subtle passion rage, and I am plotting." lol

I am seeing my diagnosis as a huge relief. Really made me evaluate the people in my life too. Life is a jungle and I am thankful for modern medicine and technology. I had no idea you didn't eat bread. Kudos. Once my body heals, I'll have to see how I metabolize bread and evaluate how much carb intake works for me and my vanity if I even care anymore.

I couldn't of been GF on and off so long if it wasn't for potatoes.

From my digestion issues, I weighed 109 pounds at the doctor. Seeing my shadow around the home as I get more physical. I was like I almost look like a rail of a ballerina.

---

I liked to show more tough and cool because I had more Neptunian appearance in adulthood. Like I’ve heard I looked lost, very calm or sad. And I didn’t like that sometimes, especially when I felt somebody might feel sorry for me. I don’t remember somebody actually did, but I didn’t like to come across as a helpless fragile creation.
So I had been gathering around people who often failed to notice I had feelings.
Now I want the opposite: can I get some empathy? I’m actually a dang fragile creation.
When almost all my progressed chart in Scorpio.
I have moon near AC, and my mood could affect my appearance much. I need to be mindful of negative because sometimes it’s too easy to read it lol

Where can I get those eccentric calm people? Funny, my brother also asked where did I meet my pals. But he added whether it was a line to a psychiatrist office or a crazy people convention 😄

It’s interesting about colors. I’m not a big fan of blue. I need to try it. I like purple and green. But I have gray days sometimes when I wear a lot of neutral pale colors.

I had crazy weight fluctuations. I had time when I was too thin. I didn’t feel like that, but a scale and people said it. I got some small diagnoses here and there what I think is kinda bs. I try to eat healthy to manage.

It’s good if you can take your health under control. It’s kinda annoying sometimes to follow rules and watch what you eat.

I don’t think I’m familiar with Taurus Mercury, but with Venus it should sound pretty nice[/B][/QUOTE]

Some people are so awful that I need a drink and/or weed or any other kind of sedative to not feel crazy at least on the inside. Lost? Sad? What's wrong with people, that is so rude. I would take calm as compliment.

I make people very uncomfortable when I am quiet. And people can make a big deal out of it. Sometimes it's like "what, I can't be quiet for 30 seconds?" And it weirds me out when people I just met are like "you're really quiet or soft spoken" because I'm usually not.

Ugh it's like if you aren't crying people think you can just "take it." Strong people are sensitive too. Because strong people are often passionate and passion is feelings, and feelings are sensitive. lol

Calm eccentric people. Have Chiron transit your 11th house. Uranus transit 12th house. Have Neptune transit 11th house!

Other than that...when I started using clear quartz rocks. I met some amazing people who have changed my life to this day.

My friend gifted me yellow aventurine. That is said to attract quality friends too. I can't complain.

Purple can be considered a "protective color." Too much can be depressing for some though. Grey is a good one for stability/stable. Staying neutral. Pale neutral sounds perfect for a Libra.
They say Navy blue is good in the corporate world. It is said to be the most winning job interview color too. My Libra grandma was a light blue fanatic. Even her toilet was blue. lol
Green is super ideal for Libra since Libra rules the heart chakra. Also idea color to wear for money/fortune.

posted December 15, 2022 04:50 AM            

I also watched something with a Christmas focus (Santa clause tv show), without crying, and I'm slightly in the holiday mood now. I wanted to be cooking in the morning, not the middle of the night, because it's been getting to me. I stayed in bed all day yesterday, but couldn't sleep anymore, last night, and had to get up and shower. Maybe I should just keep baking, and see if it keeps my mood up. Only if I can find people to give them to. I can't eat all of this.

If only apparition was possible. I would be there whenever. I absolutely love eating what other people bake/cook. ❤

posted December 15, 2022 07:42 AM            

Later the lady sent me a private message asking me to read her and her husband's chart.Which I did.Then I did progressions too.

Afterwards, she rewarded me a small gift for my troubles. So unexpected and lovely. Ven conj Asc is good relations with others (7th) or being in a position to be looked at favourably by others.

posted December 16, 2022 06:10 PM            

In many years past, I relied to some degree on the holiday spirit to lift mine (more than I probably would've admitted at the time). That's not really a part of my mood or reason for my optimism now. It is entirely what I have co-created as my life outcomes and the way it is materializing.

I'll point out that this is my mood in spite of Saturn's transit square my natal Mercury (<1.5° applying). That's normally a transit known for a tendency for pessimism or a darker outlook, none of which I've felt recently. This time around, Mars is proving to be a facilitator of the timing of some fulfillment coming into materiality.

If you co-create it with Spirit, it will happen when the timing (window of opportunity) allows.

------------------
Astrological gemstone readings for your energetic balance, healing, and soul development. http://kannonmcafee.wordpress.com/services/

posted December 17, 2022 06:27 PM            

quote:

---

Originally posted by Chanterelle:
How did the cinnamon rolls turn out? If it’s a good recipe, you can do savory ones by sprinkling cheese instead of the cinnamon/sugar, with or without little bits of ham. I found a bread recipe recently that I’ve been meaning to try, that looks pretty similar to an easy one I used to know.

---

They were okay. I messed up and cut them too small. I can only handle do much sweetness, and should have cut the recipe in half.

posted December 17, 2022 06:27 PM            

quote:

---

Originally posted by Chanterelle:
How did the cinnamon rolls turn out? If it’s a good recipe, you can do savory ones by sprinkling cheese instead of the cinnamon/sugar, with or without little bits of ham. I found a bread recipe recently that I’ve been meaning to try, that looks pretty similar to an easy one I used to know.

---

They were okay. I messed up and cut them too small. I can only handle do much sweetness, and should have cut the recipe in half.

posted December 17, 2022 06:29 PM            

quote:

---

Originally posted by Aries23Degrees:
[QUOTE]Originally posted by teasel:
[b]Apparently, the moon in Leo is good for me, and baking. I finally made some of the cookies on that list, and they are really good.
http://pinchofyum.com/very-best-chocolate-cookies

I also watched something with a Christmas focus (Santa clause tv show), without crying, and I'm slightly in the holiday mood now. I wanted to be cooking in the morning, not the middle of the night, because it's been getting to me. I stayed in bed all day yesterday, but couldn't sleep anymore, last night, and had to get up and shower. Maybe I should just keep baking, and see if it keeps my mood up. Only if I can find people to give them to. I can't eat all of this.

If only apparition was possible. I would be there whenever. I absolutely love eating what other people bake/cook. ❤

[/B]

---

if only! I would have shared. I might make more, and store the dough balls in the freezer.

posted December 17, 2022 07:01 PM            

I’ve been looking for Christmas decorations, and got ten hours of sleep, after not sleeping well for a while. I woke up feeling dreamy, which rarely happens. I don’t know what my transits are. I’m in a bookstore, which is quieter than expected, given the amount of cars outside. I was hoping for some Christmas cheer, but I think I’m too late in the day for it.

posted December 18, 2022 01:35 PM            

Mbappe was outstanding.Messi always makes pressure look like nothing. But Mbappe impressed me by single-handedly carrying the hopes of the French people by making sure Argentina didn't have an easy victory

Messi and Mbappe are Sun opp Sun by synastry. And damne!There was formidable opposition coming from France-just when Argentina thought they had it in the bag.

Qatar politics aside (I am still not a fan of religiously conservative places hosting "World" tournaments). But this was phenomenal football.Just outstanding . I was glued to the screen from the 2nd half onwards.